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~ The Sun will Shine Again ~

Apology Accepted

Star's P.O.V.~

"Xander! Come here." I yelled, trying to fix the straps on my star and heart covered bra. He came in and raised his eyebrow. "Yes?" I held it up to cover my chest and sighed. "Help." He chuckled and walked over to me. He got the clasp unstuck and redid it to the middle loop. "Good?" He asked, stepping back. "Yeah, thank you." He nodded and walked out. I threw on a navy tank top and some black yoga shorts and got my light jacket from the hanger. "Are you ready to get back to the venue?" He asked, lacing his Converse.

I slid out of the car and slammed the door, making sure to grab my sunglasses before. He clutched my hand and dragged me through the crowds. "We have to help clean everything up. But I want you to talk to him if you see him again. Just remember what I told you, keep calm. Don't cry. Take deep breaths. I love you Star, and I'll have my phone on me." He kissed my cheek and walked away, leaving me to venture out to find their bus.

I was wandering around when I ran into someone. "Oh! I'm sorry...Vic." He smiled at me and waved it off. "It's alright, Star right?" I nodded generously. "Cool, cool, so what're you up to?" He questions, pulling his hands from his pockets. "Trying to find Andrew, uhm, Andy...Biersack. Have you seen him?" Vic bit his lip and shook his head. "Nope, haven't spotted him. But if I do, I'll let him know." I smiled at him and said goodbye, continuing my search.

Being only 5'4", I had trouble seeing over people in the crowds. Until I spotted him, pecking Juliet on the lips and leaving the bus. His pulled a cigarette from his Pocket and let it hang from his lips. I instantly began to cower down and tried to turn around until he spotted me. He opened his mouth until the cigarette fell from his lips, making him jump back into to reality and catch it. I let out a small giggle and took a deep breath.

I was now standing right in front of him, only three feet away from the boy I left broken hearted. He stood still, staring at me with his blue gems. I shifted in my feet and shoved my palms into my jacket. "Hi Andy" I nearly whispered, staring at his black boots. "Hey...Star" his voice was deeper, and he looked as nervous as I was. "I..uhm...I think we should..." "Talk?" He asked, finishing my sentence for me. "Yeah...talk" He stomped out his cigarette and placed his hand out to lead in the bus.

I sat down on the metal chair and placed my hands under my butt. "How have you been?" He started with, grabbing two waters. "I'm okay, I live in an apartment with my friend, Xander. You met him yesterday" my voice got quieter and the nervousness was radiating from my body. "Friend?" I nodded shyly. "Oh, I would've thought he was your boyfriend." He said, staring at me. "No, I'm single. He's just a really close friend. Like, my brother almost." He laughed unemotionally. "Like Ronnie?" I bit my lip and shook my head. "No, not like Ronnie. That was a mistake."

"Gotcha. So, about the last time we saw each other..." My heart dropped into my stomach. I knew we'd have to speak about it, but I didn't want to. "Andre-Andy. I'm really sorry. I know I hurt you, and that was never my intention. I know you never wanted to see me again but I didn't know you would be here." "I know, me neither. I won't sit here and try to say you didn't hurt me. Because you did. But I don't want to keep this a grudge between us. For the past four years I've tried so hard to get over the fact that there ever was an us. And it hasn't gotten easier by seeing you. But I have to. I have Juliet, and I love her." I nodded slowly and looked at him. "So, are we just going to pretend we never saw each other again?" I didn't mean to sound so needy. "I don't know Star, I just don't fucking know." He put his head in his hands and shook it. He flinched as I lay my hand on his, I pulled it back and whispered an apology.

He looked back up and slowly placed his hand in mine again. He gave a slight squeeze and I let a weak smile form across my pale lips. I found myself in a daze with his eyes like I have so many times in the past as he slowly, and carefully, moved forward. As soon as our lips were hardly touching, we jumped apart by hearing Ashley's voice as he walked into the bus. His face was a dark shade of rosey pink. I looked back at Ashley who was scowling at me and back at Andy. "I-I'm sorry." I jumped up and ran out of the bus. I stopped by a tree and kicked it. "Fuck!" I screamed, pulling out my phone.

-Xander, where are you? I need you asap.-
-Come to Never Shout Never's tent. I'll meet you there.-

Andy's P.O.V.~

"What the fuck was that Andy?! Are you kidding me!?" Ashley slapped the back of my head in rage. "I don't know! We were talking and she touched my hand and I just-" "just what? Almost cheated on the most important person in your life for some whore?" I felt my face turn red as I run red to him. "Don't call her that. Just, drop it okay? I didn't kiss her. And I won't." He rolled his eyes. "Better keep it that way Andrew. I'll be damned if you dare to give up Juliet for her." He scoffed and walked out of the bus again. Shit.

Star's P.O.V.~

"You did WHAT?!" Xander yelled, pulling me out of the tent. "I almost kissed him. I don't know what happened! I touched his hand in comfort and moved it but he grabbed my hand again and almost kissed me!" He ran his hand through his shaggy hair. "I told you to make up not kiss and make up! Dammit Star do you know what could've happened if Ashley hadn't walked in?!" I looked down, ashamed. "I know. I know Xander. I'm sorry." He pulled me into a hug and squeezed me. "I shouldn't of yelled at you. But you can not get wrapped up in him again. Next time, it might destroy you." "It already has. With or without him." I whispered, pulling away from his hug. "Let's help clean up." He dragged me towards the tent again and we helped put away the band merch.

..........

"I'm gonna miss you so much, Star." Violet whispered, tearing up. "I'm going to miss you too, but you'll be okay. You have Ashley, Jinxx, Cc, Jake, and Andrew" my voice cracked, hugging her tightly. "Yeah, I know. But I finally found you again! My best friend! I feel bad because all you have is Xander." He shot her a look and went back to saying goodbye to be boys. "I'll be okay, he takes care of me. I'll make sure to get back to keeping in touch." She nodded and went back to say goodbye to Xander.

I walked up to The boys and hugged CC first. "I'm so glad you're okay Star, you really had me worried." I smiled softly and kissed his cheek. "I'm okay, I'm glad I got to see you again." He gave me hug and let me go. "Bye Jinxx, bye Jake, I'm sorry I couldn't be around anymore." They gave sad smiles and gave me a small hug. I inched over to Ashley and took a deep breath. "I know you hate me, and I even understand why. But I just hope someday, your hatred will go down a little for me. Because I did miss you, and I'm sorry." I gave him a light hug which he was hesitant to return but released me soon. I gazed to the floor as I reached Andrew, his eyes were on his worn out boots. "I'm sorry about what, almost happened...I...that wasn't suppose to-" "it's okay Andy, I understand. It was just, in the moment." I smiled sadly and gazed up to his gems. "I'll, uhm, I'll see you around Andrew." He nodded and stood still. I nodded and walked back to Xander who gave me a comforting squeeze.

They got into the bus and Andy shut the door without looking back. As soon as I heard the door click, I collapsed in Xander arms and sobbed. "Shh, you're okay Star. Let's get back to the hotel, we'll go home tomorrow." I agreed and walked with him to his car as he drove back to the hotel silently around midnight.

...........

I changed into a grey tank top and a grey and white striped sweater and left my pants aside leaving me in my black boy hearts. "Good night Star" he kissed my forehead and went under the covers letting me cuddle close to his bare chest. My eyes were just closing when my phone went off.

-What hotel are you at? .V-
-The Westin LA Hotel, why?-
-bus broke down, we need a place to stay. Go back to bed, goodnight-

My eyes widen as Violet replied. Andy was staying here. I shook it off and lay back down. I fell into a dreamless sleep, cuddled next to Xander.

Notes

Andy and Star finally spoke, but what about their little slip? The slip that Andy made...

Comment what you thought <3

xoxoTatum

Comments

How date you temp me with Standy just to take it away.lol update soon

One one hand if she goes we're closer to andy but on the other if she stays it shows how strong and independent she's become...... choices choices choices........ I like both kinda leaning toward the no though so update soon

Seriously thought it was Andy...... so I feel stupid..... update soon

Update!!!!! I'm so excited and it's only 10 am. I think you made my day

Woo!! So happy! I love this so far but you should make an a/n on the first one so all your readers know about the sequel.