Before You Knew Jinxx...

School started at 7:15, and by the time I was done with my hair and makeup it was 8:30. I had missed first period. Oops. Oh well, at least I was comfortable. I emerged from the bathroom, and started to walk to my next class: Beginning Algebra. I feel stupid when it comes to math. I walked into class and walked to my usual seat in the back. I plopped my bag down, and pulled out my earbuds and my note book. As I was putting the earbuds in my ears, I heard the desk next to me move. That was weird, because nobody ever sits there. I sat up, and looked out of the corner of my eye. Next to me sat the most gorgeous guy I had ever seen in my entire life. I have never had much of a love life. I had a boyfriend when I was 10. His name was Tim. And that didn’t amount to much obviously. I had another boyfriend right after my Dad died. I feel bad because even though I did love him, I feel like I used him to get some love. I mean my Dad had just died a month before, and I didn’t have anyone to hold onto. My Mom was useless, and Shaina….nope. Shaina would go over to a friend’s house every day. So I was all alone. I loved Jeff, I really did. But when he cheated on me, I lost all trust in guys. So this guy sitting next to me in math class, he was gorgeous, but I couldn’t trust him. Also, I am not pretty, so I have no idea why someone like him would go for me. He wouldn’t. He won’t.

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