the new girl down the street

shae P.O.V

Once in my room I locked my door and ran to my bathroom. I pulled out my knife and pulled down my pants, reveling scars and semi healed cuts. I put the blade to my thy. 1 cut, 2 cuts, 5 cuts, 20 cuts later I sat there on the toilet. Bleeding, crying, I raped the cuts in gauze then pulled my 2 sizes too big BVB t-shirt on and cried myself to sleep.


in the morning I changed the gauze then put on my tank top with Jinxx's face on it and read and black skinny jeans it heart at first, but the pain went away after a while. I put on my make up to cover up how read and puffy my eyes were.

When I checked my phone there were 20 text from an unknown number

Hay Shae its me Jinxx
I had fun last night
I want a real kiss
Baby wake up
you’re not an early riser R U
Wake up beautiful
Text me back
Jinxx: Baby
Jinxx: Baby
Jinxx: Baby
Jinxx: Baby
Jinxx: Baby
Jinxx: Baby
Jinxx: Baby
Jinxx: Baby
Jinxx: Baby
Jinxx: Baby
Jinxx: WAKE UP BEAUTIFUL I MISS YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I texted him back and got instance reply

Shae: You’re the best u know that I miss you to
Jinxx: Good morning when can I see u?? <3
Shae: I'm going to my cousin’s house today sooooooooo not till like 5ish
Jinxx: NOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Jinxx: How far away is your cousin??? :(
Shae: up north in the country were taking Anna to their farm
Jinxx: when r u leaving??
Shae: in like an hour why???



Then a minute later I was down stairs and the doorbell rang. Raven answered the door it was Jinxx and Andy. "Hay baby" Jinxx said the minuet he saw me he walked over to me rapping his arms around my waste and kissed me. I kissed back. we were interrupted by Emma who took a pitcher of us kissing "hay Andy" I said Andy had such a sad look on his face when he was holding Anna "you’re taking her" he asked "yep " I said "can I come?" Andy asked giving me the puppy dog look. “Shure I guess Jinxx can meet the only family that doesn’t want to beat me you’ll meet them tomorrow.”

Notes

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