these oceans are far between our hearts
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Amber's POV;
"JINGLE BELLS!BATMAN SMELLS!ROBIN LAID AND EGG!-" "you sing that one more time and i will feed your ball sack to regan" "sorry,its funny though" ben grinned childishly "it is not funny! batman is amazing! so shut your piehole" "oooooo" "i said shut it" "okay". i rolled my eyes,just as we entered through the front gates to york secondary school. "oi sket! how was last nights fuck!" regan yelled "fuck off regan,we all know im still a virgin,plus you're the on with aids!" i shot back,not even looking at him.ben was smirking "whats you smirking at,freak!" connor screamed "calm your tits and hit pubity already! jesus you scream more high pitched then your mum did last night!" ben smirked "what did you say about my mum" connor spat. i just stood there,trying not to grin. "why you smiling"stacy growled "its whay ARE you smiling.speak english",come on ben,we need to get to form" i said pulling ben away from the situation occuring.ben scoffed and walked off.i trailed behind him. "ben you really need to stop pissing off"i laughed "but its funny" "yes its funny but you're going to get your face samshed in if you carry on" "oh well,im a nija" he said strinking a pose on one foot but then falling over."you are a retard" "but im yor retard and you love me" "i wonder why sometimes" "hey" "hi" i smiled.he rolled his eyes and got up.as soon as we enetered our form room out tutor gave ben a death stare "what sir!?" ben asked "sit down,bruce.don't mention peoples mothers when in a disbute" mr summings spat. "whatever" ben rolled his eyes and we sat at our seat in the back.i put one of my headphones in my ear and one in bens and blasted out BFMV. tears wont fall,they crash around me.
--------------------after school-----------------
i walked through my front door and started up the stairs to go and get changed.i was meeting ben at out tree house in the forest behind our houses.
i got changed into-http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=83739188.
i ran downstairs into the kitchen and grabbed so oreos. "mum,going to the treehouse" i said kissing my mum on the cheek."wait there sweetie,i need to tell you something" "okay" "sit down" my mum said,she looked guilty.i nooded and sat dpwn. "well,me and your father,we;ve come to an agreement.we don't feel the same wasy about eachother anymore and all the arguments aren't fair on you.so we're getting a divorce."my heart shattered,tears began to fall."but,but.i need you both" i choked out "im sorry seetie.and you'll be living with your father,you're moving to ohio." i gasped and more tears began to fall,rapidly "no!NO! I AM NOT! I AM STAYING HERE!! I NEED BEN AND HE NEEDS ME!! IM NOT LEAVING HIM! WHY? WHY CANT I STAY WITH YOU!??!" I screamed "ive tried sweetie but your father wants you to live with him,calm down" "NO I WILL NOT CALM DOWN! WHAT IF I DONT WANT TO! WHAT IF I WANT TO STAY HERE! DO YOU KNOW WHAT! LEAVE ME ALONE!" Iscreamed runing out of the backdoor,grabbig my phone on the way and headed towards the treehouse.
oncei got there i broke down on the floor.shaking and crying.i cant leave,i cant.ben needs me,and i need him.her keeps me stable and i keep him from being beaten up.we need eachother. "amber?amber whats wrong angel?" ben asked worried,climbing down from the tree and wrapping his arms around me.i ccried ito his chest. "mum and dad are getting a divorce and i have t live with my dad" i sobbed "hey thats not that bad,my parents aren't together but i cope"ben hushed me "yeah but my dad is movig to ohio.america." i cried. i looked up at ben to see him crying "no!no!no! you're not.i need you and you need me! you cant leave me" ben begged,tears syreaming out of his eyes. "i dont want to leave! i dont want to but they're making me.im so sorry ben! i need you! i cant do it without you". me and ben laid there for about and hour,crying.when we finally stopped we made our way up the tree and sat in our hou we made togther at the age of 10,before bens parents split.his dad helped us.no one knew where its was apart from me ben and his dad.just then my phone vibrated. i looked at the caller ID,mum. i hung up.and did so with every call after that.me and ben just lie there hugging and crying lightly.until we both fell asleep.
"JINGLE BELLS!BATMAN SMELLS!ROBIN LAID AND EGG!-" "you sing that one more time and i will feed your ball sack to regan" "sorry,its funny though" ben grinned childishly "it is not funny! batman is amazing! so shut your piehole" "oooooo" "i said shut it" "okay". i rolled my eyes,just as we entered through the front gates to york secondary school. "oi sket! how was last nights fuck!" regan yelled "fuck off regan,we all know im still a virgin,plus you're the on with aids!" i shot back,not even looking at him.ben was smirking "whats you smirking at,freak!" connor screamed "calm your tits and hit pubity already! jesus you scream more high pitched then your mum did last night!" ben smirked "what did you say about my mum" connor spat. i just stood there,trying not to grin. "why you smiling"stacy growled "its whay ARE you smiling.speak english",come on ben,we need to get to form" i said pulling ben away from the situation occuring.ben scoffed and walked off.i trailed behind him. "ben you really need to stop pissing off"i laughed "but its funny" "yes its funny but you're going to get your face samshed in if you carry on" "oh well,im a nija" he said strinking a pose on one foot but then falling over."you are a retard" "but im yor retard and you love me" "i wonder why sometimes" "hey" "hi" i smiled.he rolled his eyes and got up.as soon as we enetered our form room out tutor gave ben a death stare "what sir!?" ben asked "sit down,bruce.don't mention peoples mothers when in a disbute" mr summings spat. "whatever" ben rolled his eyes and we sat at our seat in the back.i put one of my headphones in my ear and one in bens and blasted out BFMV. tears wont fall,they crash around me.
--------------------after school-----------------
i walked through my front door and started up the stairs to go and get changed.i was meeting ben at out tree house in the forest behind our houses.
i got changed into-http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=83739188.
i ran downstairs into the kitchen and grabbed so oreos. "mum,going to the treehouse" i said kissing my mum on the cheek."wait there sweetie,i need to tell you something" "okay" "sit down" my mum said,she looked guilty.i nooded and sat dpwn. "well,me and your father,we;ve come to an agreement.we don't feel the same wasy about eachother anymore and all the arguments aren't fair on you.so we're getting a divorce."my heart shattered,tears began to fall."but,but.i need you both" i choked out "im sorry seetie.and you'll be living with your father,you're moving to ohio." i gasped and more tears began to fall,rapidly "no!NO! I AM NOT! I AM STAYING HERE!! I NEED BEN AND HE NEEDS ME!! IM NOT LEAVING HIM! WHY? WHY CANT I STAY WITH YOU!??!" I screamed "ive tried sweetie but your father wants you to live with him,calm down" "NO I WILL NOT CALM DOWN! WHAT IF I DONT WANT TO! WHAT IF I WANT TO STAY HERE! DO YOU KNOW WHAT! LEAVE ME ALONE!" Iscreamed runing out of the backdoor,grabbig my phone on the way and headed towards the treehouse.
oncei got there i broke down on the floor.shaking and crying.i cant leave,i cant.ben needs me,and i need him.her keeps me stable and i keep him from being beaten up.we need eachother. "amber?amber whats wrong angel?" ben asked worried,climbing down from the tree and wrapping his arms around me.i ccried ito his chest. "mum and dad are getting a divorce and i have t live with my dad" i sobbed "hey thats not that bad,my parents aren't together but i cope"ben hushed me "yeah but my dad is movig to ohio.america." i cried. i looked up at ben to see him crying "no!no!no! you're not.i need you and you need me! you cant leave me" ben begged,tears syreaming out of his eyes. "i dont want to leave! i dont want to but they're making me.im so sorry ben! i need you! i cant do it without you". me and ben laid there for about and hour,crying.when we finally stopped we made our way up the tree and sat in our hou we made togther at the age of 10,before bens parents split.his dad helped us.no one knew where its was apart from me ben and his dad.just then my phone vibrated. i looked at the caller ID,mum. i hung up.and did so with every call after that.me and ben just lie there hugging and crying lightly.until we both fell asleep.
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5/30/13