Somethings happen for a reason

I woke up realizing that I was in CCs bunk. I had forgotten that we switch bunks. I overheard Ashley telling Jake that we were 6 hours away from LA. The tour was over and ally and I were going back to our homes. I was going back to the place where I was alone before. I never smiled. I never felt happy. I realized that my thoughts were taking control again. I shook my head rubbed my eyes and got out of the bunk. I went upstairs to get clothes so I can take a shower.

30 minutes later I had finished my shower and finished getting dressed. I walked out into the front lounge to see everyone there. I went and sat by ally. I looked up to see Andy sitting across from me. "How did you sleep Alex?" CC asked as he looked at me. "Okay." I responded as I looked up to see Andy staring at me with those cold blue eyes. "That's good." CC replied. I sat there in silence as everyone continued there conversations. A few minutes later I went upstairs to get my phone. I bent down to get my phone off of the charger. As I turned around I saw Andy standing there with tears in his eyes. "A-Andy." I gasped. "Alex I'm sorry for what I did. I-I was stupid I wasn't thinking clearly. Alex I'm sorry will you ever forgive me?" Andy asked. "An apology isn't enough to fix what you did to me Andy!" You broke my heart. And just to think that I thought you loved me." I said with tears falling from my eyes. "You think that I don't love you Alex?!" Andy yelled. "If you loved me you wouldn't have kissed another girl andy!" I yelled back. He looked at me for a few minutes and walked out. I had tears falling from my eyes for ten minutes straight. I felt the bus stop. So I wiped my tears and went down stairs. When I got downstairs everyone asked what happened but I ignored them. I realized we stopped to get something to eat. I didn't feel like eating so I went upstairs to my bunk so I can lay down. Ally ended up getting me something to eat anyway. I was looking at the top with tears rolling down my face. "I love Andy but what he did Is unforgivable." I thought to myself. Soon enough I cried myself to sleep with that thought on my mind.

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