One Of The Guys

The four of us drunkenly put our clothes back on and headed out of the bus to rejoin the party. I couldn't help but think about the whole CC/Leda thing.
Was I jealous? A little, I guess. But that couldn't possibly compare to what CC must have felt. Walking in on two of his bandmates (one of them his ex-girlfriend, nonetheless) in the middle of a foursome. Yeah, my jealousy was nothing compared to that. I decided it was not worth over-thinking, better to enjoy the rest of the party.
Brendon left us, to join the rest of his bandmates. Amber, Andy and I walked to the make-shift bar to have some shots and cheer the mood up a little.
"Three shots of Jager" I asked.
After we downed the shots, I immediately felt better. I forgot about CC and Leda, and focused on having a good time. Great music was playing and I couldn't help but dance.
"Oh my god.. Is that Kellin Quinn?!" asked Amber excitedly, pointing through the crowd.
I laughed. She was such a big fan-girl.
"Do you think it'd be weird if I went over and said Hi?" she asked, jumping up and down excitedly. I tried to answer, but she was already halfway through the crowd before I could say anything. I simply laughed and shook my head. I turned back around to face Andy, who now had two bottles of beer in his hands. He handed one to me, which I sipped on.
"Well..." he said. "That was... interesting"
"Interesting indeed" I nodded in agreement, taking another gulp of beer.
Andy turned to look at me, his blue eyes piercing through me.
"I never knew you liked girls" he commented, with a devilish grin on his face.
"Either did I, until tonight" I admitted, laughing. I felt a hot flush of red rising in my cheeks.
He took a step closer to me, our faces inches apart.
"It was pretty hot" he said, staring down at me.
"Oh you liked it?" I asked cheekily.
"Well, it was definitely a nice chance from what we normally do" he stepped closer again, his strong thigh brushing off mine.
"And what is it, exactly, what we normally do?" I asked flirtily.
"Fuck. Hard"
My breath caught in my mouth. My stomach flipped and I could feel the memory of his hands all over my body.
"Tornado and Little Hurricane, creating Earthquakes" he continued, pressing his body closer to mine.
God, he's so fucking hot.
His intimidating stand turned me on. Towering over me, with those sexy blue eyes staring into mine. The heat of his body surged through mine, making me think dirty things. He knew what he was doing to me. He was driving me crazy. He chuckled a little, then bit down on his full lip. This was enough to send me over the edge.
I didn't care that we were at a party surrounded by people. I forgot about the fact that we were supposed to be keeping our 'relationship' a secret. I was way to drunk and horny to be concerned with those silly things.
My lips leapt for his. Crashing together, our lips exploded into ecstasy. His bottle of beer fell to the ground, as did mine. His arms went around my body, his nails digging into my back. He pressed his body as close as he could to mine, sending me stumbling backwards, but I didn't break the kiss.
My hands found his long, black hair. I entwined my fingers in it and tugged at it. This made Andy moan against my lips. He pulled me closer again, as if we could get any closer.
Suddenly a flash. Two flashes. Three.
We sprung apart automatically, to reveal a man in his late forties, with an expensive camera in his hand.
Who the fuck let the paparazzi in here?!
"Come on guys, don't stop on my account" he mocked, snapping away.
I could see Andy tensing up beside me, his hands forming into fists. He surged forward.
"Andy no!" I shouted. I grabbed his wrist, trying to restrain him from killing the guy. He broke free of my grip and punched the man square in the face.
The man dropped his camera and fell to the ground, clutching his bleeding nose.
Andy crouched down to the man's level and picked up the camera.
"You see this?" he said, waving the camera in front of the man's face.
He threw the camera across the party, between two of the buses, into the woods that lay behind.
"Get the fuck out of here, before I remove you myself" he finished.
He picked the man up by the scruff of the neck and pushed him in the direction in which he threw the camera. The man ran, as if he couldn't get out quick enough.
"Andy, what the fuck?"
"He shouldn't have been in here" Andy replied.
"No shit! But you didn't have to get all alpha-male on him" I said, shocked.
"Yeah, well he didn't have to take pictures of us, did he?"
"He's only doing his job, Andy"
"Oh, you are so fucking stupid. Do you want pictures of us, sucking face all over the world?" he was starting to get aggressive towards me, and frankly, I didn't like it. He had no right to speak to me like that.
"No! Of course I don't Andy. Why would I want anyone knowing I was remotely involved with you, for anything other than the sake of the band?". It was a low blow, but I was drunk and angry.
"Well then, you understand my reaction then, don't you?"
"No Andy! See this is your problem. You're an asshole! You have no fucking consideration for others! All you care about if yourself!"
"You're so fucking dumb, do you know that?" he placed his hands on my shoulders, patronisingly. I immediately shook them off.
"Don't FUCKING touch me, Biersack!"
I stormed off towards our bus, I needed to get away from him before I did some serious damage. I jumped onto the bus and burst through the door to the bunks.
Inside was, yes you guessed it! Fucking CC and Leda. Butt naked, on CC's bunk.
Angrily, I left the bus, slamming the door.
Where am I supposed to go now?
I eyes up the woods behind the buses.
Fuck it.

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