One Of The Guys

As Warped Tour progressed, Amber, Leda and I got closer and closer. After just having the four guys as friends for months, It was nice to finally have girl friends to talk to. Almost every night, we'd hang out after all the meet-and-greets and shows. There was something about talking to Leda and Amber, that talking to the guys just couldn't compare to. It was good to finally have an opinion from someone outside of the band. And talking to the girls about all my problems and drama was somehow therapeutic, even if they had to force it out of me;
"So what's the deal with you and Andy?" Amber asked about three weeks after she caught us in the act. I guess her curiosity finally got the better of her.
"What? There's no deal" I automatically responded.
She looked up from painting my nails and gave me a 'Please, girl' sassy kind of look.
"You and Andy?" Leda asked curiously. "What? Is there something between you two?" she asked.
I bit the inside of my cheek, trying to decide whether or not to tell them. Before I could answer, Amber decided for me.
"I caught them making out" she blurted. Leda gasped.
"Amber!"
"I'm sorry! I couldn't hold it any longer! Plus, Leda's not going to tell anyone, are you Leda?"
"Of course I won't" answered Leda. "When?" she asked.
"The night we pranked them. I was running around camp and came across them hidden away. It was completely unexpected" Amber laughed. " I didn't know what to do"
I sighed.
"Yeah, it was completely unexpected for me too" I admitted.
"Why? Was it the first time it happened?" asked Leda.
"Oh my god, did I fucking interrupt your first kiss? I feel like such an asshole now!" said Amber.
"No no, it definitely wasn't the first time.." I reassured her.
"Oh shit.. Have you guys.." Amber took a break from painting my nails to make a gesture with her hands, making a circle with her thumb and index finger and pushing her other index finger through it.
I blushed a bright red and bit my lip. I didn't need to answer for them to understand.
"Oh my god, you have" gasped Leda.
"Holy Fuck" said Amber.
I giggled nervously. Nobody outside the band knew about Andy and I's 'activities'. I didn't know how I felt about Amber and Leda knowing. But I was sure I could trust them.
"I can't believe you've had sex with Andy Biersack! Andy Fucking Biersack!" Leda said. She put her hands over her head and fell dramatically on her bed.
"Well..." said Amber. "How was it?" she winked at me. The wink gave me butterflies, and I wasn't quite sure why.
"Oh, I don't want to kiss and tell.. You guys don't want to know all the details"
"Are you fucking kidding me?! Of course we want to know!" Amber had fully abandoned my nails and was looking up at me eagerly.
"Okay.. It was amazing" I admitted. I couldn't hold it in any longer. After keeping it secret for so long, I just needed to vent it all out.
The girls squealed and prompted me to continue, so I did;
"The first time-" I started but Leda cut me off.
"The first time? You mean it happened more than once?" She asked, practically on the edge of her bed. I blushed again.
"Uhmm, yeah.. There were a couple times.."
"Oh. My. God" both girls said in unison. I laughed at them.
The rest of the night was spent re-calling my encounters with Andy to the girls. Wit the occasional "Ooh", "Ahh", "Oh my God" and "Holy Shit" from Amber and Leda. It felt amazing to finally get all my feelings off my chest.
*
Another month went by and marked the half-way point of Warped Tour, which was celebrated with a bonfire party. Leda, Amber and I were getting ready on their bus.
"Ugh, I just don't know what to wear!" moaned Leda.
"Well, I'm wearing this" I said, holding up my outfit. Which consisted of high waisted denim shorts, a Jack Daniels shirt, which I had cut into a crop top, Thigh high black socks and cute little boot heels.
"See, you're cool! You can wear stuff like that! I can't" she complained.
"Sure you can!" I reassured her.
She sighed and returned to her case, pulling out every item of clothing she had until she found something.
"Amber, I can't get this damn eyeliner right. Could you do it for me?" I asked. She abandoned her hair straightener and sat on the floor in front of me. She took my eyeliner from me and leaned in close. As she concentrated, she bit her lip. It was kind of cute. When she finished, we made eye contact, she smiled and blushed. Lingering a little before she went back to doing her hair. I looked at her confused about what I had just felt.
When all our makeup and hair was done, we changed into out outfits. Through the mirror, I could see Amber taking off her shirt to reveal a deep purple bra on her slim body. A thought crossed my mind, but I shook it away as soon as it came.
Finally we were ready to go.
*
Five busses, including BVB's had been arranged in a circle, all with open doors for people to come and go. The bonfire was in the middle. There were all kinds of people there, in the couple minutes it took us to walk up, I spotted Lynn Gunn, Kellin Quinn, Brendon Urie, Tyler Hagen, and many more.
Suddenly Ashley and Jake came running up to us, very obviously already drunk.
"Heeeeeeeyyyyy! You made it!" slurred Ash.
"Yeah we did" I laughed.
"Here, drink this" Jake said handing each of us a small, plastic shot glass.
"What is it?" asked Amber.
"Nevermind that, just drink!" Ash said enthusiastically.
Fuck it, what harm could it do?
I downded the shot in one. Immedietly it burned my throat, all the way down to my stomach. Not like a normal shot, this one hurt like a bitch. I started spluttering and couging, as did Leda and Amber.
"What the fuck was that?" I demanded.
"Absinthe! 80% baby" laughed Jake.
This is going to be one crazy night..

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