One Of The Guys

When I woke up, I didn't know where I was. I was confused and a little frightened. I stared up at the hotel ceiling. Wasn't the bed supposed to be facing the other way? I sat up quickly. Too quickly. I felt the blood rush to my head, my vision blurred and I got an instant headache.
"Woooooahh, don't get up too quick Little Hurricane"
Oh so that's where I was. Andy's room. Oh shit. As my vision cleared, I could see he was standing at the open balcony door, smoking a cigarette.
"What happened? What time is it?" I asked, dazed.
Andy chuckled as he stubbed out his cigarette and threw it off the balcony.
"I literally fucked you so hard that you passed out" he laughed and sat down on the edge of the double bed.
My mind instantly went to CC. Did he wake up? Does he know I'm gone? I couldn't help but feel guilty. I mean, the sex was amazing. But was it worth cheating on CC? I jumped out of the bed.
"I have to go" I said, putting on my clothes as fast as I could. Andy grabbed my wrist.
"Relax [name]. Nobody knows you're here, and CC sleeps like sloth, he's not waking up until morning" Andy said, trying to get me to stay.
I sighed and sat back down on the bed, half dressed. I ran my fingers through my hair.
"Can I at least have a cigarette?" I asked, admitting defeat.
Andy smiled and handed me his pack and a lighter. I made my way to the balcony. I stood in the cold Irish wind and lit my cigarette. I looked over the beautiful city. I rested my elbows on the metal railing. As I took a drag I wondered what the morning would bring. Suddenly, Andy came up behind me. He placed his hands either side of me on the railing. He kissed my neck from bottom to top, sending shivers down my spine. He nibbled on my ear and whispered; "Can I have a drag?"
I brought the cigarette up to his mouth and he inhaled, resting his chin on the crook of my shoulder, he blew the smoke out.
"What are we doing?" I asked, starting out at the city's twinkling lights.
"We're standing on the balcony of a shitty hotel somewhere in Ireland" he answered.
"No, I mean, what are we really doing?" I asked again.
"We're not ignoring the chemistry between us. We're allowing ourselves life's little pleasures"
"We need to tell CC" I sighed.
"No we don't. CC doesn't have to know anything"
"It's not fair Andy. It's not fair to leave your boyfriend in a hotel room alone, while you sneak off to have sex with one of his bandmates" I turned around to face him.
"Well then why are you still with him if I'm what you want?" Andy asked.
"I..I..." I stuttered to try find an answer, but I simply didn't have one.
"Thought so.." Andy whispered. I sighed and turned back around to face the city. Andy wrapped his arms around my waist and rested his head on my shoulder once more. We stood there in silence, taking in the city when suddenly there was a loud knock on the door.
BANG! BANG! BANG!
Andy and I both jumped. We turned to face each other with shocked and scared expressions on our faces. A voice called from behind the door.
"ANDY! [NAME]! I know you're in there! Open this damn door!"

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