Little Miss Suicide

Andy held me in his arms for over an hour. Before I realized it, I'd cried myself to sleep. My dreams were happy ones about Andy and his band being there for me. It made me happy knowing I had someone to turn to. When I woke up, I had no idea where the hell I was. I was laying in a king-size double bed, in a room with a large flatscreen TV. Why wasn't I in my room, in my bed? Then I realized just where I was. I was in Andy Biersack's room. I could tell because there was a Batman T-shirt hanging off the bed I was laying in as well as Batman being played on the TV.

"Hey, you're finally up!" Andy said walking into the room. "You know, you're kinda cute when you sleep. You kept smiling about something," He chuckled.

"Andy, why am I here? You know I would've been just fine back at my place since you guys took care of my dad."

He sighed and stared off into the distance, thinking deeply about something. He seemed to snap out of it and sat beside me on the bed. He grabbed my hands gently, a determined look on his face.

"Alex, I can't let your parents keep hurting you. Even if somehow your dad never got drunk and decided to hit you again, they've been holding you down for far too long. Those you love should never hold you back from something you believe in."

I looked down at my feet, remembering all the times my parents insulted me and refused to let me try and become a singer.

"I know this is a lot to ask, but since you're 18 now, I'd like you to stay here with the band and I. We can make sure you don't have to go back to that shitty highschool of yours, and I'd like to see if I can get you started on a career as a singer," He smiled at me.

I smiled widely.

"You'd really do that for me?" I asked shyly.

"Of course, Alex. I care too much about you not to," Andy squeezed my hands. "Please?"

"Yes yes YES YES YES!!" I screeched and hugged him tightly. Realizing I was probably fangirling wayyy too much, I blushed and quickly pulled away.

"Um... I mean... that sounds cool... I guess..." I mumbled, scratching the back of my head.

He laughed. "C'mon, I want you to meet the rest of the band." He said, pulling me downstairs.

They were all sitting on a couch in what appeared to be the living room, surfing channels on their huge TV. They must've heard us come down, because they quickly turned the TV off and almost jumped out of their seats to come greet me.

"So you're the girl Andy's been yammering on about the last two hours! Hi, I'm CC," CC said, shaking my hand.

"Yeah, he just wouldn't shut up about how worried he was about you! I'm Jake by the way" Jake gave me a sort of shoulder hug.

"The name's Jinxx" Jinxx said, giving me a full-blown hug.

"We've already sorta met, but my name's Ashley. I'm the one who sat o- I mean, held your dad down for you while Andy comforted you," Ashley said

I laughed. "Yeah, that was fucking awesome, thank you!" I gave him a fist-bump and he smiled widely at me.

I felt Andy walk up behind me as he gently put a hand on my shoulder.

"Well guys, this is Alex. She agreed to stay here with us." He said smiling. My ears were assaulted with cheers.

"Thank god we won't have to deal with Andy's complaining! I don't know how long I would have lasted with mopey Andy if you'd have said no!!" Jinxx groaned.

I giggled and looked up at Andy, who was blushing a deep red. Cute.

"Well, how about in celebration of your moving in, you sing us a song? I want to hear that angelic voice in real life," Ashley said, giving me a flirty look. I blushed brightly and felt Andy's hand tense up a little on my shoulder.

"But... I don't know what I'd even sing!" I said shyly.

Ashley thought about it for a minute, but then his eyes lit up. "I know!" He said, "How about you sing Rebel Love Song? It's one of my favorites!"

Jinxx punched him in the arm. "EVERY one of our songs is one of your favorites," He groaned. I laughed at their playfulness.

"Alright...."

I took a deep breath, then started singing.

"I cannot hide what's on my mind
I feel it burning deep inside
A passion crime to take what's mine
Let us start living for today

Never gonna' change my mind
We can leave it all behind
Nothin's gonna' stop us
No not this time

So take your hand in mine
It's ours tonight
This is a rebel love song

Hearts will sacrifice
It's do or die
This is a rebel love song

My outlaw eyes have seen their lies
I choke on all they had to say
When worlds collide what's left inside
I hold on tight and hear you pray

Never gonna' change my mind
We can leave it all behind
Nothin's gonna' stop us
No not this time

So take your hand in mine
It's ours tonight
This is a rebel love song

Hearts will sacrifice
It's do or die
This is a rebel love song

Wild and running for one reason
They can't stop us from our freedom
(Wild and running for one reason
They can't stop us from our freedom)

Never gonna' change my mind
We can leave it all behind
Nothin's gonna' stop us
No not this time

So take your hand in mine
It's ours tonight
This is a rebel love song

Hearts will sacrifice
It's do or die
This is a rebel love song

So take your hand in mine
It's ours tonight
This is a rebel love song

Hearts will sacrifice
It's do or die
This is a rebel love song"

Surprisingly, I sang the whole song as passionately as I normally do, never getting shy for a second. I hadn't realized it, but I closed my eyes while singing because of just how much I'd gotten into it. I opened them to see everyone, even Andy, staring at me with their mouths wide open. Shit, did I sound THAT bad in real life? I looked down at my feet and blushed.

"Holy fucking SHIT, Alex, that was even better than over the phone!" Andy yelled, almost making me fall over in surprise.

"Yeah! You totally rocked that song!" Ashley said, pulling me into a hug. Everyone joined in, commenting on how I had such a great voice and how awesome I was. I smiled and laughed shyly.

"Naw, I'm not THAT good..." I said quietly.

"Don't you dare fucking say that Alex, you are absolutely amazing," Andy said, pulling me into an even tighter hug than earlier.

I smiled wider than I ever smiled before.

I really think I'm gonna like it here.

Notes

So yeah, this chapter especially goes out to my new buddy, Beautiful_Lies23. I am so proud of you for being so strong, and I hope this chapter made you smile.

Also, wow. I didn't realize I was in the most popular pages until today. Thank you guys so much for the support! I love you all!

I may be helping Beautiful with her own story sometime soon, but I promise I won't let it take away from this fanfic. If you want to check it out, it's right here:

Deception (An Andy Biersack love story)