Little Miss Suicide

I woke up groaning in pain. Why did everything hurt? Why was I tired as fuck? I rolled out of bed and looked in the mirror. Suddenly, everything came back to me.
The date.
Getting kidnapped.
The torture.
The picture I was forced to take...
Tears rolled down my face as I looked at all the damage they'd done. I was covered in cuts, had a busted lip and blood was caked on my mouth. Bruises covered my entire body. I realized I must've fallen asleep wile texting Andy last night went to check my phone. Right as I picked it up, I got a text from Andy.

"Hey, I think you passed out on me last night. You ok? -Andy"

"I'm.... better, at least. -Alex"

"Cheer up. Tomorrow's your birthday! -Andy"

I looked at the calendar on my phone and realized he was right. I smiled widely.

"Yeah, and I get to actually talk to you, like you promised! -Alex"

"Hey, I said MAYBE. We'll see how it works out when the time comes. -Andy"

"Anyway, I've got to head to school now. I'll talk to you at lunch. -Alex"

"Okay, and Alex, remember, you're beautiful no matter what people say. Ignore any shit you get from anyone today. -Andy"

I probably would've been absolutely destroyed today if he hadn't said that to me, but at that moment I sighed and thought to myself, You'll be okay. Today is Friday, tomorrow you have school off and it'll be your birthday. You can get through this.

I started walking to school and listened to Set The World on Fire to cheer myself up. I didn't sing along this time, I didn't want any more attention than I was probably already going to get. I'd covered up all the cuts and bruises the best I could before heading out, but they were still pretty obvious. I sighed and stepped into school, and at that moment I thought my heart stopped.

Everyone had their phones out and was laughing, and I caught a glance at what they were looking at. It was the picture Diane took. After a few seconds of my feeling paralyzed, someone noticed I'd come in.

"Hey, look! It's Little Miss Suicide, the biggest slut around!"

It was Diane, her stupid high pitched voice practically screeching that sentence. Everyone turned to look at me and then started laughing and pointing. I was about to have a panic attack (something that actually happens quite often to me) and run crying into the bathroom, but then I remembered what Andy told me.

Alex, remember, you're beautiful no matter what people say. Ignore any shit you get from anyone today.

I took a deep breath, then slowly walked to class. People stared and laughed at me the entire time, but I didn't care. Everyone already hates me anyway, why should I care what they think of me?

The rest of the day pretty much went on like this, and I told Andy about it during lunch. He comforted me the best he could and told me he was proud of me for staying strong through all the hate. I went home and slept like a baby, not caring that everyone'd seen me naked.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~The Next Day~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

My phone vibrated in my pocket. Wow, I really slept in today. It was already past noon. Considering everything I've been through though, I think I deserved the rest. I looked at my phone.

"Happy birthday beautiful, you up yet? -Andy"

"Am now. I really slept in today. -Alex"

"Yeah, I wanted to make sure you got lots of sleep, what with all the shit you had to go through, so I decided to wait on texting you. -Andy"

"Haha, yeah. Thank you. -Alex"

"So uh..... you.. ready for that present I promised you? -Andy"

I took a deep breath, kinda nervous.

"Yeah, you? -Alex" I texted back.

"I am. Go on and call me when you're ready. -Andy"

I took another deep breath, then hit the call button. It rang for a while, but finally I heard someone pick up.

"Hey Andy," I said.

"Hey.... Alex..."

The voice on the other end sent shivers down my spine and I froze still.

No way.
No way.
NO FUCKING WAY.

"A-Andy?" I whispered softly, "Please tell me you're not...."

"I'm sorry I've been keeping this from you this entire time, but yes. Hi Alex, I'm Andy Biersack. It's nice to finally talk to you."

My entire body went numb and I heard my phone drop to the floor.

"Alex? You ok?" His voice came from my phone, sounding like he was yelling in worry even though he was so quiet.

There was no way this was happening.

NO. FUCKING. WAY.

My best friend is ANDY FUCKING BIERSACK.

Notes

So yeah. Finally. This was pretty fun to write. Sorry about the suspense. If requested, I'll start the next chapter right away to ease the stress of not knowing what happens next. Also, thank you all for all the support on my writing, I love you guys.

-Raye