Little Miss Suicide

I groaned and rolled over, awoken by the sound of yelling.

"WHY THE FUCK WOULD YOU DO THAT TO HER!?!?" It was CC, obviously screaming at Andy.

I pulled my covers over my head, acting like I was still asleep. I didn't want to deal with this shit, not right now.

The yelling continued for quite a while before I heard the bus stop.

"We're home," Jake said, slowly pulling my curtain open. He must've believed my sleeping act, as he picked me up and took me up to my room.

As soon as I heard the door close behind him, I jumped up and ran to my dresser. I took my songwriting notebook and a pen, and started writing down my note.

Thank you all for all the wonderful memories. You're all my saviours, and I wish you all the best in life.

CC- You're fucking awesome. Thank you for making me smile when all I wanted to do was cry.

Jake- Thank you for being the calm and cool one through all this shit.

Jinxx- I love you, you over-emotional little shit. You're such a trickster.

Ashley- Kick Andy's ass for me. Thanks for being my best friend.

Diane- I hope you're happy, I bet Jinxx is pretty hurt about you having sex with his bro.

And last, but not least,

Andy- I trusted you. I gave you my heart, soul, and body. You helped me through my darkest times and I loved you with all my heart. Thanks for saving me from myself, but I think it's about time for me to go.

I love you all like my family, but I can't take this anymore. I'm sorry, but I think I'm better off alone. Maybe we'll all meet again someday. I'll miss you! (Except Andy of course. Go rot in Hell you asshole.)

I ripped the paper out and laid it on my bed. I slowly opened my window and climbed out, not making a sound. I landed on the ground as gracefully as I could since my room was upstairs. It wasn't too high up for me to jump from. As I slowly started walking toward a new life, tears ran down my cheeks. I turned around to look at the house one last time.

"Goodbye, Andy. I love you," I whispered into thin air. Those would be the last words I'd ever say toward him.

Notes

:o A new life eh?

THERE WILL BE A SEQUEL.

QOTC: Where do you think Alex will go?

Xoxo,
~Raye~