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Little Miss Suicide

Lost It All

We pulled up to the bar, already hyped for the little party we were about to have. Andy put his arm around my shoulder and we all walked in and sat down. It wasn't long 'till the guys were all drunk off their asses. I actually decided not to drink, I wasn't feeling too well. I looked over to see Ashley dancing, some chick bent over and grinding against him.

Ewww

Cc scooted over to me and covered my eyes.

"No, we're not letting our little kickass singer go through any more scarring. C'mon, you look tired, let's get you back to your bunk. YOUR. Bunk. You need the rest and I know you and Andy will fuck all the energy away and not be able to handle tomorrow's trip home. C'mon," He said, picking me up and carrying meback to the bus. I heard Andy yell at him from behind me but my eyes were already starting to close.





I woke up crying. I don't remember why, but it must've been a pretty horrible dream. I got up, shaking, and started heading to Andy's bunk for comfort.

As I got closer, I could hear voices. It sounded like Diane moaning. Jinxx's bunk was right next to Andy's so I wouldn't be surprised if they were doing a little drunk-fucking. I chuckled, but then stood still, shocked at the other voice I heard.

No. Nonononono.

I slowly pulled back the curtain to Andy's bunk, not making a sound. My fears had all come true. Tears started rapidly falling off my cheeks and I pulled away silently. I snuck outside and ran back to the bar, sobbing the entire way.

Why would he do this to me...? Why was Diane here with Andy instead of Jinxx? Why is she fucking MY boyfriend...?

I got into the bar and sat down at an empty table. I told them to give me the strongest thing they had. I didn't realize that the rest of the band was still here, I figured at least Ashley would've been at some chick's place by now. I felt CC walk up behind me and gently put a hand on my shoulder.

"Alex? What's wrong? I thought I told you to get some rest, silly..."

"I... uh... just had a nightmare is all, CC," I lied. He pulled me into a tight hug.

"Why didn't you just go wake up Andy? He and Diane went back to the bus because they were getting really tired," He said softly. That totally set me off. I started sobbing right into his shoulder. He suddenly realized what was going on.

"I'll kill him..." He growled. That shocked me because CC was always the jokester. He never got mad and loved to make people smile. That personality came back within seconds, though, as he pulled me up to look at him by my chin.

"Hey, at least you won't have to deal with his damn obsession with Batman after we're through with him, right?" He said, smiling. I smiled back and chuckled a little.

That smile went away as I felt my nausea from earlier come back.

Oh, come on, I haven't even gotten to drink yet...

The nausea quickly went away as I felt Ashley come up beside me.

"I kinda overheard you guys.... Alex, get your ass over here. Hugs. Now." He sat down beside me and pulled me onto his lap. It wasn't even awkward because Ashley and I were like best friends by now. My tears slowly fell onto his shirt as he rocked me to sleep.

Notes

Ok, I know I just posted a chapter, so please still read the note on that one and answer the QOTC for both chapters.

QOTC: What is your choice weapon for murdering Andy with right now? :D

Xoxo,
~Raye~

Comments

I love this chapter. So far the best birthday present today. Thanks for choosing my idea. Btw I can send you a few songs we used if you want. Anyway love this story, please update soon.

amorprohibido amorprohibido
7/13/16

I like @amorprohibido's suggestions

Ay3_its_Frank Ay3_its_Frank
2/21/16

wtf andy :'(

Sierra Griffin Sierra Griffin
2/20/16

Heres an idea on the bands name - Deaths Masquerade. Its my old bands name. And I really think Alex should keep the baby.

Please keep writing. Its a really good story

amorprohibido amorprohibido
2/19/16

@Ay3_its_Frank
You too buddy!

Raye Raye
1/29/16