Heart of Fire

The next two weeks run smoothly and without further incidents, which was really suspicious. In the evening Shizuka would be back from the music camp and our parents arranged a big welcome home party. They even want me to buy presents and decorations for her with my own money, that I saved for almost 2 years now to go college. When I said that I needed it for college, they laughed and told me that no good college would accept me and they said when I spent my money for Shizuka then it would be invested in something useful.

It was saturday and I were working in the cafè, we had a really cute uniform that I loved.

Every waitress had a different colour and a different role to play, I'm the 'cute innocent Angel' like they call it so I got light colours. Rina the oldest waitress got the role as 'seductive and mature devil' she wore a beautiful long dark red dress with an open back and a slash in the dress on both sides along her whole legs. She was so beautiful, her lips are full and always in a deep red, she had curves to die for, a small waist and big natural boobs. Everytime I stand next to her I feel self-conscious with my small childlike body. My colleagues told me i'm cute and that i'm still growing but I hate my body, I mean why would Hiro even want to make love to me when i'm such flat chested stick, he could have every curvy and beautiful girl he wants to have. Even in my class i'm the smallest with my 1,52 meters, every girl in my class has long and slender legs mine are short sticks.

"Kitty? Everything alright?" Someone calls me and stops my thoughts. I look at Rina who smiled at me. "What are you thinking about so deeply?"
I sighed "I want a body and face like yours" I mumbled and looked down embarassed.
She puts a finger under my chin and lifts my head up looking at me still smiling "Honey, you're perfect the way you are, you're beautiful and cute"
"But I want to be gorgeous and sexy, I don't want to be cute." I pout.
"You're still growing, when you grow older your body will change"
"okey..." I mumbled and got back to work.

At the end of my shift I walked to the jewelry shop which is cheaper there I bought a pearl necklace with a rose made of fake rhinestones, it cost 700 yen (around 5$)

Then I bought cheap flowers at a supermarket. My tip for todays work was gone, but if I didn't even bought a small gift they would get on my nerves for the rest of my life. But on the other side they already do this.

I got home faster than I wanted to and I already heard music from the house when I walked through the gate. Hesitating I opened the door and saw all the fake bitches and wannabe playboys and popular guys. I went over to my mother and gave her the presents without saying something, then I stormed off upstairs to my room, when I were in there I locked my door. I didn't want unbidden guests in here.

I undressed and throw myself on my bed and curl up in my blanket, shortly after I fell asleep.

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