Heart of Fire

Today is my birthday i'm turning 15 but no one would even remember or be happy that i'm born, so it's be like any other day.

I'm alone, sitting on my bed and playing guitar while singing one of my favourite songs. It was also the day Shizuka got the opportunity to leave Japan for 2 weeks and go to a Music Camp in Amerika. I will be stuck in hell for 4 weeks other name is summer school.
I never got a chance to apply for the camp because:
1. After holidays i'm only in my first year of Highschool and it's for 3rd and 4rth year.
2. I'm too young.
3. I didn’t have the grades and couldn’t skip a class like my 'perfect' sister.
4. My parents would never pay more than they had to for my studies.
When someone knocked on my door I stopped playing and sighed. My mother entered the room “Stop with the noise and get down we will drive Shizuka to the airport.”
I only nodded and got up, I walked into her walk in closet and dressed up into some casual clothes.

I know maybe i'm too young for thes type of clothes but it pisses my parents off so I wear them anyway.

When I got out again I saw her mother holding my guitar “You still have this thing? Why? You can’t even play it.” She scoffed and threw it back on the bed, I didn’t say anything and only walked out the room and downstairs. We drove to the airport when they got there, my mother started to cry. “Oh, my lovely baby will leave me~” she hugged her oldest daughter aka my sister. “Mommy , don’t cry. You should be happy and wish me luck~” Shizuka chuckled. “Wish you luck? You wouldn’t need luck you’re so talented babygirl~”
“Oh man… don’t make it so dramatic… it’s stupid and embarrassing, by the way she only got the place at the school because you paid them, what other reason would there be that they accepted her when there are so much better musicians?” I rolled her eyes annoyed and turned around to walk away. “This little ungrateful-“
“Let her be mommy, she’s only jealous because she would never get accepted even if she tried to apply. I pity her, because she has no future.”
“You’re too forgiving and nice, Honey~” I heard every word they said before leaving the airport. “No future?...” I mumbled tearing up slightly, I took the bus to get home and entered my room straight away before locking my door. The girl sat down on her bed and started to sing again while playing guitar.

I heard a engine noise and stopped playing guitar. When I looked out of my window a bright smile formed on my lips. As fast as I could Irunned down the stairs and opened the door. "Hiro!"
I flung my arms around his neck and he turned in a circle while kissing me. He was my saviour and most importantly the only person since Cherry-Neechan who showed me love and who cares for me.

We entered the house and he looked around. "Are you searching for something?" I tilted my head and looked at him confused. "Ah no... are your parents home or... Shizuka?"
I shake my head and he grinned, walking towards me. "You know that I really love you?"
I nodded smiling brightly. He kissed me again but this Kiss felt different then the others. He wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled me closer. I didn't know what was going on but I felt uncomfortable and pushed him away gently. "What are you doing Hiro?"
"I wanted to do this since I first saw you, I want to be closer to you babe."
"B-but i'm not ready for it" I stepped away, I looked at his face and he looked angry before he suddenly smiled. "Ok I will wait. I need to go now, I will call you."
Then he left the house.

I sunk on my bed. "Maybe I should let him go further, I mean it's normal for couples to do that right? And he loves me. He's the only one who is there for me."
I pulled out my old Cinderella book from under my bed and hugged it. "Cherry-Neechan I don't know what I should do. What if he leaves me? I need him..."

I walked back down in the kitchen, everyone was already sleeping. I took out my cake that I've baked yesterday and light the candles on "Happy Birthday Kisa" I mumbled and blow them out closing my eyes while wishing that everything would be alright at my new school.

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