Heart of Fire

When we arrived home, I walked upstairs to my room. I tossed the back with the bikini on the sofa and sat down sulking. I really didn't want to go swimming.
1. I hate bikinis
2. I don't like crowds of people
3. I can't swim so well

I sat on my sofa and watched some cartoon movie while surfing the internet.

The door was opened and I looked up "hey, Honey. Still not done?" it was Ashley, he walked over to me and sat down. He was a little too close, so I slid away on the other side of the sofa.

He chuckled and came closer again, "Why are you afraid of me Honey?" I shook my head I weren't afraid of him, I only didn't like it when he comes too close. It makes me feel strange and also I heard that he was a womanizer.

"Come on Honey, talk to me please?" I only glared at him and stood up. I started to walk to the door when Ashley suddenly wrapped his arms around my waist. I struggled to get his arms off of me, but he only hugged me closer to his chest. "Honey... do you really hate me?"
He whispered against my ear, I shook my head slowly. I don't hate you.

Then he turned me around and he looked into my eyes, "You're so beautiful little Kitten" Ashley whispered and played with a lock of my hair, still looking into my eyes. I bit my lower lip nervously, he leaned closer and my eyes widened when his lips brushed against my own. My heart skipped a beat when I felt his warm and soft lips.

I wrapped my arms around his neck and I kissed him back. Ashley lift me up and I wrapped my legs around his waist, then he sat down on the sofa and placed me on his lap.Maybe I can trust him,I thought and cuddled against his chest, I looked up at him and smiled, Ashley smiled back and caressed my cheek.

Then Ashleys phone started to ring, he pulled it out of his pants and answers it. "Oh, hey. Yeah we will be there... See you." He hangs up and stood up while carrying me. "Little Kitten, you have to change. We still have to go to the beach." I pouted but he chuckled and let me down.

I sighed and entered the bathroom, there I changed into the bikini Andy chose for me, a pink one shoulder dress with black flowers, a black rose crown and some sandals.

When I were done I left the bathroom. Ashley still sat there on the sofa. He looked at me and smiled "You look great Kitten" I blushed when he said that and looked down getting shy. "Awww you're such a cute little Kitten" he chuckled and hugged me before kissing me. I were confused What are we? A couple? Does he love me?

How could HE love someone like YOU? He's a famous Rockstar and you're a nobody. He's only playing with you because he's bored.

I ignored it and closed my eyes.
"W-we should go d-down A-ashley" I whispered, it was the first time after weeks that I spoke to someone beside Andy. He looked at me surprised and then he smiled widely. "Finally you spoke to me" Ashley lifted me up and spun me around, I squeaked shocked and he let me down laughing. I will try to trust you, please don't hurt me.

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