Heart of Fire

Slowly I opened my eyes, I felt weak and dizzy. "She wakes up" I heard some voices and looked around. "Kitty darling" Suddenly I were hugged. I whined softly because my stomach hurt, the person who hugged me let go. I sat up slowly and looked around. Where am I?
Then I saw some boys sitting cramped on a sofa, sleeping. Shouko looked at them "The boys didn't want to leave, because they were worried. They didn't even want to sleep." she chuckled softly. Why would they stay here? They don't even know me. I sighed.
Don't let your hopes get too high, they're only here because thy pity you. What other reason could they have? You're pathetic.

I stood up from the hospital bed and walked over to the bathroom with wobbly legs, I still felt dizzy. I dressed out of the hospital gown and turned on the shower letting the hot water run down my body. When I were done I dressed up in the fluffy bathrobe. I heard some voices talking but when I opened the door they stopped talking. I tilted my head confused.

"Kitty sweety, come here" I walked over to my aunt. "Sit down, please" so I sat down on the bed. "I talked with the boys and I want you to live with them for a month and go on tour with them." She smiled but I were shocked. See, she doesn't want you to live with her anymore, you're only a pathetic, worthless and ugly child, that annoys her.

A few days later I could leave the hospital, but my aunt didn't pick me up or sent John to pick me up. Instead the boys of Black veil Brides, came and now I sat in their car, more precisely I sat on Andys lap, because there was not enough space for 6 people. But somehow I liked it to sit on his lap, I felt save when he wrapped his arms around me. I snuggled closer and soon I fell asleep.

I woke up and realized that someone carried me, I looked up and saw Ashley. I struggled to get out of his arms but his hold was too strong and my hand started to hurt again so I let him carry me. I didn't know why, but I felt uneasy and nervous around him. He sat me down on a sofa, I pulled my legs up and looked around the room, it looked like a livingroom.
Ashley sat beside me on the sofa and I scoot over to the other side of the sofa. He turned to me and grinned suddenly, before he comes near me again. I jolted up and sat on the armchair. "You don't need to be afraid of me Honey" he chuckled and shook his head amused. He stood up and walked over to me, he put his hands on either side of the armchair and bent down to me. "I have a surprise for you" he whispered smiling. He looks so beautiful... I sighed softly.

Ashley took my hand and pulled me up. I felt funny when he held my hand so I removed my hand out of his quickly. "Did I hurt you, Honey?" he asked sounding worried, I shook my head quickly. "Kitty, Where are you?" I heard Andys voice, I tuned and saw him. Quickly I runned to him and hugged him, wrapping my arms around his waist and buried my face on his stomach. I were so small compared to him that I only reached till his stomach. He laughed softly "Purdy, what did you do to scare her like this?"
"I did nothing, I only wanted to show her the bedroom."
"Ash, you know how wrong that sounded right?"
"What? I didn't even thought about doing it with her. You know I have Kina."
"Yeah right, Kina..." Andy sighed, I looked up at him confused and he siled at me while ruffling my hair.
"What? She's hot and she has a great body."
Somehaow I felt a sharp pain in my chest, I didn't know why. You will never find someone who will like you, because you don't have a 'nice body' and you aren't hot. You're a useless child, who annoys everyone.
I heard the voice laughing. Andy pcked me up and I wrapped my legs automatically around his waist and placed my head on his shoulder. I snuggled closer and yawned softly. "Awww is someone sleepy?" He asked amused and I shook my head quickly. "When I carried her she struggled till no end, to get down."
"That's because you're creepy, Purdy" Andy laughed.
"I'm not! You're creepy with your Batman, Biersack!"
"Batman isn't creepy."
"It is."
"It's not!"
I started to giggle softly. "She's laughing, so cute!" Someone screamed, I looked into the direction and CC was there. Suddenly he pinched my cheek. I looked at him pouting. "Oh God, I think I will puke unicorns and rainbows." He sighed.

"Calm down."

I were carried upstairs, "So this will be your room, Princess" The door was opened and Andy let me down on the ground. I turned around, my 1st thought was Hello Kitty, again?

Suddenly Ashley pulled me with him "Here's your private living room, if you need some time alone" He pulled me through a door, he seemed really excited "this is your own bathroom."

He dragged me out and runned the stairs up with me. "Here you will sleep and this is your walk-in closet, and how do you like it?" He looked at me excitedly.
"Ash spent a whole week decorating this room, wehen he heard you will be living with us for a month." Andy laughed. I looked back at Ashey surprised and saw how he blushed.
Why is he blushing?
"Someone likes you" Jake laughed when he got to this room.

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