So you're a fan

I got out of my car with my skateboard and looked at the signs. It read

“CLOSING DOWN! CAUTION CONSTRICTION! CLOSING DOWN!”

I felt as if a needle has just penetrated my heart. I felt like just curling up on the floor and crying. This was a park, a park with a lake and old playground equipment. This was a park I grew up with. This was when I saw my mother last. I couldn't be going away. This couldn’t be real. Or can it? I felt a tear roll down my face and I sniffed.

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I went through the gate and went down the lake on my skateboard. I felt the breeze fly through my hair. I took a deep breathe and stopped. I closed my eyes and listened to the wind brush against the water. This was peaceful and I had already forgotten about Andy. I looked at the little fishes in the lake and smiled. I started to hear something that sounded as if an object were breaking. It was a tree. I felt my throat start to close, my eyes started to water. I had to get out of here.

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I ran through all of the annoyance and sobbed all the way to my car where I met him. I was about to reach my door when a person stepped in front of me. I stared blankly at the ground, trying to identify who it was and I was literally scared to death. I just kept running the thought of him going to kidnap me, through my mind.

At once he spoke. I recognised his voice. I looked up cautiously and he reassuringly smiled. Oh how he made my day better.

Notes

I am so sad, depressed, and sexually confused...