I'm a Loaded Gun
Trust
Reyas POV
I practically froze. He kissed me delicately, placing a careful peck on my lips. What did he just say?
"I...I love you too Andy," I said when he pulled back. His lips tugged up at the ends. His hand grazed the side of my face and brushed the tips of my bangs behind my ear, his finger tips brushing over my now healed piercings.
"You're so beautiful, Reya. I wish you knew just how beautiful you are." his voice was barely even a whisper.
"That's why I have you." I rested my hand against his cheek, cupping his face in my palm. He leaned forward and put his lips on my forehead. I closed my eyes, breathing in his scent. His cologne was intoxicating. "Come on, Andy. Let's go get some breakfast." I glanced at his phone, 11:45A.M. "Well, lunch rather." I stretched and sat on the side of the bed. Andy had closed his eyes, laying on the pillow again. I leaned in to his ear, whispering, "Don't you remember what happened last time you didn't get up? You know in my basement, come on Batman." He groaned and rolled over.
"OK fine," I leaned back into the bed and put my arms around Andy's from behind him. I put my hands on his chest and started kissing his neck. He groaned again under my kisses. I trailed up to his ear and kissed the edge of it and the extremely sensitive skin behind his ear lobe.
"Reya,...you have to....stop. You're only...convincing me to stay in bed." he said as his breathing increased.
"That's what I thought," I whispered as I got up. I walked to the door and reached out for the handle.
"Um...love," he said shyly.
"What?" I said turning to look at him.
"Unless you want everyone to know what we did last night, I suggest you put your shirts back on," his face was hued red as I saw him taking in my body. I looked down, realizing I only had on my black cotton short shorts, and my lime green push up bra."Personally, I would love if you stayed and only had that all day. But we do have other people in this apartment," he said as he got up. He reached down and picked up my black lace shirt from the floor. "Here." He walked up to me and put it over my head. I slid my arms in and he pulled it down to my waist. He stared down at my body for a moment, my skin still visible under it. "I do like some of those preppy shirts, if they look like this," he leaned down and kissed my neck. His lips trailed down my jaw to my neck and collarbone. He kissed a few long kisses in my lower neck. He continued sucking in the skin for a moment.
"Um, Andy, unless you do want to stay in your bed all day, please...stop, Ahh Andy..." he continued to kiss my neck and I tilted my head back, it felt so amazing, I could feel my body trying to give in. I could feel him smiling. "Andy...you've got to...oh my god don't stop." I reached down and pulled his lips to mine. He instantly pulled away and deviously smiled. "And you call me the fucking tease," I said I coud still feel where his lips had been. I reached down and pulled on the white denim vest. Andy helped me do the buttons, so no one saw my bra.
I bit my lip as I noticed he only had on his black basketball shorts. "Oh, god Reya, don't do that. It's so...sexy." he hugged me into him. "Ahh we need to get ourselves under control." I laughed into his bare chest. He let go and picked up a shirt of his off his dresser. It was a white ripped up wasp shirt. I pulled it out of his hands and stood up on my tippy toes, pulling it over his head. He slipped his arms in and I pulled it down, like he had done with me. We finally agreed we needed to stop before the clothes came back off. We walked out. Ashley was at the counter nibbling on some pizza from last night, CC was still passed out on the floor, Jake and Ella were not in site and neither was Lauren. Sammi was making coffee and Jinxx was rummaging through the cabinets.
"God, how many times did you guys do it last night?" Ashley said as he took another bite.
"Do what?" I asked.
"All of us could fucking hear you guys. 'Oh Andy there!' 'Oh Reya stop that, that feel, oh that's amazing'" Ashley mimicked.m
"They did not Ashley, shut up," Sammi said as she set down a mug off coffee in front of me.
"Bull.shit. I could hear moaning and groaning and Ohhh all fucking night till like three in the morning."
"For your information Ashley it was just second base," I said. Andy almost choked on his coffee. He looked at me with his eyes wide and confused. "Oh, yeah, Andy's like amazing," I said as I put my hands up to my chest. Ashley had his mouth wide open. Sammi started hysterically laughing and turned her back, covering her mouth.
"Obviously you had some fun," Jinxx said as he turned around. "Look at their necks."
Iglanced at Andy, seeing I had left very dark hickeys on his neck and collar bone. I unconsciously held up a hand to my own neck, feeling the soreness. I pulled my hair over the marks.
"Well I know that Siren and Ash had fun. The other night I got back from the studio and went to crash in my own bed since Reya was already asleep. I started hearing 'OH Ashley baby, oh oh' and 'there baby, right there, stay there' and then 'Ahhh Ahhh Ahh Ohhh' and a shit ton of moaning. So don't deny you didn't do the deed. I was ready to smash my fucking head into a wall. I'm glad I don't have the bunk next to you or below you anymore." Andy said as he looked sick.
"What can I say, she's great in bed. One of the best I've ever been with," Ash said as his cheeks turned pink.
"Ahhh fuuuck, I don't want to hear this!" I said as I picked up my coffee. I turned to Andy. "I'll see you later." He leaned down and kissed me.
"Bye sweetie." he pulled back and wolf whistled as I walked to the door. I turned and glared at him.
"Thanks for the coffe Sammi, bye guys!" I called as I walked out the door. I went over to my apartment.
I guess everyone was still sleeping since we had a day off. Siren was seatede at the counter, eating cereal out of a bowl.
"Siren, you little devil." I joked as leaned in the counter across from her.
"What?" she asked with her eyes wide as she dropped her spoon.
"I hear you and Ash...you guys did the deed." I said sneakily.
Her face turned bright red. "Yeah," she whispered.
"So how was it?" I asked.
She stayed red. Shyly she said, "Absolutely amazing."
"I can't believe my best friend is no longer a virgin!" I said as I grabbed a bowl from a cabinet and sat next to her. I poured some Cookie Crisp cereal from the box and took a mouthful with the spoon.
"Shhhh Rey! I don't want anyone really knowing!"
"Sorry to burst your bubble, since your cherry has already, but Ash already told practically everyone in the other apartment," I said with another mouthful.
"Ohhh shiiittttt," Siren said as she buried her head in her arms.
"It's OK, I blurted to everyone that Andy and I went to second base last night," I laughed.
"You Whaaaat?" she said jumping up to look at me. She had a huge smile in her face. "My innocent little Reyalie got to the second base? You and Seth dated like three years and you said first base with him was horrible enough. How was he? Is he a good kisser?"
"Amazing," I said a I blushed shyly. "I have some little reminders." I unbuttoned the top two buttons on my vest and pulled back the fabric, exposing the marks on my neck and shoulders.
"Shit, Reya! He must really love your neck. Those are dark hickeys. Here come on, I'll show you how to cover them." She grabbed my hand and dragged me to the bathroom. She pulled out her big box of make uo and hair stuff. She pulled put three different creams and two containers."OK take off the vest," she said. I pulled it off and dropped it on the floor. "Damn, I bet he loved this black lace top last night. Ok so what I do, out a bit of green eyeshadow over it. Then, a bit of this, it's liquid foundation. And this is a cream concealer. And then just a touch of this and this is powder base." she said as she started dabbing down my neck. "My god Rey, one...three.six...fuck! nine? How long was he sucking on your neck?"
"Um...well I went to his room around 11 and Ash claims we went till 3."
"Damn, Rey. Was it like bra off and all?"
"No," I laughed, "He couldn't get the clasp. Haha, what about you and Ash? How was your first time really?"
"You won't believe me, but Ash lasted like five minutes straight." my mouth dropped. "yeah and ten minutes later we did it again. I swear I was so fucking sore the next morning."
"My god Siren." I said. She was bright red, "Just be safe, I'm not ready to be Aunt Reyalie yet."
"Haha don't worry, Ash is well stocked. He actually asked me to come on tour if we don't get signed. I told him if we don't get signed I'm going to go home so I can start college, I already got accepted to U of I in Northern Illinois and SLU in St. Louis. He told me that if I do that he will get me a plane ticket whenever I want to come see him."
I signed. "If we get signed I don't know what the fuck I'm going to do." Siren set down the concealer. I glanced in the mirror, all the hickeys covered. "I really fucked things up with my parents. Brandon offered me the spare room in his apartment with Macey. Maybe I'll go there. I don't know what Andy wants to do."
She hugged me, "Well whatever you do, I'll always be here too Rey."
"Thank you. My arms have finally scarred." I help up my forearm on my left hand to Siren. I had large purple slash marks across my wrist and halfway up my arm. The skin was raised and violet, it was still kind of sore and rough.
"I'm so glad you didn't succeed Rey, I'd be so lost without you." Sirren said solemnly.
"I'm glad I didn't either, thank you guys for saving me." I hugged her again.
We walked out of the bathroom and decided to start packing up our stuff. Over three weeks we had gotten used to throwing our stuff everywhere. We were leaving tomorrow for tour. Tomorrow morning we had to load all our equipment into our trailer and our bus. We were only guareteened another two weeks....I sighed as I walked to my room, clothing everywhere, food wrappers on the floor, and my random shit everywhere. I picked up a black t shirt off the floor in front of the door. It was Andy's. I pulled out my phone.
You: Hey sweetie, I know you are still in the studio today. I think I have some clothes and stuff in your room, if you find anything could you bring it over tonight? Siren and I are packing up today. I have some of your shirts and stuff too.
Andy: No prob. I'll look around when I get back.
You: How's things going today? (:
Andy: We still have some tweaking and stuff before we let the studio handle the rest. I still can't get a title in this one song, we might just leave it off the final album, I just can't get it.
You: I'm sorry :( which song?
Andy: the one you help me with backup vocals, we just can't get it finished. It just doesn't seem right, it's still kissing something.
Andy: *missing something.
Andy: Although I would rather be kissing you than wanting to beat my head again the wall in the studio.
You: you'll figure it out (: I'd rather be kissing you too. I'll see you tonight, there might be a surprise involved ;)
Andy: mm sounds good to me ;)
I practically froze. He kissed me delicately, placing a careful peck on my lips. What did he just say?
"I...I love you too Andy," I said when he pulled back. His lips tugged up at the ends. His hand grazed the side of my face and brushed the tips of my bangs behind my ear, his finger tips brushing over my now healed piercings.
"You're so beautiful, Reya. I wish you knew just how beautiful you are." his voice was barely even a whisper.
"That's why I have you." I rested my hand against his cheek, cupping his face in my palm. He leaned forward and put his lips on my forehead. I closed my eyes, breathing in his scent. His cologne was intoxicating. "Come on, Andy. Let's go get some breakfast." I glanced at his phone, 11:45A.M. "Well, lunch rather." I stretched and sat on the side of the bed. Andy had closed his eyes, laying on the pillow again. I leaned in to his ear, whispering, "Don't you remember what happened last time you didn't get up? You know in my basement, come on Batman." He groaned and rolled over.
"OK fine," I leaned back into the bed and put my arms around Andy's from behind him. I put my hands on his chest and started kissing his neck. He groaned again under my kisses. I trailed up to his ear and kissed the edge of it and the extremely sensitive skin behind his ear lobe.
"Reya,...you have to....stop. You're only...convincing me to stay in bed." he said as his breathing increased.
"That's what I thought," I whispered as I got up. I walked to the door and reached out for the handle.
"Um...love," he said shyly.
"What?" I said turning to look at him.
"Unless you want everyone to know what we did last night, I suggest you put your shirts back on," his face was hued red as I saw him taking in my body. I looked down, realizing I only had on my black cotton short shorts, and my lime green push up bra."Personally, I would love if you stayed and only had that all day. But we do have other people in this apartment," he said as he got up. He reached down and picked up my black lace shirt from the floor. "Here." He walked up to me and put it over my head. I slid my arms in and he pulled it down to my waist. He stared down at my body for a moment, my skin still visible under it. "I do like some of those preppy shirts, if they look like this," he leaned down and kissed my neck. His lips trailed down my jaw to my neck and collarbone. He kissed a few long kisses in my lower neck. He continued sucking in the skin for a moment.
"Um, Andy, unless you do want to stay in your bed all day, please...stop, Ahh Andy..." he continued to kiss my neck and I tilted my head back, it felt so amazing, I could feel my body trying to give in. I could feel him smiling. "Andy...you've got to...oh my god don't stop." I reached down and pulled his lips to mine. He instantly pulled away and deviously smiled. "And you call me the fucking tease," I said I coud still feel where his lips had been. I reached down and pulled on the white denim vest. Andy helped me do the buttons, so no one saw my bra.
I bit my lip as I noticed he only had on his black basketball shorts. "Oh, god Reya, don't do that. It's so...sexy." he hugged me into him. "Ahh we need to get ourselves under control." I laughed into his bare chest. He let go and picked up a shirt of his off his dresser. It was a white ripped up wasp shirt. I pulled it out of his hands and stood up on my tippy toes, pulling it over his head. He slipped his arms in and I pulled it down, like he had done with me. We finally agreed we needed to stop before the clothes came back off. We walked out. Ashley was at the counter nibbling on some pizza from last night, CC was still passed out on the floor, Jake and Ella were not in site and neither was Lauren. Sammi was making coffee and Jinxx was rummaging through the cabinets.
"God, how many times did you guys do it last night?" Ashley said as he took another bite.
"Do what?" I asked.
"All of us could fucking hear you guys. 'Oh Andy there!' 'Oh Reya stop that, that feel, oh that's amazing'" Ashley mimicked.m
"They did not Ashley, shut up," Sammi said as she set down a mug off coffee in front of me.
"Bull.shit. I could hear moaning and groaning and Ohhh all fucking night till like three in the morning."
"For your information Ashley it was just second base," I said. Andy almost choked on his coffee. He looked at me with his eyes wide and confused. "Oh, yeah, Andy's like amazing," I said as I put my hands up to my chest. Ashley had his mouth wide open. Sammi started hysterically laughing and turned her back, covering her mouth.
"Obviously you had some fun," Jinxx said as he turned around. "Look at their necks."
Iglanced at Andy, seeing I had left very dark hickeys on his neck and collar bone. I unconsciously held up a hand to my own neck, feeling the soreness. I pulled my hair over the marks.
"Well I know that Siren and Ash had fun. The other night I got back from the studio and went to crash in my own bed since Reya was already asleep. I started hearing 'OH Ashley baby, oh oh' and 'there baby, right there, stay there' and then 'Ahhh Ahhh Ahh Ohhh' and a shit ton of moaning. So don't deny you didn't do the deed. I was ready to smash my fucking head into a wall. I'm glad I don't have the bunk next to you or below you anymore." Andy said as he looked sick.
"What can I say, she's great in bed. One of the best I've ever been with," Ash said as his cheeks turned pink.
"Ahhh fuuuck, I don't want to hear this!" I said as I picked up my coffee. I turned to Andy. "I'll see you later." He leaned down and kissed me.
"Bye sweetie." he pulled back and wolf whistled as I walked to the door. I turned and glared at him.
"Thanks for the coffe Sammi, bye guys!" I called as I walked out the door. I went over to my apartment.
I guess everyone was still sleeping since we had a day off. Siren was seatede at the counter, eating cereal out of a bowl.
"Siren, you little devil." I joked as leaned in the counter across from her.
"What?" she asked with her eyes wide as she dropped her spoon.
"I hear you and Ash...you guys did the deed." I said sneakily.
Her face turned bright red. "Yeah," she whispered.
"So how was it?" I asked.
She stayed red. Shyly she said, "Absolutely amazing."
"I can't believe my best friend is no longer a virgin!" I said as I grabbed a bowl from a cabinet and sat next to her. I poured some Cookie Crisp cereal from the box and took a mouthful with the spoon.
"Shhhh Rey! I don't want anyone really knowing!"
"Sorry to burst your bubble, since your cherry has already, but Ash already told practically everyone in the other apartment," I said with another mouthful.
"Ohhh shiiittttt," Siren said as she buried her head in her arms.
"It's OK, I blurted to everyone that Andy and I went to second base last night," I laughed.
"You Whaaaat?" she said jumping up to look at me. She had a huge smile in her face. "My innocent little Reyalie got to the second base? You and Seth dated like three years and you said first base with him was horrible enough. How was he? Is he a good kisser?"
"Amazing," I said a I blushed shyly. "I have some little reminders." I unbuttoned the top two buttons on my vest and pulled back the fabric, exposing the marks on my neck and shoulders.
"Shit, Reya! He must really love your neck. Those are dark hickeys. Here come on, I'll show you how to cover them." She grabbed my hand and dragged me to the bathroom. She pulled out her big box of make uo and hair stuff. She pulled put three different creams and two containers."OK take off the vest," she said. I pulled it off and dropped it on the floor. "Damn, I bet he loved this black lace top last night. Ok so what I do, out a bit of green eyeshadow over it. Then, a bit of this, it's liquid foundation. And this is a cream concealer. And then just a touch of this and this is powder base." she said as she started dabbing down my neck. "My god Rey, one...three.six...fuck! nine? How long was he sucking on your neck?"
"Um...well I went to his room around 11 and Ash claims we went till 3."
"Damn, Rey. Was it like bra off and all?"
"No," I laughed, "He couldn't get the clasp. Haha, what about you and Ash? How was your first time really?"
"You won't believe me, but Ash lasted like five minutes straight." my mouth dropped. "yeah and ten minutes later we did it again. I swear I was so fucking sore the next morning."
"My god Siren." I said. She was bright red, "Just be safe, I'm not ready to be Aunt Reyalie yet."
"Haha don't worry, Ash is well stocked. He actually asked me to come on tour if we don't get signed. I told him if we don't get signed I'm going to go home so I can start college, I already got accepted to U of I in Northern Illinois and SLU in St. Louis. He told me that if I do that he will get me a plane ticket whenever I want to come see him."
I signed. "If we get signed I don't know what the fuck I'm going to do." Siren set down the concealer. I glanced in the mirror, all the hickeys covered. "I really fucked things up with my parents. Brandon offered me the spare room in his apartment with Macey. Maybe I'll go there. I don't know what Andy wants to do."
She hugged me, "Well whatever you do, I'll always be here too Rey."
"Thank you. My arms have finally scarred." I help up my forearm on my left hand to Siren. I had large purple slash marks across my wrist and halfway up my arm. The skin was raised and violet, it was still kind of sore and rough.
"I'm so glad you didn't succeed Rey, I'd be so lost without you." Sirren said solemnly.
"I'm glad I didn't either, thank you guys for saving me." I hugged her again.
We walked out of the bathroom and decided to start packing up our stuff. Over three weeks we had gotten used to throwing our stuff everywhere. We were leaving tomorrow for tour. Tomorrow morning we had to load all our equipment into our trailer and our bus. We were only guareteened another two weeks....I sighed as I walked to my room, clothing everywhere, food wrappers on the floor, and my random shit everywhere. I picked up a black t shirt off the floor in front of the door. It was Andy's. I pulled out my phone.
You: Hey sweetie, I know you are still in the studio today. I think I have some clothes and stuff in your room, if you find anything could you bring it over tonight? Siren and I are packing up today. I have some of your shirts and stuff too.
Andy: No prob. I'll look around when I get back.
You: How's things going today? (:
Andy: We still have some tweaking and stuff before we let the studio handle the rest. I still can't get a title in this one song, we might just leave it off the final album, I just can't get it.
You: I'm sorry :( which song?
Andy: the one you help me with backup vocals, we just can't get it finished. It just doesn't seem right, it's still kissing something.
Andy: *missing something.
Andy: Although I would rather be kissing you than wanting to beat my head again the wall in the studio.
You: you'll figure it out (: I'd rather be kissing you too. I'll see you tonight, there might be a surprise involved ;)
Andy: mm sounds good to me ;)
Go till you have no more and then make that the end please dont make a sequel
8/27/15