I'm a Loaded Gun
Die For You
Reyas POV
I don't now where the days are going. How have I already been in the studio for three weeks? In three days, we will get the go for a short tour. We are guaranteed two weeks, not a month like orginnaly told, to tour with BVB as their opener. Then we have to go up for review with the heads of the production company. God was I nervous for that. Andy had been staying the night in my room most of the time, except when he had to stay late in the studio, or when I was out with my band. So basically every night except for two days or so each week. We both had to kick in full gear for recording and writing, so we didn't get a ton of alone time. When we did, we filled each other in on how our record was and bounced ideas off each other. Kissing happened...a lot. Andy and I hadn't gone much farther than we had before. However...once my shirt ended up the floor.
Andy had just got back from recording and I was working on lyrics in my bedroom. We had actually lowered my bed, just so if anything happened like the with the couch issue, he could put me on the bed. We had to rearrange the room a bit, but I liked the lower bed. Andy knocked on my door and came in. He sat beside me, wrapping his arm around me and kissing my forehead lightly. "Hey sweetie."
"Hey," I whispered back, eyes connected to my notepad as I fumbled with some lyrics.
"You look tired," he whispered back as he rubbed the side of my ribs with the arm wrapped around me.
I closed my eyes, sharply inhaling at the sudden jolt of electricity in my back. Andy other hand moved to my chin, turning it to him. I slowly reopened my eyes to be face to face with him, a smirk on the edge of his face.
It had been a long, difficult day in the studio, I was tired, and Andy and I hadn't been able to really see ech other in two days. I didn't hesitate at all. I dropped the notepad and pulled his face to mine as I wrapped my arms around his neck. He accepted the kiss greedily, obviously as eager as I was. He pulled back for a moment and looked at me.
"What?" I said.
"Do you...have on lipgloss or something?" he asked slightly confused.
"Um...yeah. Haha it's Dr. Pepper flavor. Siren and I had to go to Walgreens to get some stuff and we both got a bunch of crazy Lip gloss for you and Ash..." my cheeks burned bright red.
Andy kissed me lightly and mumbled into my lips, "well...I like it. What else you have?"
i smiled back and let go of him. I walked over to door, taking the bag off the door handle. I walked back to Andy and pulled out all the crazy flavors and stuffed had gotten. "OK, I have normal cherry, Dr. Pepper, vanilla bean, chocolate, watermelon, 7up, strawberry, ummm blue raspberry, and frosted cupcake." Andy started to open the cupcake one and I took it from him. "Oh so you wanna try this one, well you'll just have to taste it first." I said with a wink. I squeezed out a but and applied it to my lips. He leaned forward and started kissing me. He pulled my body uo to his and swung my legs over his lips as he pressed us together. He slowly ran his tongue over my lips and I heard him lightly moan.
"Mmmm" I heard, obviously he likes this one. I tangled my fingers in his hair. I opened my mouth a bit and the kissing continued. I couldn't think of anything but Andy's body against mine. I trailed my handed down his sides and grabbed the bottom seem of his black t shirt and tugged it upwards, I got it to his cost and he let go of my, pparting the kiss to pull it off. He tossed it on the floor and his lips and hands returned to me. I left his lips and placed a kiss on his cheek, the side of his mouth, his chin, his jaw. I paused at his jaw, sucking lightly on the skin. His hands slid down to my waist and pulled my shirt off. I leaned back and it came off, landing on the ground next to his. He crushed his lips back to mine. His hands trailing uo my sides to my ribs, mine resting in his chest and sliding down his flat stomach. The door opened.
"Reya, can I use the blue rasp- oh shit!" Siren said as she shut the door. I jumped back from Andy, falling into the floor laughing. I grabbed a shirt from the floor.
"It's clear Siren! Sorry!" I yelled to the door. She reopened it and peaked in.
"Haha someone's having fun," she said with a wink. "Nice shirt Reya." I looked down. I had picked uo Andy's shirt. Oops. "Haha don't worry, you guys are fine, I just wanna mess with th lip gloss too.
"Try the cupcake," Andy said as he walked uo to us with a smile and laughing a little.
"Why don't we have a lipgloss testing," Siren suggested, grabbing my wrist. "Ashleyyyy I have a surprise!" We walked into the empty living room, wheree Ashley was on the couch. He took a sip from his glass bottle of Sam Adams. He gave her a curious look as she dragged me, followed by shirtless Andy, into the room. She let go of me and walked over the Ashkey with the bag with at least 20 types of lip gloss and chapsticks in it. "Well, obviously these two like this stuff, why don't we have some fun with this." Ashley looked excited. He took another swig and sat down in the floor across from Andy and I. "Which one did you like Andy?"
"Cupcake," he replied with a growl.
"Any whipped cream?" Ashley asked.
"I don't think so." I said.
"No meant any actual whipped cream."
The door opened and everyone came in, obviously a bit confused. Two girls I didn't recognize came in with Jake and CC. Jinxx came in, and Sammi was with him! I jumped up and ran to the door, I tackled her in a hug. "Sammi!!"
"Reya! Hey girl, you look great!"
"So do you! I love those black heels, the lace is sexy." I said.
"Is that...Andy's shirt?" she asked raising an eyebrow.
"Um...yeah...I'll explain later." my cheeks burned.
"I say we all play!" Siren shouted from the floor.
"Play what?" said the girl with Jake, with a British accent.
"Ttuth or dare bitches!" Ashley shouts.
"Oh god Ashley, I swear if you make me lick Andy again I will fucking murder you," said the girl next to CC.
"Oh chill Lauren, it's game." Ash replied. "You wouldnt have minded if it was CC."
"I'm never kissing you again Ashley," Saammi said next to me.
"You know you loved it," he said. Oh god I could see Sirens jealously look. She reached over and started to kiss him. She let it go and said, "Well you know you liked that."
We all sat on the floor. Ashley explained that we were going to play strip truth or dare. Oh my god seriously? If you chose to pass or couldn't do the date you had to lose an article of clothing.
"Not fair Ash, I don't even have a shirt. Reyas got mine." Andy said.
"Then go get your shirt back Biersack!" CC said.
Andy and I ran to my room, and I out on two colored tank tops and a cami on with my t shirt. Andy threw on a beater and I have him his shirt back. No way I was going to end up naked. CC started with Jake and the girl named Ella.
"OK Jake. Truth or dare." CC said.
"Truth."
"Aww you pussy! Fine...What base have you and Ella gotten to?"
Ella glared at Jake, as if daring him to say it. He glanced between CC and Ella. He sighed and took off his shirt, tossing it in the center. Ashley asked Siren and she went for dare.
"OK, we know whose whipped. Siren, I dare you to... Eat a handful of goldfish crackers off Reyas stomach. Bare stomach." Ashley said, Oh shit why involve me? She nodded and ran to the kitchen. She came back with a handful of ten orange crackers. I sighed and laid on my back. I pulled uo my shirts and she out them in my stomach. I almost had a laugh attack as she ate them. She couldn't use her hands. I giggled so hard as she took the last one off. I was so fucking ticklish. CC was dared to mix monster with cheese from a can and drink it, he ended up throwing it uo in the kitchen sink. Jinxx and Sammi got d ared by Ash to lay in the 69 position, he was such a perv. Jinxx took off his shirt and Sammi took off the skirt (she had On a pair of spanks shorts under it). I was dared to lick honey off CCs back and I pulled off a tank top. I still had two and a cammi. I don't know what's uo with guys and bases. Lauren asked Andy what base we had finally gotten to.
"First a bit of second." I turned red.
By the end of the night, Ashley hadn't lost anything. Siren had on her pants and a bra, CC had on his boxers (although he didn't lose everything in the game...), jake had on his pants, Ella sadly only had a dress to begin with, so she was in her bra and underwear, Lauren had her shorts and bra, Jinxx had pants, Sammi had a tank top and spanks, Andy had pants, I had my jeans and my cammi and bra on top. The center was filled with clothes.
"Reya truth or dare?" Ashley asked.
"What the hell, dare."
"I dare you toooo....go full second base with Andy, right now, for a full minute."
fuck Ashley. I held uo my middle finger to him and started to take off my cammi. Andy reached over and started kissing me. Obviously he didn't want to lose his pants. He scooted closer and put his hands on my side just under my arms. He kissed me roughly, urgently. One of his hands slid over the top of my breast. I pushed his chest. I pulled away and stood up. I grabbed my clothes in front of me and stomped off to my room, leaving everyone. I slammed the door shut and locked it. What the fuck was he thinking? I didn't want to do that in front of everyone, I wasn't really ready! I pulled off my jeans and slipped on a pair of lime green cotton shorts and an all black lace tank top over my green bra. I got into bed and pulled over my blanket. I slammed my head down on the pillow and rolled to face the wall. I heard a knock on my door.
"Reya, it's me, please let me in," Andy said. I didn't move or reply. "Rey, it's just a game, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to make you mad or uncomfortable." I heard him sigh, loudly when I didn't reply. I reached over to the night stand a little below the bed and pulled in my iPod to the speakers. "Living on a Prayer" by Bon Jovi started playing. I heard his footsteps retreat to the living room and muffled conversation. I guess I ruined the game.
After a few minutes I guess everyone left. I turned off the speakers and picked uo my phone. I searched my contacts and hit call. The line rang a few times. It was only 9:45 here, so I knew he'd still be awake.
"Hello?"
"Hey Brandon, it's Reya."
"Rey! It's been awhile! How are you doing?" Brandon said. It was nice hearing my brothers voice again.
"I'm alright, a guess a lot has happened."
"I'd say, mom called me yesterday she's really worried about you." I stayed silent. "I'd like to hear your side Rey."
I signed. "It's a long story Bran."
"Well it's only 10:45 here and I don't go to bed till 1 anyway, so spill."
"Well, I got a band together and we played for a festival in STL."
"Uh-huh."
"I got to meet Black Veil Brides, yes the black veil brides, because we opened for them. And Seth followed me down there so he could be there. I dressed all rocker ish for the festival beach I got to meet a bunch if bands. Btw you are right, the guys if Asking Alexandria are really awesome."
"They play a damn good show. So what happened then?" Brandon said.
"After one of the shows, I went to find Seth, and he...well...got a bit...urgent."
"What do you mean by urgent?"
"He...pushed me down on the couch and wouldn't stop kissin me, no matter how hard I pushed. I was covered in bruises from his hands...And Andy-"
"Wait whose Andy?"
"Andy Biersack...singer of BVB."
"Oh, that one. Sorry I'm not a big Black Veil fan."
"It's fine, he pulled Seth off me and let me stay in his bus for the night. The next day after our show, Seth and Travis attacked me...
"I'm sorry Reya, I'll break his fucking face if I see him again. No one touches my baby sister."
"I'm not a baby anymore Bran, but thanks. They threw me in Travis truck...and dragged me into a hotel, they got drunk...and then...they."
"Reya, don't cry, I don't have to know if you don't want to tell me." I felt the tears welling up.
"No, they just...messed with me, they didn't actually...you know. Andy found me and beat the shit out of Seth and Travis. Mom and dad don't know any of that. They had to rush me to the hospital since I was going into shock. Andy gave me his spare shirt and a pair of his basketball shorts so the hospital staff wouldn't know or tell mom and dad. I had bruises uo and down both sides of my body and three cracked ribs. They out me on anxiety meds. When I got home, I was out for a week. At school when I went back Travis said I cheated on Seth and Seth said his injuries were sports related. And everyone made fun of me...And At the end of the day...Seth approached me and called...me..."
"I'm here Rey."
"Andy came out of nowhere, wanting to surprise me, but he sucker punched Seth. He drove me home. He wanted to help distract me, so we went to that spot by the dam you showed me."
"You mean where we went with Macey [his girlfrriend] and Jesse that summer? Off the clearing trail?" he asked.
"Yeah...and Andy and I kind of...kissed." the phone was silent for a moment. "He had to stay the night since we had tornado watches everywhere and one touches down, destroying my car but the house is fine. The school got damaged. And so I went to the school, and ... Well these girls said some horrible stuff to me. I went home and...well you remember my freshman year..."
"Reya you tried to kill yourself?"
"Yeah...everything had happened and those anxiety medications cause suicidal tendencies. But Andy and Siren stopped me. I'm ok now. I told mom and dad that a producer in STL wanted to record and produce us, my band. And they told me I couldn't go because of Andy. They fought he's a bad influence because of him being a rockstar and how he looked with his tattoos and piercings."
"Mom flipped when I got my tattoo on my chest, she doesn't even know I have to more now." Brandon said. I remember that, he got a tat on his chest at 19 when he was in college. Mom was furious.
"I've been in STL for three weeks now and in two days we leave on a two week tour and then go uo for review. We recorded some of my music and some new stuff and covers. I POV been ignoring mom and dads calls since the third nightl she called me and told me Andy woukd leave me and that I was stupid for leaving."
"Reya, mom and dad were furious when I said is was moving to Florida for six months. It's been two years now. They will get over it, and if they don't, I have an apartment here with Macey. We have a spair room you are welcome too. I'll even pick you uo at the airport or drive to follow you here halfway."
"Thanks Brandon. Well see what happens after review. I've finished all my school stuff of the computer. Graduation is in three weeks and I took my exams early. So even though the rest of my class is still in session, I'm done. I just need to pick up my diploma and my transcripts. I'm guessing I'm on my own for college now."
"I'm always here Rey. Macey is calling me, I need to go get her from work. I'm here if you need me and I hope everything works out. Love you sis."
"Love you too Bran, tell Mace I said hi."
"Will do, bye Rey." the phone went dead. I felt better that I finally had spilled my guts. I trusted my brother more than anyone.
I got out of bed. It was 11:12. I sighed and walked to the door, pulling my black denim vest on over my completely see through lace tank top. Everyone was in bed. I grabbed my key and walked over to the other apartment. I quietly opened the door. Jake and Ella were asleep on the couch, CC on the floor, and Lauren in the recliner asleep. I tip toes by them and walked down to Andy's room. I could hear him singing something. I opened the door and peaked in, he was laying on the bed with a pair of head phones, he had IHis eyes closed, laying in his stomach as he sang along.
"Raise another broken glass to failure, a simple promise of a crimson savior.
Take a look into the life you're leaving. I promise you this isn't pain you're feeling.
Ill carry you, my darkest desire, when life sings to you, through devils choir.
Fear won't steal what burns in you.
Ill carry you away from the fire. My desire, devils choir. "
I tip toed over to his bed and sat on the edge. I put my hands flat on his back and began rubbing little circles on his bare skin. I moved to make my nails scratch along his back. He stopped singing and took a deep breath.
"That feels amazing," he growled. He slipped off the headphones and rolled onto his back. He held his arms out. I layed down beside him, he wrapped his arms around me. "I'm sorry Rey," he whispered into my hair.
"No, I'm sorry Andy. I know it's just a game, I just wasn't...I wasn't ready to do that. At least in front of people. I mean I know we get a bit carried away sometimes, but it was different just going straight at it."
He tightened his arms around me and sighed. "No, don't apologize. It was stupid of me, with everything you've gone through, it was insensitive. I mean I guess I just figured it would be ok, you know seeing what almost happened earlier.."
I turned on my side to look at him. "We both messed up." I leaned over him and kissed his neck. "We are OK?"
"We are wonderful." he whispered. I started to kiss him up his neck and got to his jaw. "Hey Rey,"
"What?" I murmered into his neck.
"I'm just telling you so we don't have another misunderstanding. My friend Juliet Simms is auditioning for the voice, she wants some people there to support her. The producers are thinking of signing her band Automatic Love Letter so the label. She's coming by the studio tomorrow, and she very...friendly."
I froze. "Friendly? Or flirty?"
"It could be misconstrued as either."
"Well as long as she understands that. You. Are. Mine." Isaid the last words between kisses up his jaw. He closed his eyes and groaned as my lips stopped on his sensitive spot on his neck.
he pulls my lips to his and pulls me on top of him. We stay like that for awhile. His fingers trail to the bottom of my shirt and hesitate. I slide my hands down his ribs to his hands and pull his hands up, with the shirt. He pulls it over my head and we continue kissing. He rolls us over to our sides and pulls me closer, taking his lips off mine and moving into my neck. His lips are warm and he slowly closes them on my neck and pulls back, his breath moving over the same spot, the coolness giving me chills. I'm going mad, I pull his face to mine and he opens his mouth and we play around with either others mouths. I feel his hands slide up my exposed stomach and onto my ribs. He pulls back and asks through his gasps for breath, "Is...this OK?" I nod and pull his lips back to mine. I wrap one hand in his hair, the other exploring the contours of his bare back. His hands slowly move forward over my chest. They move back, wrapping around me and going to my back. I felt his hands fumble with the clasp on my back. I giggled, knowing he probably couldn't get it off,, since it was a cross clasp. He laughed into my lips and pulled back. "A little help here?" I pulled his lips back to mine and said "Nope" into his.
Andy kept kissing me for awhile but I guess we fell asleep kissing or something, because I woke up in the mir ing with my forehead resting on his, our arms still wrapped around each others, and our lips only millimeters apart. I pulled in a breath and shifted my legs. Andy opened his eyes, they were so gorgeously blue. "Reya?"
"Hmm?"
"I love you," he whispered as he leaned forward connecting our lips.
My heart practically stopped.
I don't now where the days are going. How have I already been in the studio for three weeks? In three days, we will get the go for a short tour. We are guaranteed two weeks, not a month like orginnaly told, to tour with BVB as their opener. Then we have to go up for review with the heads of the production company. God was I nervous for that. Andy had been staying the night in my room most of the time, except when he had to stay late in the studio, or when I was out with my band. So basically every night except for two days or so each week. We both had to kick in full gear for recording and writing, so we didn't get a ton of alone time. When we did, we filled each other in on how our record was and bounced ideas off each other. Kissing happened...a lot. Andy and I hadn't gone much farther than we had before. However...once my shirt ended up the floor.
Andy had just got back from recording and I was working on lyrics in my bedroom. We had actually lowered my bed, just so if anything happened like the with the couch issue, he could put me on the bed. We had to rearrange the room a bit, but I liked the lower bed. Andy knocked on my door and came in. He sat beside me, wrapping his arm around me and kissing my forehead lightly. "Hey sweetie."
"Hey," I whispered back, eyes connected to my notepad as I fumbled with some lyrics.
"You look tired," he whispered back as he rubbed the side of my ribs with the arm wrapped around me.
I closed my eyes, sharply inhaling at the sudden jolt of electricity in my back. Andy other hand moved to my chin, turning it to him. I slowly reopened my eyes to be face to face with him, a smirk on the edge of his face.
It had been a long, difficult day in the studio, I was tired, and Andy and I hadn't been able to really see ech other in two days. I didn't hesitate at all. I dropped the notepad and pulled his face to mine as I wrapped my arms around his neck. He accepted the kiss greedily, obviously as eager as I was. He pulled back for a moment and looked at me.
"What?" I said.
"Do you...have on lipgloss or something?" he asked slightly confused.
"Um...yeah. Haha it's Dr. Pepper flavor. Siren and I had to go to Walgreens to get some stuff and we both got a bunch of crazy Lip gloss for you and Ash..." my cheeks burned bright red.
Andy kissed me lightly and mumbled into my lips, "well...I like it. What else you have?"
i smiled back and let go of him. I walked over to door, taking the bag off the door handle. I walked back to Andy and pulled out all the crazy flavors and stuffed had gotten. "OK, I have normal cherry, Dr. Pepper, vanilla bean, chocolate, watermelon, 7up, strawberry, ummm blue raspberry, and frosted cupcake." Andy started to open the cupcake one and I took it from him. "Oh so you wanna try this one, well you'll just have to taste it first." I said with a wink. I squeezed out a but and applied it to my lips. He leaned forward and started kissing me. He pulled my body uo to his and swung my legs over his lips as he pressed us together. He slowly ran his tongue over my lips and I heard him lightly moan.
"Mmmm" I heard, obviously he likes this one. I tangled my fingers in his hair. I opened my mouth a bit and the kissing continued. I couldn't think of anything but Andy's body against mine. I trailed my handed down his sides and grabbed the bottom seem of his black t shirt and tugged it upwards, I got it to his cost and he let go of my, pparting the kiss to pull it off. He tossed it on the floor and his lips and hands returned to me. I left his lips and placed a kiss on his cheek, the side of his mouth, his chin, his jaw. I paused at his jaw, sucking lightly on the skin. His hands slid down to my waist and pulled my shirt off. I leaned back and it came off, landing on the ground next to his. He crushed his lips back to mine. His hands trailing uo my sides to my ribs, mine resting in his chest and sliding down his flat stomach. The door opened.
"Reya, can I use the blue rasp- oh shit!" Siren said as she shut the door. I jumped back from Andy, falling into the floor laughing. I grabbed a shirt from the floor.
"It's clear Siren! Sorry!" I yelled to the door. She reopened it and peaked in.
"Haha someone's having fun," she said with a wink. "Nice shirt Reya." I looked down. I had picked uo Andy's shirt. Oops. "Haha don't worry, you guys are fine, I just wanna mess with th lip gloss too.
"Try the cupcake," Andy said as he walked uo to us with a smile and laughing a little.
"Why don't we have a lipgloss testing," Siren suggested, grabbing my wrist. "Ashleyyyy I have a surprise!" We walked into the empty living room, wheree Ashley was on the couch. He took a sip from his glass bottle of Sam Adams. He gave her a curious look as she dragged me, followed by shirtless Andy, into the room. She let go of me and walked over the Ashkey with the bag with at least 20 types of lip gloss and chapsticks in it. "Well, obviously these two like this stuff, why don't we have some fun with this." Ashley looked excited. He took another swig and sat down in the floor across from Andy and I. "Which one did you like Andy?"
"Cupcake," he replied with a growl.
"Any whipped cream?" Ashley asked.
"I don't think so." I said.
"No meant any actual whipped cream."
The door opened and everyone came in, obviously a bit confused. Two girls I didn't recognize came in with Jake and CC. Jinxx came in, and Sammi was with him! I jumped up and ran to the door, I tackled her in a hug. "Sammi!!"
"Reya! Hey girl, you look great!"
"So do you! I love those black heels, the lace is sexy." I said.
"Is that...Andy's shirt?" she asked raising an eyebrow.
"Um...yeah...I'll explain later." my cheeks burned.
"I say we all play!" Siren shouted from the floor.
"Play what?" said the girl with Jake, with a British accent.
"Ttuth or dare bitches!" Ashley shouts.
"Oh god Ashley, I swear if you make me lick Andy again I will fucking murder you," said the girl next to CC.
"Oh chill Lauren, it's game." Ash replied. "You wouldnt have minded if it was CC."
"I'm never kissing you again Ashley," Saammi said next to me.
"You know you loved it," he said. Oh god I could see Sirens jealously look. She reached over and started to kiss him. She let it go and said, "Well you know you liked that."
We all sat on the floor. Ashley explained that we were going to play strip truth or dare. Oh my god seriously? If you chose to pass or couldn't do the date you had to lose an article of clothing.
"Not fair Ash, I don't even have a shirt. Reyas got mine." Andy said.
"Then go get your shirt back Biersack!" CC said.
Andy and I ran to my room, and I out on two colored tank tops and a cami on with my t shirt. Andy threw on a beater and I have him his shirt back. No way I was going to end up naked. CC started with Jake and the girl named Ella.
"OK Jake. Truth or dare." CC said.
"Truth."
"Aww you pussy! Fine...What base have you and Ella gotten to?"
Ella glared at Jake, as if daring him to say it. He glanced between CC and Ella. He sighed and took off his shirt, tossing it in the center. Ashley asked Siren and she went for dare.
"OK, we know whose whipped. Siren, I dare you to... Eat a handful of goldfish crackers off Reyas stomach. Bare stomach." Ashley said, Oh shit why involve me? She nodded and ran to the kitchen. She came back with a handful of ten orange crackers. I sighed and laid on my back. I pulled uo my shirts and she out them in my stomach. I almost had a laugh attack as she ate them. She couldn't use her hands. I giggled so hard as she took the last one off. I was so fucking ticklish. CC was dared to mix monster with cheese from a can and drink it, he ended up throwing it uo in the kitchen sink. Jinxx and Sammi got d ared by Ash to lay in the 69 position, he was such a perv. Jinxx took off his shirt and Sammi took off the skirt (she had On a pair of spanks shorts under it). I was dared to lick honey off CCs back and I pulled off a tank top. I still had two and a cammi. I don't know what's uo with guys and bases. Lauren asked Andy what base we had finally gotten to.
"First a bit of second." I turned red.
By the end of the night, Ashley hadn't lost anything. Siren had on her pants and a bra, CC had on his boxers (although he didn't lose everything in the game...), jake had on his pants, Ella sadly only had a dress to begin with, so she was in her bra and underwear, Lauren had her shorts and bra, Jinxx had pants, Sammi had a tank top and spanks, Andy had pants, I had my jeans and my cammi and bra on top. The center was filled with clothes.
"Reya truth or dare?" Ashley asked.
"What the hell, dare."
"I dare you toooo....go full second base with Andy, right now, for a full minute."
fuck Ashley. I held uo my middle finger to him and started to take off my cammi. Andy reached over and started kissing me. Obviously he didn't want to lose his pants. He scooted closer and put his hands on my side just under my arms. He kissed me roughly, urgently. One of his hands slid over the top of my breast. I pushed his chest. I pulled away and stood up. I grabbed my clothes in front of me and stomped off to my room, leaving everyone. I slammed the door shut and locked it. What the fuck was he thinking? I didn't want to do that in front of everyone, I wasn't really ready! I pulled off my jeans and slipped on a pair of lime green cotton shorts and an all black lace tank top over my green bra. I got into bed and pulled over my blanket. I slammed my head down on the pillow and rolled to face the wall. I heard a knock on my door.
"Reya, it's me, please let me in," Andy said. I didn't move or reply. "Rey, it's just a game, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to make you mad or uncomfortable." I heard him sigh, loudly when I didn't reply. I reached over to the night stand a little below the bed and pulled in my iPod to the speakers. "Living on a Prayer" by Bon Jovi started playing. I heard his footsteps retreat to the living room and muffled conversation. I guess I ruined the game.
After a few minutes I guess everyone left. I turned off the speakers and picked uo my phone. I searched my contacts and hit call. The line rang a few times. It was only 9:45 here, so I knew he'd still be awake.
"Hello?"
"Hey Brandon, it's Reya."
"Rey! It's been awhile! How are you doing?" Brandon said. It was nice hearing my brothers voice again.
"I'm alright, a guess a lot has happened."
"I'd say, mom called me yesterday she's really worried about you." I stayed silent. "I'd like to hear your side Rey."
I signed. "It's a long story Bran."
"Well it's only 10:45 here and I don't go to bed till 1 anyway, so spill."
"Well, I got a band together and we played for a festival in STL."
"Uh-huh."
"I got to meet Black Veil Brides, yes the black veil brides, because we opened for them. And Seth followed me down there so he could be there. I dressed all rocker ish for the festival beach I got to meet a bunch if bands. Btw you are right, the guys if Asking Alexandria are really awesome."
"They play a damn good show. So what happened then?" Brandon said.
"After one of the shows, I went to find Seth, and he...well...got a bit...urgent."
"What do you mean by urgent?"
"He...pushed me down on the couch and wouldn't stop kissin me, no matter how hard I pushed. I was covered in bruises from his hands...And Andy-"
"Wait whose Andy?"
"Andy Biersack...singer of BVB."
"Oh, that one. Sorry I'm not a big Black Veil fan."
"It's fine, he pulled Seth off me and let me stay in his bus for the night. The next day after our show, Seth and Travis attacked me...
"I'm sorry Reya, I'll break his fucking face if I see him again. No one touches my baby sister."
"I'm not a baby anymore Bran, but thanks. They threw me in Travis truck...and dragged me into a hotel, they got drunk...and then...they."
"Reya, don't cry, I don't have to know if you don't want to tell me." I felt the tears welling up.
"No, they just...messed with me, they didn't actually...you know. Andy found me and beat the shit out of Seth and Travis. Mom and dad don't know any of that. They had to rush me to the hospital since I was going into shock. Andy gave me his spare shirt and a pair of his basketball shorts so the hospital staff wouldn't know or tell mom and dad. I had bruises uo and down both sides of my body and three cracked ribs. They out me on anxiety meds. When I got home, I was out for a week. At school when I went back Travis said I cheated on Seth and Seth said his injuries were sports related. And everyone made fun of me...And At the end of the day...Seth approached me and called...me..."
"I'm here Rey."
"Andy came out of nowhere, wanting to surprise me, but he sucker punched Seth. He drove me home. He wanted to help distract me, so we went to that spot by the dam you showed me."
"You mean where we went with Macey [his girlfrriend] and Jesse that summer? Off the clearing trail?" he asked.
"Yeah...and Andy and I kind of...kissed." the phone was silent for a moment. "He had to stay the night since we had tornado watches everywhere and one touches down, destroying my car but the house is fine. The school got damaged. And so I went to the school, and ... Well these girls said some horrible stuff to me. I went home and...well you remember my freshman year..."
"Reya you tried to kill yourself?"
"Yeah...everything had happened and those anxiety medications cause suicidal tendencies. But Andy and Siren stopped me. I'm ok now. I told mom and dad that a producer in STL wanted to record and produce us, my band. And they told me I couldn't go because of Andy. They fought he's a bad influence because of him being a rockstar and how he looked with his tattoos and piercings."
"Mom flipped when I got my tattoo on my chest, she doesn't even know I have to more now." Brandon said. I remember that, he got a tat on his chest at 19 when he was in college. Mom was furious.
"I've been in STL for three weeks now and in two days we leave on a two week tour and then go uo for review. We recorded some of my music and some new stuff and covers. I POV been ignoring mom and dads calls since the third nightl she called me and told me Andy woukd leave me and that I was stupid for leaving."
"Reya, mom and dad were furious when I said is was moving to Florida for six months. It's been two years now. They will get over it, and if they don't, I have an apartment here with Macey. We have a spair room you are welcome too. I'll even pick you uo at the airport or drive to follow you here halfway."
"Thanks Brandon. Well see what happens after review. I've finished all my school stuff of the computer. Graduation is in three weeks and I took my exams early. So even though the rest of my class is still in session, I'm done. I just need to pick up my diploma and my transcripts. I'm guessing I'm on my own for college now."
"I'm always here Rey. Macey is calling me, I need to go get her from work. I'm here if you need me and I hope everything works out. Love you sis."
"Love you too Bran, tell Mace I said hi."
"Will do, bye Rey." the phone went dead. I felt better that I finally had spilled my guts. I trusted my brother more than anyone.
I got out of bed. It was 11:12. I sighed and walked to the door, pulling my black denim vest on over my completely see through lace tank top. Everyone was in bed. I grabbed my key and walked over to the other apartment. I quietly opened the door. Jake and Ella were asleep on the couch, CC on the floor, and Lauren in the recliner asleep. I tip toes by them and walked down to Andy's room. I could hear him singing something. I opened the door and peaked in, he was laying on the bed with a pair of head phones, he had IHis eyes closed, laying in his stomach as he sang along.
"Raise another broken glass to failure, a simple promise of a crimson savior.
Take a look into the life you're leaving. I promise you this isn't pain you're feeling.
Ill carry you, my darkest desire, when life sings to you, through devils choir.
Fear won't steal what burns in you.
Ill carry you away from the fire. My desire, devils choir. "
I tip toed over to his bed and sat on the edge. I put my hands flat on his back and began rubbing little circles on his bare skin. I moved to make my nails scratch along his back. He stopped singing and took a deep breath.
"That feels amazing," he growled. He slipped off the headphones and rolled onto his back. He held his arms out. I layed down beside him, he wrapped his arms around me. "I'm sorry Rey," he whispered into my hair.
"No, I'm sorry Andy. I know it's just a game, I just wasn't...I wasn't ready to do that. At least in front of people. I mean I know we get a bit carried away sometimes, but it was different just going straight at it."
He tightened his arms around me and sighed. "No, don't apologize. It was stupid of me, with everything you've gone through, it was insensitive. I mean I guess I just figured it would be ok, you know seeing what almost happened earlier.."
I turned on my side to look at him. "We both messed up." I leaned over him and kissed his neck. "We are OK?"
"We are wonderful." he whispered. I started to kiss him up his neck and got to his jaw. "Hey Rey,"
"What?" I murmered into his neck.
"I'm just telling you so we don't have another misunderstanding. My friend Juliet Simms is auditioning for the voice, she wants some people there to support her. The producers are thinking of signing her band Automatic Love Letter so the label. She's coming by the studio tomorrow, and she very...friendly."
I froze. "Friendly? Or flirty?"
"It could be misconstrued as either."
"Well as long as she understands that. You. Are. Mine." Isaid the last words between kisses up his jaw. He closed his eyes and groaned as my lips stopped on his sensitive spot on his neck.
he pulls my lips to his and pulls me on top of him. We stay like that for awhile. His fingers trail to the bottom of my shirt and hesitate. I slide my hands down his ribs to his hands and pull his hands up, with the shirt. He pulls it over my head and we continue kissing. He rolls us over to our sides and pulls me closer, taking his lips off mine and moving into my neck. His lips are warm and he slowly closes them on my neck and pulls back, his breath moving over the same spot, the coolness giving me chills. I'm going mad, I pull his face to mine and he opens his mouth and we play around with either others mouths. I feel his hands slide up my exposed stomach and onto my ribs. He pulls back and asks through his gasps for breath, "Is...this OK?" I nod and pull his lips back to mine. I wrap one hand in his hair, the other exploring the contours of his bare back. His hands slowly move forward over my chest. They move back, wrapping around me and going to my back. I felt his hands fumble with the clasp on my back. I giggled, knowing he probably couldn't get it off,, since it was a cross clasp. He laughed into my lips and pulled back. "A little help here?" I pulled his lips back to mine and said "Nope" into his.
Andy kept kissing me for awhile but I guess we fell asleep kissing or something, because I woke up in the mir ing with my forehead resting on his, our arms still wrapped around each others, and our lips only millimeters apart. I pulled in a breath and shifted my legs. Andy opened his eyes, they were so gorgeously blue. "Reya?"
"Hmm?"
"I love you," he whispered as he leaned forward connecting our lips.
My heart practically stopped.
Go till you have no more and then make that the end please dont make a sequel
8/27/15