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Walking Away from The Devil in the Mirror

Back home!

Gemma's POV

Over the past couple of weeks the guys had managed to finish tracking the album and had had a few days of downtime. Days that were spent relaxing in mine and CC's case, this would possibly be his last chance to fully relax before the baby was born. We still don't know if we're having a boy or girl yet, nor have we settled on names, he was being particularly stubborn with wanting a modern name, you know one of those ones that sounds completely made up. I on the other hand wanted something more traditional, a name that would mean our child doesn't get picked on at school because of their name.
We had gone back to Lake Tahoe with Ashley and Isis, mainly because I was worried about her and how Ashley had been treating her. He had become more subtle in his behaviour, knowing that I had my eye on him. I looked out over the hills of Los Angeles coming into view below us, it still felt like a dream that I was actually living here with a man I never thought I'd even meet let alone be having a baby with.
"Hey," said a voice bringing me out of my thoughts, "you ok?" I looked into the pair of brown eyes looking at me and smiled.
"Yeah," I replied, "just in my own little world."
"You seem to like it there lately." CC said, "should I be getting jealous of a fantasy man?"
"Nope." I said, "they just know me there, very well, and the only man I have eyes for is you." I have him a peck on the lips
"And I'm supposed to be the cheeseball," he smirked.
"No," I smiled , "you're still the cheeseball, I just have cute moments." We fell into a comfortable silence as I rested my head on his shoulder, we came into land and soon made our way through the arrivals terminal. Isis and I held back as the two grown children raced towards the escalator and started singing, I looked at Isis who had the same confused look as me.
"Um?" I said pointing at them.
"Yeah I don't know either." She laughed then began singing along to them in a mocking way as she caught up to them.
"Ok I don't know any of you." I laughed waddling fast to keep up, "oi! Wait for the fat penguin!" They looked all looked at me.
"You're not that bad." Said CC, "you still look gorgeous to me."
"Whatever." I sighed.
“Penguins are cute! Waddle waddle…” Isis said as she started walking like one while laughing.
"Just you wait till it's your turn." I grumbled, unimpressed, "I will have free reign to take the piss out of you for waddling."
“Yeah that turn won’t happen anytime soon..” She said still waddling.
"Never if I have my way," mumbled Ashley, "I don't want kids." Isis stopped waddling and glared at him.
“Killjoy..” She mumbled.
"Who says that the child would be yours?" I snapped at Ashley.
“It could be B-..” Isis started.
"Do NOT say his name around me!" Ashley interrupted. She snickered as she knew how to get to him. Which made me worry at times.
"You're gunna get yourself into trouble doing that." I mumbled to her, "I don't want him to hurt you." She just rolled her eyes and shook her head.
“So what are we going to be doing today?” She asked purposely changing the subject, “I wanna go to the beach!”
"Ooo that sounds good." I said, "I haven't been to the seaside in ages." I smiled.
"We live near the beach and you've not been down there yet?" Asked CC, "I would have thought your inner child would have come out for that by now."
"Nope," I replied, "I need a bucket and spade for that."
“A bucket and spade for what??” Isis asked me.
"Sand castles," I replied, "what else, I need to teach you the ways of an English seaside experience. Well with less brown sea water." I put my arm around her shoulder.
“Oh god.” She laughed, “Or you can use that bucket to store the little crabs we find!”
"Now that's something that I haven't done in about 20 years." I laughed, "Hunstanton with my dad was last time I done that. Rock pool fishing, it was pretty around there, well when there wasn't too much rubbish in them."
“Have you ever caught sand crabs before?” she asked.
"Nope, I'm clean thank you very much," I replied, "creepy little buggers, no wonder you like doing it." She laughed.
“I’m not creepy!” She said, “And they’re fun to catch!”
"Yeah you are." Laughed CC. Isis glared at him.
“Soon.” She laughed.
"Hands off." I smirked, "mine!"
"Mine!" Said CC pretending to be a seagull from Finding Nemo, I rolled my eyes as Isis laughed.
"Are you going to do that every time someone says that?" I asked as he nodded.
"Can we actually get out the airport now?" Asked Ashley. We laughed and headed back towards our respective homes to get ready to go to the beach. CC and I were the first ones to Huntington beach so we settled down with laying towels out on the sand and got the bucket and spade out that we had just gone and bought. CC sat there watching me while laughing silently at how childlike I was being. A little while later I heard a familiar engine pull up in the car park not far away, I looked over to see Ashley and Isis getting off Ashley's bike.
"Uh oh," said CC, "here comes trouble."
"You shouldn't talk about your band mate that way." I teased, knowing that he was on about Isis.
“Silence! I keel you!” Isis said doing her Achmed the dead terrorist impersonation, as she got near.
"Well now I know the terrorist group is named after you." I laughed.
“Hell yeah! I can send them after people too!” She laughed.
"Why does that not surprise me." Said CC.
“Because I’m awesome..” She smiled.
"Not again." I face palmed.
“Let’s go swimming!” She said pulling Ashley’s hand.
"Let me get up then." I said, "I really do need to stop getting down here." CC held out his hands to help me up.
"Aww," he said, "I'll help you any day."
"Shut up you sappy sod." I said.
“No bullying!” Isis laughed looking at me.
"It's a term of endearment," I defended, "and he is a sod."
"No I'm not." He laughed, still trying to pull me up, "and you know you can help." He looked at Isis.
“Oh my god..” She grumbled as she walked behind me and helped pull me up, “That wasn't so hard, was it?”
"Note to self: use chairs." I said dusting the sand off me.
"Might be a good idea." Said CC. Isis smiled as she rolled her eyes.
“And now we go swimming!” She said as she ran towards the water.
"Why with all the running?" I asked CC as he grabbed my hand and pulled me as fast as my legs would let me go.
"It's fun." He said.
"Not when you're the size of a house." I grumbled.
"Oh shush. You're not that big." Isis laughed she suddenly stopped running when she was at the edge of the water. She barely touched the cold water with her foot. "Nope. I changed my mind. Too cold, too cold!" I went up behind her and pushed her, she almost lost her balance and glared at me. I watched Ashley sneak up behind Isis and pick her up. She tried to wiggle out of his grip as he started to walk towards the water. When he was knee deep into the water, he let tried to drop her but Isis still hung on to him like a cat trying to stay away from the water.
"Wimp!" I shouted, following them further into the water, "I've dived in colder."
"You dive?" CC asked.
"I used to." I said, "but only ever dived a lake in England in the middle of May, it was freezing." I saw a huge wave come behind Ashley and it knocked over both of them. Isis stood up with her arms crossed and shivering. She then reach for a piece of seaweed what was stuck on her leg.
“Eww seaweed!” She said throwing it towards me.
"Fish shit or no fish shit!" I laughed as I deflected the weed, making it land on CC.
"What?" He asked
"I need to make you watch Jim Davidsons SINderella," I said, "it's part of one of the jokes on there about ordering a Chinese."


Isis POV

I ran back towards our area where we had our stuff to take off my shirt as it started to bother me because of the sand and grabbed a bucket that I saw laid near by. I returned to the shoreline and sat down as I began to dig up the little sand crabs. As I was doing so, I my mind started to go back to how Ashley mentioned he didn’t want kids. I would’ve never thought he would think that way. I know I wouldn’t want any right now, but how he said it hurt me. Just then a thought went into my head.. I somewhat brought up Ben and I just realized I’m not covering myself up. In a way I was proud because I was starting to be a little comfortable with my scars as they were mostly healed now. But at the same time, I have a feeling that Ashley won’t be happy with me and how I know he would deal with me later. At the moment, I didn't care. I can deal with his little tiffs later. I cleared out my thoughts as I absentmindedly began humming Run Free as I let a little crab I caught run in my hands.
"You're brave." Said Gemma coming over to me, "you know he can hear you, and he don't look happy, but I say keep that fight in you, if my past is anything to go by, you'll need it." I thought about what Gemma said as I picked up more crabs. I could hear Gemma now starting to hum the song too, I knew that Ashley would get more and more annoyed with me.
“You won't be alone in the end..” I sang the last words of the song to myself softly, “..you don't have to be afraid.” I smiled to myself.
"No you don't," Gemma winked, "also, Ashley! Isis has crabs!" The last part she shouted really loud. I face palmed.
“I’m going to throw all of these on you!” I threatened as I lifted the bucket.
"No you're not." She smirked, pulling CC in front of her.
“He’s gonna go down with you!” I laughed.
"He's my shield," she laughed, "he’ll protect me!"
"Screw you." He said, "I hate crabs." He pulled away from her leaving her an open target. I laughed as I grabbed a few and threw them on her.
“Now you have crabs!” I said pointing to her while laughing.
"Evil woman!" she said dusting the crabs off herself, CC had turned away by this point, so with the last crab she crept up behind him and gently put it in his head, surprisingly he didn't notice.
“CC you have crabs now. Gemma gave them to you.” I laughed.
"Dammit," said Gemma, "I wanted to see how long it'd take him to notice." CC glared at her as he took the tiny crab off his head and put it back in the water. I grabbed my bucket sand crabs and walked towards the water and released them all
"Run free!!" I shouted as I watched them all burrow into the sand again. I laughed to myself as I thought how pissed Ashley might be by now with me singing and joking about an Asking Alexandria song. Maybe I should stop now as I reminded myself of the first punishment he has given me. I passed the bucket to Gemma as I ran back into deeper water this time with Ashley following.
"What do you think you're doing?" He asked, visibly angry and pulling at my arm.
"Nothing," I said as I pulled my arm out of his vice like grip.
"First you bring him up and now you're singing his songs?" He said, trying not to raise his voice
"What?" I said, "I like the song and the band isn't just Ben! I love their music, I didn't realise that was a crime now, or are you gonna go tell Gemma that too? She's the one that introduced me to their music. Today was supposed to be about having fun and you're the one ruining it this time, leave me alone." He grabbed my arm again and got really close to me, to the point that his nose was almost touching mine.
"You've ruined today," he growled, "you and your inability to do as I've told you. When will you learn or do you need me to show you again?" I pulled away from him.
"No." I murmured, I'd managed to free myself from his grip again, I could already feel a slight bruise forming. I turned to look at CC and Gemma, to see CC facing his back to us and Gemma creeping up behind him with a full bucket of water. I laughed slightly as he squealed as Gemma dumped the water on him. Why couldn't I have that? I looked down letting my mind wander into its own world. I screamed as I notice a jellyfish float near by.
"Ahh! Jellyfish!" I shouted as I ran out of the water again and towards Gemma.
"I shall call him squishy and he shall be my squishy." Said Gemma.
"No! Bad squishy!" I added laughing.
"You two are sad!" CC shouted.
"Says the one who was just saying 'Mine!' Like a seagull earlier!" I said.
"That's one word," he replied, "you two know the whole movie. Off by heart."
"Don't say it like that, it sounds shameful." Replied Gemma
"Okay I'm done swimming." I said laughing, "I'm traumatized and don't want get stung again."
"CC can pee on you," offered Gemma.
"I'm not into golden showers." I laughed, "but thanks for offering your man."
"Wait what?" Said CC. Ashley walked back with red marks on his leg. Apparently he didn't leave the water in time and got stung.
"I thought I gave you a fair warning." I smirked, trying to hold back my laughter.
"Offer still stands." Said Gemma.
"What offer?" asked Ashley
"Getting pissed on by CC." She replied.
"Better take that offer because I'm not doing it." I laughed.
"Me neither," said Gemma holding her hands up, "as much as I'd like to do something horrible right now." She added in a low voice so Ashley couldn't hear.
"I'm good believe it or not," he said, obviously not happy still, "no one is pissing on me." He walked towards our spot and laid down on our towels
"Let's go build sand castles now!" I said grabbing the bucket.
"Yay!" Shouted Gemma, "you'll need to put some water in that first." She added before we got too far away from the sea.
"That'll make the bucket heavy!" I whined.
"The buckets tiny." She said, "it only needs to be half full if that. Man up woman." I turned and walked towards the water to get the water and returned with it half full.
"Right," said Gemma as she sat on the sand, again, "we need to fill the bucket with sand, the water held it stick better, and we need to make a moat around the castle." She grabbed the spade and made a circle slightly bigger than the bucket and dumped the sand in the waters spadeful at a time and mixed it together, she looked like a 5 year old at the beach of the first time, the bucket soon filled up and she patted the top flat and turned the bucket upside down on the flat inside of the circle and pulled the bucket up, apparently it hadn't gone to plan as the sides of the 'castle' fell into the trench around it.
"Your sand is crap." Gemma huffed, "it worked perfectly well in Hunstanton."
"You gotta use the sand that's already damp near the shoreline!" I said as I grabbed the bucket and ran towards the moist sand and scooped some sand inside and walked back to where the castle was supposed to be and flipped the bucket over. When I lifted the bucket, there was a perfectly formed castle.
"Boom!" I laughed.
"Bitch," said Gemma, "would be such a shame if something happened to it." She had an evil smirk on her face and hovered her hand over the sandcastle.
"This would mean war!" I said glaring at her.
"Baby," said Gemma looking at CC, he rolled his eyes, "she's being mean to me."
"Nope," he said, "not gunna work, you started it." Gemma pouted. I grabbed some nearby rocks and started decorating my castle.
"Now go grab some shells!" I told CC.
"Why do I have to go?" He protested, "you two are the children here."
"Well for one I can't get up," said Gemma, "and while you're up can you get me some candy floss? Pink flavour pwetty pwease." She done her best puppy dog eyes.
"No." He said.
"But your baby wants it." She replied, "are you really going to deprive your child of candy floss?" He rolled his eyes
"You mean you're craving it?" He asked already knowing the answer.
"Can't come to the seaside without candy floss." She smiled, "or them huge dummy shaped lolly things. Gotta go full on British tourist when you come to the seaside."
"It's a good thing I love you." He said as he made his way towards the food stands.
"I love having him wrapped around my finger at times like this." She smiled.
"He's whipped." Said Ashley, I had almost forgotten he was here too.
"Nope just in love." I said, hoping he'd take a hint with what I was saying, it had been a while since we'd said that to each other.
"Whipped." He deadpanned. Gemma glared at him.
"I'm gonna whip you.." I mumbled.
"I don't need to know what you two get up to in your spare time." Said Gemma.
"Shh.." I said while laughing.
"Nope" she laughed . I've gotten quiet as I began to think how, it seems like the roles would be reversed.
"Man CC is gonna take too long to get the shells just because of you and your cotton candy." I said getting up while grabbing the bucket, "I'll go get them myself." I walked towards the beach.



Gemma's POV

Once Isis was out of earshot I glared at Ashley.
"I'm not blind." I said.
"What?" He asked, "I know you're not, what are you talking about?"
"You and Isis." I said, "you treat her like shit, were you really expecting no one to notice?" He sat up.
"I'm not," he tried to defend himself, "I'm treating her how I was before, I know you all think that one things not right with me, haven't any of you thought that something was wrong with her?"
"Don't talk shit." I said, Ashley glared at me slightly, thinking I wouldn't notice, "you treat her like she should be ashamed of who she is and what she's been through, yes I agree some of those things were self inflicted and wrong, but you can't blame what Jacob did on Isis, that was all him. The reason I said I'm not blind is that I recognise the signs, and I'm worried about Isis, I have been in an emotionally abusive relationship before, it started off as him not realising what he was doing, but then turned violent. I see the exact same thing happening with you Ashley. You are the last person I would have thought would do this, but then again I don't really know you, not anymore, you're keeping both you and Isis at a distance from me and the rest of the guys. Isis is my best friend, she needs me just as much as I need her, if not more with what she's gone through, what she's going through. I won't let you do to her what my ex done to me."
"Who says you've got any choice?" He spat, "Isis is her own person, you can't tell her what to do."
"I know I can't," I replied, "but you have to let her sort her head out rather than mess it up more, I miss my best friend."
"Who are talking about?" Said CC as he sat down next to me.
"Your girlfriend's butting into my relationship again." Ashley said as he laid back his towel with his arms behind his head.
"For good reason." Replied CC, "we're all worried about Isis, and don't talk to Gemma like dirt." Ashley scoffed as CC turned back to me.
"You ok?" He asked, I nodded in response, and leaned my head against his shoulder, this whole situation was bringing back long buried memories, I didn't want Isis to go through what I did, I need to figure out how to get her away from Ashley. I looked out towards the sea to see Isis making her way back to us.




Isis POV

I walked along the water and collected a few random objects to decorate my castle. As I was walking, I began thinking about how things are definitely different now between Ashley and I. Every time we talk, we end up arguing and we haven't had anything intimate in a while. And now I'm starting to see that it is my fault. When I returned, I've noticed that CC has returned with what Gemma has asked for and they were sitting by each other being all lovey. I look over at Ashley and see him still laying on the towel with his hands behind his head. I sighed as I set my bucket down and walked over to him. I sat next to him waiting to see if he would notice me. He still laid there ignoring me. Then I poked his side and he glared at me.
"What?" He snapped. I sat there playing with my fingers.
"I-I love you." I said nervously.
"I know." He said. I nodded as I began to feel pathetic.
"That's it?" I asked.
"What do you expect me to say?" He asked.
"Don't you love me?" I asked.
"I don't know anymore." He said, "it doesn't help with people butting into our business all the time." He looked towards Gemma and CC. I glared at Gemma.
"I'm sorry." I said, "I don't understand why they won't leave it be. But how could you not know if you don't love me or not?"
"It's because they have to know everything about everyone." He said, "and people change, feelings change." I sighed.
"You're right." I mumbled as I looked out towards the water, "And to think that fans fantasize about dating you.."
"And yet it's you that gets that privilege." He smirked.
"What an honor.." I said sarcastically. "At times like this, it's not so significant."
"You act like it's beneficial for me to be with you too." He said, "it's really not, do you think I like being seen with someone like you? Why do you think I still hang out with people like Kina?" I glared at him.
"You know what? Fuck you!" I said as I stood up and walked off.
"Hey!" I turned to see Gemma waddling to keep up with me, "you ok?"
"I don't know.." I said. "I'm really trying to be patient with him but it gets really hard."
"I could kinda hear what he was saying," she said, "and one question, why are you still with him?" I shrugged.
"Because I would be lost without him." I said.
"You really think that?" She asked skeptically, I nodded, "look, you have more than just that dickhead in your life, you have the whole band, you have me and you have Ben. It's him that's keeping you where he wants you, him that's making you feel like this. If it weren't for him there wouldn't have been that sex tape and the incident with Scarlette wouldn't have happened, and the thing with Jacob would have been a lot less likely, you are so much better off without him. I promise you that, without him you can get licensed here, you can get a job in a decent salon, and do what you've always wanted to do and style the hair of the rich and famous rock stars."
"I don't have Ben anymore.. Also I know it's mostly all his fault. But I feel like if I leave, then everything would be ruined. He keeps me grounded. I've been a little too wild lately and now things are somewhat calm."
"You haven't lost Ben," she replied, "he's worried about you, he's been trying to get into contact with you but he thinks you're ignoring him, and things haven't been calm he's kept you under his thumb right where he can control you. He's grounded you like a child, you need your freedom back, I miss the happy outgoing Isis, he's changed you, but without him you can be who you want."
"I like who I am." I said, "Ben can go fuck himself. He didn't help save me like Ashley did. If he actually cared, he would've been there at my worst. I joke around trying to make Ashley jealous with him, in all honestly I don't care about him. Also Ashley isn't keeping me from anyone I choose to keep myself away from Ben."
"Listen to yourself!" She raised her voice, "he's got you brainwashed! Ben loves you, and I know you love him, even if just as a friend, you're killing him by ignoring him, and it's hurting people around you to see you like this, this is not you! Don't let him get to you! If you keep letting him treat you how he does then you might just loose everyone you care about for good, that I promise you. I've been where you are and lost loads of friends because of it, I want you to see what he's doing to you. He's going to be the death of you, these types of relationships never end well, you'll end up either in hospital, or worse and I can't stand by and watch you go through that." I sighed.
"I'll end things before it gets to that point." I said, "to be honest there's only so much I can take so it might be soon... again. He seriously pissed me off right now."
"End it now then," she said, "you might not have the strength you have now further down the line, what's left of it anyway. You know what they say, what doesn't kill you makes you stronger. But please, for your own sake, don't let it get that far."
"I'll talk with him later." I said ending the convo. We walked towards the pier where they had the rides and vendors at. We walked past a guy who had an acoustic guitar playing Knives and Pens. I look at Gemma and laughed. "Seriously?"
"This is awesome!" She said excitedly and pulled out her phone and sent a text to who I'm assuming was CC. Soon after she got a response. "CC wants to see this guy for himself we gotta wait here!"
"Okay?" I said amused. I walked over to a lemonade stand and bought myself a drink. When I returned, Ashley and CC were talking with the guy who apparently was a fan. I see CC recording it on his phone with Ashley dancing. “How can he do that?” I asked myself, “Act so mean and now play nice as if nothing happened?” They all walked away and caught up with me.
"Oi slow down Missy!" Said Gemma. I stopped and laughed as I watched Gemma waddle again.
“Waddle waddle..” I said.
"Stop laughing bitch." She added.
“Nope.” I said as I started waddling with her.
"Screw you!" She said trying to waddle faster.
"Why are you waddling so much?" asked CC
"Cuz I am'" moaned Gemma glaring at him.
"So what to do now?" asked CC.
“I saw a carnival near by!” I said, “Let’s go there!”
"I can't go on a lot." said Gemma
“But there’s food!” I said laughing.
"I like food." Gemma smiled.
“Alright lets go then.” I said as everyone nodded. We went on our separate ways and met up at the carnival. After we paid our entry, we walked around to look at the rides.
"Ohhh look a Ferris wheel!" Gemma said excitedly, "is it sad that I wanna do the whole cheesy high school romantic film thingy?"
"What thing?" Asked CC.
"You know the couple in the top of the ferris wheel and they kiss thing." She replied, "I've never done that before. But it has to be dark." I laughed.
“Ew gross..” I joked.
"Or at sunset," she pondered, "that would be more romantic." I glanced at Ashley.
"Sick bucket?" Dead panned Ashley.I rolled my eyes.
“Stop being a party pooper.” I told him.
"New nickname," said Gemma, "Buzz Killington."
“I wanna go on the ferris wheel now!” I said looking at Gemma.
"I suppose I can go no more than once," she contemplated, "seeing as it'll probably be one of the few things I can go on. But nope, I want my CC ride."
“Pretty sure that was already done.” I laughed looking at her belly.
"Go away,” she laughed, "and that I can do more than once too." She stuck her tongue out.
“But but.. We have to live up to Gemis!” I said in between laughs.
"Never gunna happen." She laughed, "stop trying to make it a thing."
“It already happened once and you were sober!” I pointed out, “Let it happen again!”
"Let it go!" She sang, "let it go!" I glared at her.
“Now you’re being the party pooper..” I pouted.
“I’ll go with you.” Ashley said. I looked at him surprised.
“Umm okay.” I said confused and worried at the same time. We walked towards the line and it was quiet between us the whole time. We finally got seated and the ride started moving slower than usual.
“I’m sorry.” he said. I looked at him surprised again.
“Wait what?” I asked as I squinted my eyes, “For what exactly?”
“For earlier and what I said,” he replied, "when I'm in a bad mood, like then, I don't really think about what I'm saying."
“I’ve delt with your bad moods before. Lately it's been getting harder for me to deal with it. I don’t know how to anymore.” I said. “I love you, but I don’t know how much I can take with your mood swings.”
"I know and I'm sorry," he said, "but I'm still trying to sort my head out after everything so I'm trying to think with my head rather than, well, rather than the other head." I laughed.
“Yeah because we all know what other troubles lies ahead when that happens.” I smiled.
"Exactly," he said, "I act before I think, and I know now that that needs to change, but it's hard, I've been set in the manwhoring ways for too long, you've been the only girl I can see myself being with, and it scares the shit out of me the amount of times I've nearly lost you."
“I promise you won’t if you try to control your temper.” I said.
"And I am trying to," he said, "but it's gonna take some time." I nodded.
“Sooo…” I started, “Do you still love me?” I asked with cheesy smile.
"No," he said with all seriousness, I looked at him as my face fell, he smiled, "of course I do you dufus." I smiled again.
“Yay!” I laughed as I hugged him. I looked out the side and saw that we were nearly at the top. “Ew this is where it's all going to go down with Gemma and CC. Glad we’re not that cheesy..” We were nearly at the top at this point.
“Or are we?” Ashley grinned as he grabbed my face and kissed me.
“What the fuck?” I groaned, “Gemma is gonna be mad at us now.” I laughed as I looked where Gemma was sitting with CC and saw her flip me off.
"So?" He said, "she's always mad at me." He shrugged.
“Has she said anything to you?” I asked worried.
"A few things," he said, "but we're ok now. All’s good." I nodded as I felt us lower on the ride.
“Well,” I started as I wrapped my arm around him and leaned my head on his shoulder, “I’m happy things are okay between us again.”



Gemma's POV

After the events of earlier in the day, things between Isis and Ashley seemed to go back to normal, well as normal as anything involving Isis can be. The sun was starting to set as CC and I took our turn on the Ferris wheel, I felt him squeeze my hand.
"You ok?" He asked, I nodded as I rested my head against his chest.
"Yeah," I said, "it's just been a long day, although it seems like Ashley has been listening to us finally."
"Yeah I noticed that," he said, "how long do you think that's gunna last?" I shrugged, as we were ushered into a cart.
"I honestly don't know," I said, "but I'm hoping it does last, if not I'm really gunna hurt him."
"You won't be the only one." He said, "I've never seen him like this, it's worrying, but let's not let that ruin our moment." I looked around, and noticed we were getting close to the top, I looked up at him and smiled.
"This is perfect," I said, he just nodded and pulled me up to him and kissed me. This truly was the perfect end to a weird day.


Notes

Here you guys go! We wanted to make sure this chapter got uploaded today since it was inspired by Ashley's and CC's videos from Huntington Beach exactly a year ago!!

Airport song with us far away looking at them funny
https://instagram.com/p/quNzcWObUy/

huntington beach
https://instagram.com/p/q7yZEpObXk/?taken-by=ashleypurdyinc
https://instagram.com/p/q75-q-ubUs/?taken-by=ashleypurdyinc
https://instagram.com/p/q77MVHObW0/?taken-by=ashleypurdyinc
https://instagram.com/p/q771GSubXz/?taken-by=ashleypurdyinc

Enjoy!
-IsisChaos

Comments

@Are You Not Entertained?
I don't mind if they skip it. Besides, there's plenty of drama in and around this story anyway. Lol

IsisChaos IsisChaos
6/8/16

@IsisChaos
lol havin so many notes only perpetuates drama haha plus alotta ppl just click the next chp button instead of going to the summary every time

@FallenAngel26
Awe thank you! I'm trying my best! :)

IsisChaos IsisChaos
6/5/16

Glad to see this story back in my subscription box :) can't wait for the next update.

FallenAngel26 FallenAngel26
6/5/16

@Are You Not Entertained?
The authors note is there to explain the drama between my ex cowriter and I. If you don't care, just skip over and continue reading.

IsisChaos IsisChaos
6/4/16