Walking Away from The Devil in the Mirror

Gemma's thought process: "Oh i'm going to post a public for them onto a website with a bunch of teenagers.. let's see how that goes."

My thought process: "well, my readers deserve to know if going on too. So this is my response to her" *posts previous post explaining the full story to make it fair unlike her posts*

Her response (and I quote): "So now, I'm gunna go through copy and pasting bits from her update and say what happened from my end, as I think it's unfair that she gets her say on the new things she's said about and I don't, which I'm guessing many of you will agree with."

Seriously? Um no. You cannot post a response to a response. Because now you're going to get a response to your response to my response to your post that started everything. Did I confuse anyone yet? Haha I hope I did because the logic in that is just as confusing. Plus she's posting updates in a "story" with no subscribers. How pointless. I didn't even see it until I got nosey yesterday and came across it. With her copying and pasting things, she also took things out of context. So there's that.

So let me first respond to this..
Gemma: "yes i have a boyfriend now, and ave done since october, I dunno why he should be bought into the fact of this falling out, maybe jealousy, I dunno, but I was finally happy, and yes he agrees that it could be jealousy on her part, as i have shown him all the messages and other things which ave been bought to my attention. If anyone is gunna moan about the fact I've shown messages to my boyfriend, ten my reason for this is I want to ave a no holds barred type of relationship with him, and that means no secrets, many a night lately he has sat up with me in tears because of this stress, but that's all I'm saying about him as my private life stays private from now on."

My response: Seriously? Jealous? That's the best you can come up with? I could careless about your relationship with him and I sure as hell don’t care about his opinion since he doesn’t know me. Trust me girl... (Warning; I'm about to sound selfish and self centered .) I have NOTHING to be jealous about when it comes to you other than the fact that you live on your own. I don't have any kids, I don't have anything to constrict me from living my own fun life of going to shows and partying other than work, and I have my life and schooling sorted out already. Also anything you could do, I could do better (writing, hair and makeup) **irrelevant point, but oh well** If anything you've always been jealous of me since day one. So please don't go there.

Anyways, my only point with that being said was, I knew that our time together would be way less than it was currently. Which was the last thing we needed as our friendship was already falling apart from earlier on October. But I knew there was nothing I could do about that. So I suppose in that sense, the only thing to be "jealous" about was the time he got to spend with you.

Moving on, I decided on doing the same format as she did on her post about me. So this is how this will work..
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"A quote from my previous post."

Gemma: -quote from what was her response
Me: "my response to her response"
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"Unfortunately it got to a point where I was the only one being creative with the story and she wasn’t so into the writing anymore and it definitely showed through our writing! That’s why drama and things always happened to my character and not hers (especially during TW&TD). It got to a point where I was the main character and she was just a background character."

Gemma's response: - No, I was tired by this point, and yes I did come up with some ideas, but I don't think my writing showed that, and yes alot of it was Isis' writing and not me but I was editing what she had written.
Mine: you just proven my point. Plus you hardly made any adjustments. I edited most of what you wrote. And by the way you typed this and your other comments, I’m pretty sure that everyone could see why I was editing more than you.
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"Aside from the story, our real lives were fun from my end! I went to shows, I recorded shows, I went to meet and greets and got a couple of videos of Asking Alexandria and CC saying hi to Gemma. I even sent her a “Mexican American” care package with all of these really cute things, candies and snacks that I loved just because she was curious what it tasted like! I really cared for her and I’d like to think that she felt the same for me at that time."

Gemma: - Yes I did, and you're forgetting the signed poster I got you when I met Asking (minus Danny), and the video shout out that I asked Ben to do for you.
Mine: Yeah after I was the one who gave you gifts and videos (6 total) first. Good job.
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" I hoped she felt the same and could come to me whenever she needed an ear. (Now that I think about it, I don't think she did vent to me other than her troubles with her kid)."

Gemma: - I shared alot with her, I have had alot of stress in my life lately, especially with an ex boyfriend, yeah Isis, remember him?
Me: that ex boyfriend wasn't a "recent trouble" topic unless you're talking about your sons dad. Good try.
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"But anyways, recently in October we had a small fall out because I was bothered by the fact that she didn't care to talk to me at all. Not even a “hey! I hope you're doing well!” Or even check in for a small convo. "

Gemma: - it's called being busy studying law, massive workload compared to the previous years, I barely have time to myself atm.
Me: I don't even care to have a whole massive text from you. Like I said. Just something short and sweet would've been nice.
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" I got upset at the end of the night and made a post saying “of all the amazing messages I've received, none was from someone who I thought was a true friend. I'm starting to see that our friendship is really one sided now.” I woke up to a post from her saying “it’s too early or this shit” or something like that. So I unfriended her. "

Gemma: - I didnt hear about Courtney's death until after I saw that status, I went to co comment and ask what had happened but she'd already unfriended me, in the space of time tat it took me to go onto her profile after it saying I wans't able to comment on it, and the its too early for this shit status didnt happen, I don't swear on my fb because I have family on there and I don't swear in front of my parents, I may have put something along the lines of that but I can't remember as I was having a bad day with my son, he had tantrummed from stupid o'clock till his dad came and got him the next day, so forgive me if I was already too stressed out. As any parent will know (or those of you with very young siblings), young kids at christmas = very much a handful with being extremely impatient
Me: Yes but YOU STILL HAD MY PHONE NUMBER and could've SENT ME A TEXT. Or you could've messaged me on FB, or DM me on Instagram or Twitter because I didn't block you there FOR A REASON. That was a test. But clearly, you failed. So I still say if you would've somehow contacted me, this wouldn't have been as big of an issue.
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"Instead of that she went on and on making me feel like I was a nuisance to her and an inconvenience because how she had to reprioritize her life because she somehow made it revolve around me."

Gemma: - she made me feel guilty for doing other stuff all the time, like why should I not have a life? She may not think she did, but honestly that's how it felt to me, why should I apologise for getting on with my life? and doing something with my life, and actually getting my head down and working towards my future? The happiness of my family come first, I've had to apologise for being who I am all trough my life, I think it's about time that changed.
Me: because no matter the issue, you always make it about yourself. You're the same way when it came to making people feel guilty! You're only proving the point of being self centered by showing it in your responses. We all have problems. It's up to you to allow that to keep it from staying in touch with your friends.
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"So after her and I spoke in January, I made the announcement of continuing on with the story. It only made sense because I was the only one who cared for it anyway"

Gemma: - I care about the story , which is why this as made me so pissed off about it all, like I said earlier a quick message to ask if she could carry on with the story would have been polite. Which is why I kicked off, because I politely asked her to remove my work and she refused, quite rudely I might add, I can screenshot the messages for that if you want to see them.
Me: Clearly you care more about this rather than fixing our issues. K. Go ahead and post screenshots. It's literally the same thing that I've been telling you in the messages here, in your forum and your post. So it's nothing new.
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"She also said that she has blocked me on all social media as if I would be the one pestering her? Yeah no. Clearly I should've done it first because the only one pestering anyone is her. She messaged me through my other social medias and still carried on to here where she knew I wouldn't be able to block her."

Gemma: - Yes I've blocked her on everything because of this, not before, like she was trying to make out here, as I don't want anything to do with er anymore if she can't respect my opinions on the matter, as she blocked me on facebook after I messaged her about why she didnt ask me for my permission to carry on, rather than actually waiting for me to reply to the message, so I came and messaged her on here, privately because I knew she can't block me on here and she started having a go at me for it, so yeah take from that what you will.
Me: Again, you misunderstood my point. I could careless if you blocked me anywhere because I would've done the same to you eventually.
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So yeah. She can ahead and send her little spies, and creep on me all she'd like. There’s nothing for me to hide. But this is for sure my final post on this matter. Considering that I’m literally just repeating myself.That's how it is with her and everything constantly goes in full circles. It’s annoying and I have no time for this. She can ahead and copy me some more by adding the “bye felicia” at the end of her post, but it only shows her creativity when it comes to making an exit. Sooo how about this..
Toodaloooo~! Be gone. Shoo fly, don't bother me.

Haha time to continue the story! Sorry to my subscribers for holding up on you guys! <3

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