Beautiful Remains

Destiny's POV
I didn't know what to say anymore. I dont love Blake! I never have.... But I remember the past year and all he's done for me... He's helped the band so much and he's helped me, all the nights he stayed awake so I could feel safe, because Andy couldn't be there... I dont want to disapoint him.... Or Andy.
"Destiny? Just Answer me!"
"N-no Blake I can't. I dont love you!"
I heard a growl and suddenly the line went dead.
"Are you okay?" I heard the familiar deep soothing voice behind me.
"Yeah... He just...." I look down, anxious
I felt warm arms wrap around me.
"Andy I'm okay...." He turned me around and looked at my face, "If he hurts you I'll kill him." He then pulls me close to him, my head resting on his chest, hearing is soft heartbeat. "Andy it's ok," I laughed, I am ok. Just a little shaken that's all. "Emily's ok too, the bruise will disappear after I think a week or two. Just hide it with make up." I sighed and pulled him closer to me. I heard camera clicks.
"Oh shit Andy they aren't supposed to see my fucking face!" I remember I didn't have my mask on, I whispered quietly so they didn't hear me. "It's ok they cant recognise you, to them you're just some random." I watched Andy flip them off and say a few choice words to them. After a few pictures they went away.
"I think you're going to get used to that...."

"Why?"

"Am I allowed to kiss you?"

"Ok.."

3 Months later.

Emily's POV
"I miss you..."
I'm on the phone to CC, Im listening to his soft voice, it's 3 in the morning, and everyone's asleep, so I keep my voice low too...
"I know I miss you too...." It was hopeless, we haven't seen each other in what seems like forever, the tour has been amazing but it's been brutal on everyone. Avril's been quieter, which is good. HAHAHA WHO AM I KIDDING ITS AMAZING FUCK I HATE THAT BITCH :D .
"I can't see you for another 5 months..."

"I know Doll Face but we can keep calling each other ok? "
"Ok..." I cringe at his nickname for me, I hear him laugh as he anticipated my reaction. I didn't feel like rejecting it right now... I feel like I'm homesick. "Babe I...."
We weren't going out, at all we havent even fucked. Which is making me crave him more and more.
CC's POV
"Babe I...." Doubt tainted her soft voice.
"I have to go ok? I'll call you tomorrow, I promise...."
I heard her sigh. "Bye.."

"Bye..."
I literally cannot wait until I see her. She still thinks it's 5 months..... She's seeing me tomorrow.... I could feel myself giggle out of excitement and anticipation. The bus is on the road already and I feel so close to her....
Emily's POV

It's been so fucking hard lately. I haven't had any sleep. I just need my mom. I need her to hug me and tell me that everything's ok and I need her to braid my hair and help me go shopping and say "I love you" Every day. I just need someone right now. I can feel myself starting to shake and the burning tears I've felt every night for the past 3 months. It's all my fault you could've helped her Emily! Suddenly everything shut off, all I could see was her. And him. He is evil. I HATE him. I could feel myself scream through my teeth. I could feel the numb coming back. Like a wave really, there was no other way to do it, I wanted it to go away so I kept screaming. I wrapped my arms around myself and clawed at my shoulders, leaving them bleeding and raw. I kept screaming through my teeth. I just want to kill them all. Everyone. I'll paint the whole world fucking red and I will sit there and look like the little girl who wasn't right. It'll teach them all a lesson. But for now. I'll keep screaming the numb away. I clenched my jaw as hard as I could and clawed away.
"E-Emily..."

I looked up and saw Harm. She looked so scared and she looked at my shoulders.
"H- What are you doing awake!?"
"I-I heard you screaming!!"
I suddenly felt horrible. I pushed all my demons down into my stomach and replied softly, I couldn't control my tears though.
"I'm fine. Go back to sleep please."
She basically ran towards me and hugged me. As she pulled back I noticed the blood on her arm. "You were already awake weren't you." She nodded and wiped off the blood with her sleeve and she sat next to me.
I lost it. I hugged her tight and refused to let go. "Harm I just can't beleive mom left me. He killed her why would someone do such a thing!?" I felt her become umfomfertable and I let go.
"E-Emily. Some people just kill because they need to ok?"
"Wh-what."
"They need that rush of adreniline to feel something. They need to release their emotions or theyre just scared."
"How do you know this"
"I've killed 7 people."

She must be joking. No she can't be. Who would joke about such a thing?

"You'll never look at me the same way ever again Emi. I know you won't. "
She was so little..... So naive to the world... So... So... innocent...
"Yeah... I never will."
"No one can know ok?" She sounded so... serious and so grown up. Shes fucking 16 for god sakes.
"Why did you kill them?"

"I hated them. They were a burden to this world and I fixed that. They hurt me. They still do. I see them every day now." She pulled up her sleeve and I saw cuts and scratches and a lot of blood.

"My daddy killed too."
I looked up at Harm and gave a grim smile.

"Mine did too."
"One day will you kill him?"

"Yeah. One day."

"Yeah."

"cmon Harm lets wash off this blood."
"Ok Emily."

"I love you."

"I love you too."