Castle in the Air


“When I was young I used to love hiding down here.” I stared at the night sky from the window.

Jinxx was standing next to me. His arm was round my shoulders, securing me to his side. I shifted nervously and glanced up at him. Our eyes met and I smiled. I couldn’t bring myself to feel sad. I wanted to be happy.

I stood on my tip-toes and kissed his cheek gently. My face was still only inches from his and he leaned down, pressing his lips to mine. The kiss was different from all the other kisses we shared tonight. He nipped my lower lip and I parted my lips, allowing him to deepen the kiss.

My shaking hands touched his shoulders and I whimpered when his hands sought out my hips, gently pressing my body closer. We stayed like that for what felt like ages until I pulled back, feeling the need to breath.

I followed when he walked over to the bed. I thought he might kiss me again, but his lips caressed my neck and I gasped when he bit down. My body instinctively arched towards him and I heard him hum in approval.

Those sinful lips trailed down and traced the shape of my dress, whilst those hands rubbed my hips, pressing me closer.

Our lips met again and I pulled back quickly when I felt the zipper of my dress being lowered. I gripped the front of my dress to stop it falling forward. Jinxx leaned forward and I sighed as he kissed up to my ear, biting the lobe. His breath was warm on the shell of my ear.

“I want you.” His voice was husky and a shiver raced down my spine.

“I’m yours.” I breathed.

This time I allowed the dress to drop. My top half was bare apart from my strapless bra. I jumped when I felt his cold hands on my hips and my eyes met his.

“Your hands are always cold,” I mumbled, feeling more nervous by the minute.

“You’ll just have to warm me up, babe.” He murmured, pulling me closer.

I laid down on the bed and watched as he slid off his jacket, next came the waistcoat and finally the black shirt. He leaned over me and I found myself tracing the tattoos on his arms.

Our lips met again, but only for a second as he pressed kisses down my chin and over my bust. He was barely touching me. I arched slightly, encouraging him. He pulled back, smirking at me.

“Someone’s eager.” His hand lid up my back and I felt my bra loosen.

It was pulled away and I moaned when his lips found one of my nipples, encasing it and sucking it. My body responded by arching, pressing closer. One of Jinxx’s hands found my other nipple and pinched it.

My head was reeling and I cried out when he circled the nipple with his tongue. He pulled back, but continued to toy with my breasts.

“You are such a bad girl.” His tone was playful. It sent waves of pleasure down my body. He stopped the torturous movements when I didn’t answer.

“Ah-Jinxx, please.” I whined, sounding desperate.

He smirked and lowered his head, capturing a nipple between his teeth. The gasp of pain turned into a moan as he traced his tongue over the hardened bud. My breathing was coming out in short gasps and my body was acting on its own.

I almost regretted telling him to just be himself, especially when he was the way he was, but I reasoned that I had fallen for him and never wanted him to change. I tried to push all the sadness from my mind and just focus on him.

Jinxx pulled back and I watched him nervously. I allowed him to remove the rest of my dress and it ended up on the chair across the way with his clothes. I took a shuddering breath when he stood and removed his suit trousers.

Our bodies reconnected as he climbed back on the bed, gripping my hands above my head, effectively pinning me to the bed and kissing me roughly. That lasted a few minutes until he pulled away and sat up, gripping my lacy, blue boy shorts.

I knew what was going to happen. I lifted my hips and allowed the last of my clothing to be removed. The feeling of being vulnerable was terrifying. I tried to decipher what Jinxx was thinking as he watched me.

My body was all curves. My bust was big, but so was my tummy. My legs were short, but round too. I was like a dumpling in human form. The sense of vulnerability didn’t last long though. I gasped when I felt his fingers brush my core.

It was an area no one had touched before, not even myself and I blushed at that. He leaned forward, but continued to gently touch the outer lips. A sharp gasp escaped my lips when he thrust his finger inside me. It felt sore, but not completely awful.

His finger arched in a ‘come hither’ motion and a shot of pleasure coursed through me. He did it again and again. My body arched and pressed own onto the finger, begging for more. He added a second finger, making me moan louder this time.

Our lips met briefly and his lips ghosted down, lapping at my breasts. Pleasure was hitting me in waves and I couldn’t form a coherent thought.

“Moan for me, baby. Say my name.” Jinxx growled in my ear.

“J-jinxx, I-“ The wave of pleasure was taking over, but stopped before it hit.

Jinxx had removed his fingers and I watched with nervous apprehension as he lowered his body and I squeaked when his breath fanned over my sex. Was he going to kiss me there? I was suddenly very nervous again.

I barely had time to think when his lips closed over something in that area. Whatever it was had me crying out. His tongue lapped at it then travelled down and continued doing what his fingers had been doing.

I cried out over and over and the waves of pleasure started again. My body was climbing towards something and I wanted to get there. I was very disappointed when he pulled back, smirking at my look of annoyance.

Although it did give me some time for clarity. I realised he had been pleasuring me and I hadn’t done anything for him. I sat up as though to correct that, but was stopped.

“I want to do stuff to you.” I had no idea what I was going to do.

“Tonight is all about you.” He pressed me back down and kissed my forehead.

I watched him remove his boxers. The last article of clothing was gone and my eyes trailed downwards and widened.

Having only ever seen a man’s penis in science books I had no idea what to think. My lips parted, but my mouth was dry. The only thing I could think of was that I didn’t think it would fit.

“It won’t fit.” I panicked.

As though to prove a point he pressed closer. The tip slid in and I met his blue eyes. The playful look had gone. His blue eyes were like endless pools and I smiled.

“It will fit, but this will hurt a little,” He inched in a bit more. “I promise this will be the only time I ever hurt you.”

I knew he’d be gone after tonight and that would hurt, but the words were sweet and I smiled again, nodding for him to continue.

I felt it slide in further and the stinging pain made me whimper. It wasn’t unbearable though and I gasped when I felt that he was all the way in. Our eyes met and I realised I had never felt so happy.

We waited for a couple of minutes. I shifted my hips and Jinxx started to move. He rolled his hips gently and the pain started to subside. I lifted my hips to meet him and moved tentatively with him.

Pleasure blurred the pain and I moaned softly. Our lips met briefly. I pulled back to cry out when I felt him brush something inside me.

Those familiar waves of pleasure were rising again and it felt like they were getting stronger.

“I can feel something.” I gasped out.

With those words, Jinxx slammed into me harder, hitting that same spot each time. My back arched and with one last moan I let the waves of pleasure crash through me. I felt like I was floating. My hips continued to move in time with his until he reached his peak too.

We lay there, breathing heavily. I let out a sob and the tears flowed freely. Jinxx pulled back. His hand clasped my face and I cried harder when he brushed my tears away.

“I don’t want you to leave. Please stay, even if it’s only till morning.” I sobbed.

“I’m putting you in so much danger though. I can’t allow you to be in danger.” He replied, brushing a hand through his hair. He moved to get off the bed.

That pretty much broke me and I cried harder, breathing heavily with each sob. Stupid, stupid. Why didn’t he understand?

“Why don’t you understand?” I pressed my palms to my face.

“Ellie, it’s not a matter of understanding. I’m dangerous and you deserve someone that’s not me.” He sounded annoyed now.

“I don’t want someone else. I want you,” I removed my hands and decided to be completely honest. “I love you.”

Everything seemed to freeze. His blue eyes were wide and he seemed to be in shock. I waited for him to say it back. That was the problem. He didn’t love me the way I loved him.

“I get it. You don’t love me, but please tell me you don’t. I need to know the truth. I don’t want to be a toy. I love you.” I choked out.

“Ellie,” His voice made me look at him. “I love you too. I’m just a little shocked that you said it. I’ve been waiting over 100 years for someone to say it.”

The sound of an explosion made us both look round. What the heck was that?

“We need to go back. The spell has been broken.” He stood and started to dress.

“So you’re still leaving?” I started to dress too. He paused once he had his trousers on and walked towards me, gripping my chin.

“I am, but you’re coming with me.” His lips met mine.

I smiled and continued to dress. Outside the cottage I could hear people screaming and the explosions were even louder.

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