Don't Be Scared I've Got You...

-Andy's POV-- 5 weeks later-
*phone rings*
"Hey Andy it's CC"
"Hey what's up?"
"We are having band practice again at my place" said CC.
"Alright cool what time" I replied
"4:00" he replied
"Okay I'll see you soon" I said hanging up.
Yeah.
I decided to agree on the whole band idea. I had to do something to get Jess off my mind.
Me and Juliet had an argument and it ended with her not helping me and that Jess was going to die.
It tore me apart.
I got back into drinking and cutting, but the guys got me out of that state.
They all told me to let her go.
I guess it's for the best,
Ash said that I could get back In touch later,
Part of me is over her but deep inside I am missing her so much.
I am still depressed without Jess but the band is keeping me sane.
Oh before I forget. We are known as the Black Veil Brides. E are a team and want to show people what real music is all about.
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I arrived at CCs house.
"Hey man!" Said CC.
"Hey what's up" I said sitting down at the table.
Everyone was sitting at the dining table. Everyone had notepads.
"Ok Andy, we have decided since we have been singing covers for a while now, maybe we should start making our own music."
Said Jake
"Ok" I smiled
"We'll have you guys got any lyric ideas" asked jinxx
"Well me and Jess we had a song, we played it in acoustic at school, it was called Knives and Pens" I said getting a little emotional
"Cool do you have the lyrics now?" Said CC
"I have them here" I said opening my wallet.
"I have kept them with me ever since we made up the song" I said handing them a piece of paper.
"Ok I can work with this" said jinxx
"Ok" I said
Jinxx has been the one who has put a twist onto the songs that we cover so the songs don't sound the same, he is really clever.
"Thankyou jinxx" I smiled
I got a little emotional when handing him the paper, tears had formed but I didn't let them fall, I could tell Ashley recognised.
We hang out for w while, singing songs and having a good time.
It was time to head home.
I left CCs
"Hey Andy!!!" Someone yelled
I turned round it was Ashley
"Listen, Jessie would be proud, she would have wanted her song to be passed on" he said putting his hand in my shoulder.
"I know, it's just a little hard to let go" he said whipping a couple tears.
"I know how it feels man, you know I'm here for you, if you feel sad or alone just call and we can hang out" he smiled
"Why are you doing this for me" I questioned
"Cause we are best friends of course!!" He smiled
"Really!!?" I smiled
"Hell yeah!!" He smiled
"Wow, thanks" I smiled
"It's all good man" he replied patting my back walking off.
Oh Jess if only I could tell you what's happened

Notes

Sorry just a filler.
do t give your hopes up on Jess,
she is a strong girl,
everthing will make sense I pr