Don't Be Scared I've Got You...

-Andy's POV-"Andy!!!! breakfast!!!" Yelled Juliet waking me up.
I forced myself out of bed.
I walked downstairs to see Juliet in only her bra and underwear.
I turned round
"Whoah for crying out loud get some clothes on woman!" I yelled
"Sorry Andy it's just really hot out today" she said grinning handing me a plate of pancakes.
"Where are your clothes" I asked
"They got a little wet" she smiled
What????
I handed her some of my clothes and she put them on.
"I'll give you them back tomorrow" she smiled
"Fine" I said eating my pancakes. They didn't taste like Jessie's pancakes. But they will do.
"So I was thinking if you wanted to go to the park today" she smiled
"If you want" I simply said
"I'm sorry about yesterday" she added
"Yeah well you cut me deep" I sighed
"I can see you did that yourself" she said looking at my arm that was covered in a bloody bandage.
"Listen Juliet. Can we just not talk about this. It's killing me. And my Jess in hospital-" she cut me off
"Listen Andy, you do realise what happens after people get out the coma right?" She giggled
"What?" I asked
"They forget, almost everything, they only remember brief memories," she said
"B..but they will remember again right?" I stuttered
"Depends, depends if anything she does when she wakes up such as a song or a image or someone reminds her of her past life. You know her life before the accident" she said cleaning up.
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I have been thinking deep thoughts all day after what Juliet said.
What if she doesn't remember me.
"Okay we are here" said Juliet parking the car at the park.
I hopped out the car and sat down on the grass watching people walking their dogs walk by.
It was silent but I didn't care, I can't be bothered talking to her. Turns out ever since Jess left I have lacked motivation to do anything.
Juliet then began leaving in for a kiss. I obviously moved away making her face plat the ground. Making me giggle
I shot up and ran away.
I gladly had my phone with me and I decided to phone Ashley.
"Hey ash, can we hang out somewhere away from my place I have news" I said into my phone.
"Well how bout my place I'll pick you up where are you" he replied
"Just outside the old park next to mayfield park" I replied
"Alright I'll be there in five" he said hanging up.
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Ashley pulled up and I got in.
"Thanks man I owe you one" I smiled
"No problem is it ok if we stop and grab some food, I'm starving" he smiled
"Of course" I replied
He came back with four pizza boxes and a bag full of food.
"Damn" I said
"I'm hungry don't judge" he giggled.
"I bought you some" he then said breaking the silence
"Well here then" I said handing him some money.
"Nah it's cool man, you can get the pizza next time and that makes us even" he smiled
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We ate at his place.
"So what were you wanna talk about?" He asked
"Well Juliet" I said taking a drink
"Oh let me guess, she is hitting on you" he scoffed
"Wait, you know?" I asked confused
"Dude! When she was my therapist she tried to make out with me. She has been doing it to everyone!" He replied
"What's her deal, she knows I love Jess and only Jess, it's pissing me off" I replied
"I wouldn't fall for her, she will use you for one thing only" he warned
"I would never" I replied
"So what about that band CC is talking about?" He added
"I dunno ash, it's been my dream for a long time but I feel selfish, me living the dream while Jess still stuck in that hospital." I sighed
"Andy, Jess would have wanted you to live your dream. It would make her feel bad about herself knowing that she was the reason you didn't take this opportunity" replied Ashley.
"Fine, but can't I wait a while, I need to get stable before I make this decision" I replied
"Yeah your right" said Ashley.
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I got home about 11pm. I took a shower and got into bed.
An hour later I realised I couldn't sleep. I began to cry, the pain in my heart knowing that Jess is still in that hospital is killing me.
I got out of bed and quickly ran to jess's house.
I grabbed her oversized shirt and headed back home.
I got back into bed and sniffed the shirt. It smelled of Jess.
It calmed me and eventually fell asleep.
I love you princess, get well soon...

Notes

Urrrggg I'm so tired. Today has been stressful. But hey I've been clean for a couple of days which is good,
i guess, let's hope it stays that way,
stay strong guys,
xxx