Don't Be Scared I've Got You...

- Andy's POV-it has been 4 hours since Jessie left. It's 9:30pm and I regretted everything I said. My god I don't know what to do or think. I'm so lost. I truly love her but if I stay she will just get hurt more but I feel like I've hurt her by saying those things before...
I'll take a shower and I might go see her later to sort things out even though it's late I don't think I'd sleep thinking about what I have done...
-Jessie's POv-
--warning self injury involved--
I walked to the bathroom blinded by my own sadness. T took out a blade from my shaving razor. I looked at my wrist and began to put the blade in contact with my skin. I took a deep breath as I felt the cold piece of metal touch my soft skin...
I slid the blade across watching the blood drip into the sink. I did it once more....then one more time for luck...then again.
..I couldn't stop...
I did it till I couldn't no longer. I couldn't see right. I felt light headed falling back and dropping the blade. I got out the bathroom and headed to my phone which was on the other side of my bedroom. As I went to pick up my bag my legs collapsed my heart was slow and my eye sight was fuzzy..
"I'm sorry Andy..." I cried silently lying on my bedroom floor hidden behind my double bed...
-Andy's POV-
I got out the shower and put some clothes on and brushed my hair. I walked out of the house and headed for Jessie's.
I knocked on the door...no answer...
I knocked again...no answer..
"Jessie!!!" I shouted from outside.
"I know your in there open up!!," I shouted
Fine if she wants to be like that I'll just have to jump in from the back window as it was open.
I jumped in and saw that the downstairs was untouched and cold. There was no life in this house at all it was silent.
I was about to leave but I wanted to check upstairs first.
I walked into the bathroom to see a razor with blood in the sink.
"No...." I said to myself. I heard my heart beat in my ears.. My hands were shaking and I had a cold sweat that dripped down the back of my neck.
"Jessie!!!!! Speak to me baby where are you!!!" I yelled running around looking for her.
I came to her bedroom and I saw her feet from behind her bed. I when I ran to go look my worst nightmare had came true...
She lay there face pale with tears rolling down her face.
She was shaking uncontrollably from the amount of blood she was loosing. There was about 15 cuts on each arm. There was blood all over the floor and her shirt.
I began to cry uncontrollably. I fell to my knees and crawled up to her taking off my jumper and wrapping it round her arms to try stop the bleeding.
"I'm sorry" she squeaked as her eyes became heavy.
"No...no....no....keep your eyes on me darling you promise me you won't leave I'm right here don't you leave me princess" I said phone to my ear as I am calling for a ambulance.
"Andy....I love you" she whispered as her eyes slowly closing.
"NOOOOOOOOOOOOO JESSSSSIEEEE!!!!!" I screamed as I looked up at the ceiling in despair. I heard the ambulance sirens outside. They took up into the van and drove us to hospital.
They put her on a heart rate monitor and we saw her pulse beep. It was faint. But she was alive. Just....
They took her into the operating room as soon as possible to stitch the wounds. I sat outside crying on the floor with my knees to my face.
After about an hour they let me in to go see her. The nurses said that this was classed as attempted suicide and will be on her health records. She was asleep on the side of the bed. She was at peace. Like non of this ever happened. Just some bandages on her arms with cuts that will soon turn into scars but the room was so calm. I will never take back what I just saw. I will remember it for the rest of my life and its people like Jessie who need to be loved and cared for just society never sees it...
She awoke and smiled at me. I of course smiled back. Shethen looked at her arms and began to cry. Hands over her face.
"I'm so sorry" she whispered.
"Hey....hey....it's not your fault Im sorry ok princess I'm am really sorry actually" I began to cry myself as we hugged each other.
"I let them win didn't I" she said face to my chest.
"What do you mean" I said cupping my hands round her face.
"They told me to go do it and then I lost it all"
" hey you see this" I said lifting her wrist giving it a kiss.
"That's why there is people like me in this world...we stitch these wounds" I said kissing her lips.
"The doctors said another hour of rest and you'll be free to go wanna buy crisps and popcorn and watch a movie or something at my place you can stay over if you want" I said kissing her forehead.
She grinned "can I get one of Andy's famous ice cream sandwich!!!" She shouted.
"Of course any thing for my princess!!!" I giggled.
She laughed loudly causing the nurse to come in. She wouldn't stop laughing. And that laugh was what got me through every single day and I was glad to hear it again...

Notes

Sorry if you thought it was a big gory...