**read a/n at end of chapter - very important**

Nikki's POV:

The day dragged on.

After Andy basically blew up at me, we had a little of falling out, and haven't really contacted one another since it happened. After our phone call on Friday, Alex and I stayed up late watching random comedy movies that did nothing to bring up our melancholic moods, but we still both managed to fake laugh at the jokes.

Now it was Monday, my least favourite day of the week and I was missing Andy more then ever. I wish we never argued and got into a fight. It was bad enough that we lived miles a part, now we had to add an argument to that?

I just wanted to see him, so that i could apologize for snapping at him and hanging up on him so harshly. I understood completely where he was coming from, especially since Alex did actually kiss me. Which reminds me, I should probably tell Andy what happened: wouldn't want him to find out later and cause all sorts of problems.

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As I sat in my last period class for the day, I began to think of how , when we were dating back when I was in my sophomore year, he would skip class to whisk me away to his house or car so we could be alone. I missed that, when things were so much simpler.

Thinking about him back then, I realized suddenly that I didn't want for us to end. Sure we had our ups and downs like every couple, but i also loved him, so so much. And that was worth something. I needed him in my life almost as I as I needed Netflix (which was a lot), s I would do anything within my power and then some to keep him.

As the final bell rung, signalling the students that the torturous school day had ended, I hastily made my way to my locker, wanting dart home and Skype my lovely boyfriend who was miles away from me. I was unfortunately stopped on my way out by my ex-crush, Adam.

Adam was a cute guy, with honey coloured hair style up into a quiff with a large portion of gel I'm sure. He had a friendly smile and a muscled body but he just wasn't Andy. At on point i thought he like me, but that quickly changed when Andy suddenly re-entered my life, making it both chaotic and complete.

"Hey Nikki," he grinned, towering over my easily, but not quite as tall as my boyfriend.

I shifted uneasily on my feet, anxious to leave these confining walls, "hi Adam. Um, I actually have to go home right now, my Mom needs me or something," I mumble, looking anywhere but his eyes.

His forehead creases as he frowns, "I thought you said your parents were out of town?"

I bite my lip to stifle a curse, "yeah, they are. My mom needs me to check something. I'll text you later," I call, backing away and not even giving him a chance to say anything else.

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"Hi," I whisper, my hair cascading down, hiding half of my face.

Andy smiles softly, "hi. I missed you."

I exhale loudly, relieved that we're past this anger, "I did too, so much. i am so sorry, I shouldn't of had Alex over, you were right. He kissed me." I feel my shoulders sag as it comes out of my mouth; I didn't know how stressful that secret was until it was out.

He sucks in a audibly sharp breath, his features appearing tense and stiff, "he what!?"

"He kissed me," I mumble, "but it wasn't real or anything. He was just hurting over his break up and I guess I was there... But I'm sorry sweetie, so sorry. Please forgive me?"

His hard expression softens noticeably and h nods, "I could never stay mad at you. I love you too much."

I giggle a little bit, "I love you too."

An easy silence veils us before Andy speaks up, a lazy grin over his kissable lips, "did you say I was right?"

I groan dramatically, "I was hoping you'd missed that part. But no, I will never say that ever again for as long as we both shall live."

He raises an eyebrow smugly, "I think you just wrote your wedding vows," he tease and I flush.

"Do you have yours already?" I ask, glancing down at my knotted fingers.

"Nope, but all I'd have to do is look at your beautiful face and I'd just start talking , hell I could use one of my songs!" He exclaims, suddenly excited by the idea.

I roll my eyes, "sorry to burst your bubble, babe, but you actually need a ring before you propose to me. And before you say it, no I will not accept a DVD copy of Lord of the Rings."

He laughs at my statement and we just continue on bantering back and forth well into the night, enjoying each other's company.

Notes

Hello everyone,

It is quite upsetting that rumours of this entire site shutting down are in the midst. I am saying they are rumours because I am not sure how true they are for several reasons:

1. The Black Veil Brides Fanfiction website is owned by a different person / company than those that are shutting down
2. From what I have heard so far, only the Motionless in White & Sleeping with Sirens sites are gone. Potentially the Bring Me the Horizon & Pierce the Veil site are the only ones threatened from what I know.
3. I believe that our website (Black Veil brides Fanfiction) is way more popular so therefore may not get taken down
4. Our administrator apparently still does maintenance on the site so therefore could renew it if worst comes to worse.

However, I still advise you guys to save a copy of your stories if you have any and think of alternatives and so on.

I love you guys so much, and I hope nothing happens to the site! :)