Its just a kiss

Alex’s p/o/v

I sat here back against the wall knees to my chest letting silent tears stream down my face. My stomach is growling as I sit here with a pounding in my head.

“Stand up!” Bellowed Tom. I painfully stood up, back against the wall for balance, “What am I going to do with you?” He maniacally chuckled. I kept my head down low so I wouldn’t have to face the monster I’ve been with for the past 4 years. He roughly grabbed me by my neck lifting me off my feet slightly. I was gasping for breath but he threw me down on the cold wood floor. I coughed slightly regaining my breath already feeling the blood rush to my neck and a new bruise forming. Tome just laughed and spoke again, “I’ll be back later don’t go anywhere,” he started to walk out the room, “oh wait, where would you go?” He locked the door to the room I was in and after I knew he was gone, by hearing his drive off, I stood still letting tears go. ‘I must get out of here!’ I thought to myself going to the now smashed armoire. I picked up a piece that was actually pretty heavy. I used all my strength (which wasn't a lot) and threw it at the old door. My face lite up when there was a small dent. I repeated that process until there was a hole I could just about fit my hand threw. I then punched the hole creating a bigger one and started ripping out large chunks of door. I stepped out of the now huge gape in the door and ran down the steps. I ran to the front door praying to god that it was unlocked but fortunately it was not.

"Fuck it!" I huffed and threw a lamp at the window that was next to it. I dived through the window not caring that I looked like I just talked about fight club and limped down the sidewalk getting strange looks all around. I didn't care though. I was out. Finally out. I didnt know where to go though I haven't left the house during the day in 2 years. The first thing that came to my mind was the police station. I felt slightly dizzy, that coming from me bleeding and the fact that I haven't eating in a week. I trudged across the street and into the stationed. When I walked in everyone who was in theres eyes darted to me and eyes went wide with mouth open slightly. I walked up to the lady at the front desk.

"How may I help you?" She had a nice smile and her dirty blonde hair was pulled back into a high bun. Her navy blue uniform making her pale skin pop out.

"Um yeah. I'd like to file for assault." I didn't know how people did these things so I was going with what sounded right.

"Ok can you fill this paper out and someone will be out to speak with you soon." She handed me a clipboard and pen then went back to what she was doing. I took a seat and started to fill out the questions.

Date: 4/27/17
Time: 2:43pm
Full Name: Alexandra Morgan Coma
DOB: 03/11/93
sex: F
Details Of Event: Kidnaped for 3 years, physically abused for 2 years. starved and beaten.

Some tears filled my eyes as I finished the report. I was scared about, what if he found me, then what would I do? I've tried to leave before but I never got farther than down the steps. Now that I'm actually out I'm horrified about if he finds me.I handed the paper back to the lady at the front desk and she looked it over and stood up. I was confused on why she was walking to me. When she came around the desk she hugged me. It wasn't a forced hug like ones from Tom, but this one held something I've been looking for, for 3 years. Care. It seemed as if she actually cared about me. She probably just feels sorry for me though but whatever. I wasted no time hugging her back. When she pulled back she rubbed my shoulder with tears in her eyes. She took a sticky note and wrote something down on it. When she handed it back to me she said something, "Heres my number. Call me when you get the chance. I want to know if your ok."
I took the note and looked at it then back at her with a smile on my face. Not a fake one, but a genuine smile, "Thank you." I hugged her again then went back down to my seat putting the number in my cracked phone. I have had this phone for three years its been threw hell. Im not even joking. Its been thrown at walls, thrown at me. I’m surprised it still works. its really shitty but it works.I put the number in it and texted her

Me: hi its Alex
She looked up at me and smiled
Kate: lol hi

I laughed and put my phone back in the pocket of my destroyed jeans from when I was in high school. Im sure I looked like shit right now. I mean I have cuts and bruises all over me, I haven't dyed my hair in 3 years but the dyed hasn't faded so parts of it are a light green with like 8 inches are my natural brown. My ends are split like no tomorrow, My jeans barely fit and are ripped, and not a good rip. Like it looks screwed up the rips that are in it. Not to mention. It looks like something a hooker would wear. Its ripped up and burnt in all the wrong places. You could see my bra that was too small by the way. I felt the seat next to me dip down slightly so I turned to see who it was. When I turned my eyes went wide.

He looked over and spoke first, “Alex?”

I nodded, “CC?” He nodded.He leaned in for a hug which I gladly accepted Tears were streaming down both our faces when we pulled apart. We wiped each others tears away and a small smile made its way onto both our faces, not staying small for long though soon enough after all this settled in he was smiling ear to ear. CC is my brother whom I haven't seen in 3 years, I’ve missed him so much! I hope he missed me.

“Where have you been?” He asked with eyebrow knitted together.

I hesitated for a moment, he set me up with Tom so I didn't want him to feel guilty but I didn’t want to lie to him either, but I decided to be open and honest with him, I hat holding secrets from him, “Remember Tom?” He nodded. “Remember when I said I was going to college?” He looked confused but nodded. “Well on move in day, that night I was going to sleep I just got off the phone and was asleep than the next thing I know I'm in the basement of some building in LA with him beating me up. So thats where I’ve been for 3 years.” I breathed out and looked back him. His face drained of color, I knew he felt guilty.

Before I could say anything else he hugged me fast holding me tightly in his arms crying into my hair saying he was sorry. I pulled away and held his shoulders to keep him from collapsing. I didn’t know this would hit him as hard as it was, “I never meant for that to happen you have to believe me!?” He had such sorrow and guilt in his eyes.

“CC, I need you to listen to me!” I shook his shoulders lightly making him look at me, him still sobbing to the point to where he was hiccuping, but he did look at me, “i know you didn’t think this was going to happen. Do you understand?” He nodded a little but then I went back to talking, “I know you would never do that to me, You, me, mom, dad, none of us knew how crazy he was. I dont blame you for anything that happened understand?” He wiped his face with tattooed arm but the tears wouldn’t stop coming.

He still spoke though, “I get it but I’m still sorry.” I nodded and pulled him into a hug saying calming things in his ear like mom used to do with us when we were younger. I heard my name called by an officer so I told CC I was going in and that we would talk later. He nodded and I got up.

An hour and bucket of tears later I was finally let out but they are making me go to the hospital to get everything checked out so they can like the medical records. When I came back out CC was still there tapping his leg vigorously. I looked at Kate still at the desk, “Hey Im heading to the doctor we’ll talk later? I asked.

She turned around and stood giving me another hug, “Yeah definitely. Call me whenever," she smiled and sat back down.

Than I walked to where CC was sitting and tapped his head making him look up, “I hate to ask you this much but can I stay with you for a while and can you take me to the hospital?” I always hated asking for things.

He stood up and hugged me, “Of course it’s what siblings do.” I smiled and jumped on his back resting my head on his shoulder.We walked out of the station and to the about middle of the parking lot to where his white 2007 chevy malibu. He set me in the passenger seat and ran around to the driver side where he got in and buckled up. I pulled out my phone and unlocked it going to my contacts list putting CC's number in it, "Holy shit? he yelled.

"Jesus what?" He scared me him yelling all of a sudden.

"I'm getting you a new phone thats shit," he stated the obvious that it was shit.

I glared at him, "CC," I said in an annoyed voice.

He put his finger up to shush me, "No buts I'm getting you one I don't care what you say," he's sounding like a parent.

I rolled my eyes, "I dont need you to bye it but thank you," I gave him a side sibling hug.

"No problem," he replied going back to the road.

We talked for the time going to the doctor. He was there because Ashley was in a fight and he went in as a witness thing. He talked about his band Black Veil bRides, he's the drummer. I knew about the band and have heard a few songs and know whos in it but I haven't like obsessed about them, manley because he's in it, but he played some of their songs while we were in the car and I have to admit. He's better than I thought he was going to be. They've come a long way A Day To Remember is still my favorite band though. After we left the hospital I had stitches on my forehead, and a boot on my left leg. CC got me the phone and I was extremely grateful for it and all he's doing for me. We Drove back to the house and when we walked in CC was greeted by Andy, Jinxx, Jake, and who I assume is jinxx and jakes wife Ella and Sammi.

"Hey guys! So before you say anything this is Alex and she's gonna be staying here with us for a while," he stepped aside and pointed to me and I awkwardly waved and said hello, they all had confused expressions on their faces so CC finished what he was saying, "she's my sister." Then they all understood.

Ashley was about to say something but was interrupted by Andy barging in and saying..........

Notes

Yeah I know shitty first chapter but whatever

hope you like it

the other chapters will be better dont worry

xXannikaXx