Before You Knew Jinxx

Sara waited for Shaina by the car after school, while in a daze. Did she seriously just meet the guitarist from Amen? He was going to her school now! But no. She couldn’t let him in. NO! This was all going through her head, when Shaina showed up. “What the fuck is up with you, bitch?” Shaina commented. Normally, I would have said something worse, but since I was so involved in my daydream, I simply said, “Oh you know, not much.” Shaina looked shocked. She was expecting more of a fight than that, I’m sure. The car ride home was quiet. Shaina kept looking at me, and we almost crashed twice because of it. When we got home, I went to my room, and plopped down on my bed. I pulled out my laptop from under my bed, and I typed in Google, “Jeremy from Amen”. I wasn’t sure what I was going to get from that, but sure enough, pictures of Jeremy were pulled up. “Oh my god! I can’t believe it!” I said out loud. “WHAT CAN’T YOU BELIEVE?” Oh god. Shaina was outside my door again. Why couldn’t she go watch TV with Mom? Come onnn. “Oh nothing, Shaina. Just watching music videos. I can’t believe how hot they are!!” I laughed to myself. “EWW!! YOUR EMO MUSIC!! GROSS!!” Shaina had returned to her normal naïve self. Okay. So, Jeremy? Wow he is amazing. I don’t know what to do. I can’t let him in. I won’t, because if I do, I will get hurt again. I always do. But, he is so sweet! And that kiss. I have never felt something like that in my entire life. I don’t know what to do.

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