Before You Knew Jinxx

The next day I looked for him at school. He wasn’t in second period, and I didn’t see him after. He wasn’t there. Was he sick? Where did he go? The next day, I looked for him, and he wasn’t there again. A month went by, and no Jeremy. I accepted the fact that he wasn’t coming back. I didn’t even have his number. I went over to his house, and nobody was there. “Oh well…” I said out loud, when I was in my room. Of course, Shaina was outside my room. “WHAT DO YOU MEAN ‘OH WELL’?” I opened my door. “Shaina, come inside.” She looked at me. “Uhm…okay.” She timidly walked in. “Shaina, what I mean when I say “oh well”….well….” I started. “Are you talking about that Jeremy guy?” She asked. I was shocked. How did she know? “Uhm… how did you know?” I asked her. “I guessed." “Well, yeah I am actually. He hasn’t been at school, and I don’t know why.” I said. “He left.” Shaina said simply. “What do you mean he left?” I asked in disbelief. “Do you not understand English? He fucking left school, and town. He isn’t here anymore.” Shaina said. “Okay, get out. GET OUT OF MY FUCKING ROOM!!” I yelled. Shaina turned around and left. I slammed the door after her. Why would Jeremy leave without telling me? Now I have no way to talk to him. He was supposed to come to school and talk to me the next day!! Did I do something wrong?? I grew more depressed than usual. I cried myself to sleep that night, and every night that week. I went back to my usual routine. Going to school, and trying to stay the hell away from Shaina. Which was pretty much impossible, being that I drove to school with her, and live with her.

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