Before You Knew Jinxx

I met him in the library after school. He saw me, and asked what I was doing there. “I’m your tutor.” He looked surprised. “Oh.” He said. “Hey, look. I am really sorry for earlier. I want to be your friend. I have just had a bad history with guys, and I felt really vulnerable. Can you forgive me, Jeremy?” I needed him to. “Okay. I do.” He smiled a big smile, and it made my heart melt. “Okay, ready?” I asked. “Yeah. Where do you want to go?” He asked. “Well, I don’t think we should go to my house. My sister and my Mom are there….” I said. I had told Shaina to go home without me so I could meet Jeremy. I really shouldn’t have let her drive alone, but whatever. “Okay, we can go to my house.” He told me. “Okay, sounds good.” We walked, since he didn’t have a car. We got to his house, and it was huge! I couldn’t believe it. Then I remembered that he was in Amen, which meant he had money. We walked inside. A lady, I assumed was his mom, greeted us. “Hi! You must be Sara!” she asked, with a smile. I was confused. How did she know my name? Had he talked about me? “Yeah.” I smiled back. “Yeah, Sara is my new tutor for math. We will be upstairs in my room studying.” Jeremy said. “Okay. Learn lots!” His mom said. She was funny. We got to his room. It was really big and nice. “Okay are you ready to ‘learn lots’?” I asked, and I laughed. “You bet!” He laughed. For the next hour we studied math. He was smart, he just didn’t apply himself. “Okay, I think we should wrap it up for today!” I told him. “Alright, sounds good.” He said. We looked at each other. “Look, Jeremy. I really am sorry for earlier. It was way out of line.” I apologized. “No, I am sorry for making you upset. I understand what you meant.” He said. We smiled at each other. “Oh, there’s some white stuff on your mouth” I told him. I got closer to him, and used a tissue that was next to his bed, to wipe it off his mouth. I looked him in the eyes. Wow, he had gorgeous eyes. I could tell he wanted to kiss me again. And I wanted to kiss him too. I just couldn’t….I did not follow what I told myself. I leaned in, and so did he. Our lips touched. “I’m sorry.” I told him when I sat back. “No, don’t worry. That was nice.” He smiled big. “Okay, well I probably should….” I was cut off. He had gotten up as I was walking away, and kissed me again. I was surprised, but I kissed him back, and we got more and more into it. We made our way to his bed, and this time, our tongues were involved in the kissing. We laughed a little, and we went back to it. He picked me up, and carried me to his bed. He climbed on top of me, and lifted my shirt off my body, and I did the same to him. He was wearing a black shirt with KISS written on it. I unbuckled his belt, and pulled his pants down, and threw them across the room. He unzipped my pants, and pulled them down. I was still in my bra and underwear, and he in his boxers. We continued kissing, and I pulled down his boxers. He was naked on top of me. There was no opening for his dick to go into, so he pulled down my underwear. There we were, naked. My mind was racing. How did this tutor session turn into this? How did it turn into sex? I felt his dick slide into my pussy, and I groaned. I had only had sex once before, and even though I loved Jeff, it felt like something we were “supposed to do”. Not something we wanted to. It was quick and fast. Maybe five minutes, and then he got up, pulled his pants and shirt back on, and left me laying on my bed. But this, this was different. I can’t describe the feeling. We went on for about an hour, and we ended up on the ground. We stared at the ceiling, while my head was pounding from the adrenaline. I sat up and looked at Jeremy. “Uhm…how did that happen?” I asked him. “Not sure…” He replied. I stared off into space, trying to comprehend what just happened. I grabbed my clothes, put them on, and sat on his bed. Jeremy got up, put on his clothes, and sat next to me. “That….was amazing.” I told him. “It was. It really was.” He agreed. “What now?” I asked. It was a bit awkward. I had just had sex with Jeremy. I didn’t mean to. I had wanted to be friends with him. Not this. Even though secretly, I had wanted to all along. I mean, he is gorgeous. But we were just supposed to be friends! Not this. I didn’t know what we were then. “I probably should get going. It’s getting late.” I told him. “Yeah. I’ll walk you home. It’s getting dark.” He told me. I was happy that I didn’t have to walk alone in the dark. We walked home, and we were quiet. We got to my door. “Well, thanks for walking me home. I appreciate it.” I said. “You’re welcome. I’ll see you at school tomorrow.” He replied. That night, I couldn’t stop thinking about what had happened. How did it happen?

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