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Ashley's POV

I passed out once we got to my house I guess Andy stayed up trying to find out how to get his Grace back. But I woke up around 3:33 and I saw Andy walk to the bathroom. I heard a little clink from the lock. I brushed it off until I heard a thud.

“Shit!” I jumped up and dashed to the bathroom.

I tried to open it but Andy must have locked it. I started knocking on the door.

No answer. I started panicking, I hope to god that he hasn't done anything. I started running into the door trying to break it down. I was shaking, why wasn't he answering?!

“ANDY?! ANDY PLEASE ANSWER ME!!” I started yelling.

“ANDY!” I cried one final time before the door gave.

I was paralyzed. I wish I'd never left him. I wished I had stopped him going in. I wished I had helped him more.

Andy was on the floor lying in a pool of red crimson blood. His wrists looked like they'd been shredded. He wasn't moving, a blade was sitting a few feet away from him, bloody.

“Shit.” I whispered. He was still breathing!! I rushed over to him, I knew what I had to do. I had to stop the bleeding, I have to stop the blood.

“Ash? Ashes I-I didn't mean to, I'm so sorry. I-” Andy woke up, Thank god.

“Andy it's okay just, just stay with me. Look at me, Andy look at me, focus on me. It's going to be okay.” I started comforting him, I've gotta stop him from going into shock.

“Andy I've gotta bandage you up okay? Everything is going to be okay.”

I grabbed 2 pairs of gauze and wrapped each wrist before calling 911. I had to stay calm and stop him from going into shock, I must keep him up.

“A-Andy? Andy, hey stay with me. We're almost done, help's almost here.” I was starting to get worked up, I had to calm down. I picked up Andy bridal style and brought him outside so the paramedics would have easier access.

“You know what's funny Ash?” Andy started talking.

“What Andy?” I sat down on the ground and let Andy lean on me like a pool chair.

“I saw father, or as you would call him God. He said he misses me, he wants me to get my Grace back. But self harm is a sin, and I've sinned so much. But he told me how to get my Grace back.” Andy looked up and smiled at me.

“How Andy?”

“I never noticed how beautiful the stars were.” Andy passed out.

“Shit. Andy, hey Andy stay with me, Andy.” I started shaking him. just then I heard the sirens in the distance.

“Andy please wake up, Andy please.” I started crying as I shook him desperately. The sirens grew louder and louder, the flashing lights lit up the houses as they made their way to us.

Before I knew it, the paramedics were running up to me.

“Sir what happened? Is he your friend?” A female paramedic asked me before waving over to an older man who pulled out the stretcher. I quickly wiped my eyes and got myself together.

“Andrew Dennis Biersack is his name, he is my friend. He has been struggling with self harm and I fell asleep a while ago and he went into the bathroom. I don't keep razors in that bathroom so he must have kept one with him. He has been fading in and out of consciousness, he said he didn't mean to and that he wasn't trying to commit suicide.” I explained calmly as she lifted his arms up and looked at the bandages.

“Did you wrap his arms?” She asked unwrapping one of them to take a look.

“Yes I did the try to stop the bleeding.”

“Here, can you help me load onto the stretcher?”

“Yeah, can I ride with you to the hospital?”

“Yes, But you'll need to stay in the waiting room until we get him in a stable condition.”

Notes

I was going to post this last night but I got in trouble for having my music too loud. But ill post another today so YAY 2 CHAPTERS IN 1 DAY!!