An Angel A Demon (Re-upload)

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!TRIGGER WARNING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SELF HARM!! Please if you are easily triggered or trying to get over self harm please DO NOT READ!! If you want to know what happened keep reading THERE WILL BE ANOTHER WARNING IF YOU WISH TO KEEP READING!!!

Ashley's POV

Andy was no longer in my arms. He was standing a few feet away. But it wasn't the fact that he had moved, no it was what was behind him. Andy had black torn wings cast behind him. They looked like a bird's wings that'd been broken, beaten, cut by a knife, shredded.

“Ashley I was cast down, you've given me more than I deserve. I-I don't deserve anything...I'm sorry.” Andy broke down his black wings wrapping around him.

I got up and held him close, his wings went away in the blink of an eye. I couldn't speak from the shock. I just held him as he cried into my chest. What would I say? What could I do? I felt so lost, I just wanted to help him. But then I got an Idea.

Andy had calmed down and was just clinging to my shirt. I felt so bad for him.

“Hey, Andy? Can I ask you something?” I asked carefully turning my head to look at him.

“I-I guess…”

“Can I help you get your grace back?” Andy froze, he slowly turned his head to look at me. Hope glistened in his eyes.

“R-Really?” Hope filled his eye, he almost glowed.

“Yes, I want to help you become an angel again.” I smiled at his and kissed his forehead.

“Ashes, I don't know how to repay you.Thank you!” Andy leaned down and kissed me passionately. I kissed back. I pulled away after a few seconds, I didn't want to go too far. Not because I didn't love him, truly did but I don't want to do something I'll later regret. Or that would cause him to never get his grace back.

Andy frowned but I didn't care.

“Do you know how to get your grace back?” I was Atheist but not anymore. I didn't know what to believe anymore.

“I-I don't know, give me a few days to listen. I might not have my grace but I can still listen to what the Angels are saying.” I frowned for a second but then smiled at him. We can do this.

“Here let's get going, the park is closing soon.”

*Time Lapse The Next Day*

TRIGGER WARNING!!!! SELF HARM/SUICIDE!!

Andy's POV

Last night I told Ashley. Or more showed him. He was the first human to help me. Last night I stayed up and just listened to the Angels talking. So far they've just been talking about a couple of humans. Winchesters, that name scared me. Not because of who they are, no, because of what they'd done. They've killed demons but they've also killed Angels. I was scared but they aren't any where near here so that helped calm me. But I got distracted from my thoughts and turned my attention to my wrists. It says in the bible to not hurt yourself but I've broken so many rules in the bible. Why stop?

I Got up and left for the bathroom bringing with my phone. I kept my best friend in there. I locked the door and pulled up my sleeves, I stared at the healing wounds and the many scars lining my arms. I took my phone out of the case and found what I was craving for, a sharp razor glistened in the light of the bathroom. Ashley was long passed out so he wouldn't be able to stop me. 2 days has been to long. I sat on the toilet and questioned whether to start or stop. But need and want made the questions pass.

I grabbed it and slid it across my wrist and watched the red liquid seep out. I made another, and another and just kept going until my wrist had no more room. I started on the other until I dropped the blade on the ground. A crooked smile found its way onto my lips. For how I craved this feeling. The blood didn't stop I just smiled. I didn't try to stop it. Everything started going black, my vision blurring. My head became light and I fell onto the floor, I didn't feel it, the cold tile. The I just saw blackness and all I could do was listen.

I heard soft pounding.

Maybe now I could leave this horrible world, maybe I could see father again, or maybe I'd see my fallen brother Lucifer. But Lucifer wouldn't help me, he would hate me, especially for falling in love with a human for everyone knows his hatred for them.

Maybe now I could be at peace finally. Finally at peace.

“ANDY!!” I heard Ashley yell the pounding grew louder and louder before silence. I blacked out.

Notes

SCHOOL`S FINALLY OUT!!!!!! Thank god, but bad news, I`m moving AND I still don`t have internet at my dads so I wont be able to post for a while because I ALSO have a week long camp which I stay over night in. But ill try my hardest to get at least 3 chapters out before Thursday.