Love is a Bitch

I watched as the joy that was dancing in Andy's eyes, had died down in seconds. He stared at me blankly. "What?" He sounded so hurt. I lowered myself down to my knees and took his face gently in my hands. "No Andy. I cant marry you. Not yet." I smiled softly at him. "Wait for me?" "Why can't you marry me?" He sounded pissed now.
I sighed. "I can't marry you Andrew, because im not ready. I still wake up in the middle of the night expecting you to leave. I keep expecting this to be a sick joke. I still am scared that im going to hurt you again." Andy sat quietly for a minuter. "They let me prove to you that i wont. Marry me Alixia. Please."
I bit my lip and looked at him.

Notes

Okay guys! Tell me what you guys think she should say. I'll let you all decide this time.