Love is a Bitch

--Andy's POV--
I sat in the hospital my head in my hands. The beeping of the monitor, was the only thing proving she was alive. The rise and fall of her chest was barely noticeable. Tears sliently crept down my face. I looked over at her. Her skin was so white. So scarred. I wanted to scream. I wanted to take it all back. I wanted to go back to the days where she was so innocent. I should have told her how i felt long ago. I shouldn't have bullied her. I should have loved her.
I took her small fragile hand in my large ones. "I should have never left you." I whispered. "I shouldn't have left you when i was 20, and i shouldn't have left you alone today. Please wake up. I'll give it all up, if you just wake the fuck up." I kissed her hand gently. "Please Alixa. I need you. I love you. Fight for me baby girl. You're my whole world. Don't leave me alone. Dont you dare leave me." The only answer was the beeping of her machine.
"Damn it Alixa. I always thought you were stronger than this. I really fucked you up when i left didn't I princess. My love." More beeps. "This time, I'm not going anywhere. I'll be here when you wake." If you wake up...

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