"what the fuck have I done!!" Ben yelled "let me think! Hmmm,oh I know.started over nothing.you stupid cunt!" I screamed "quite being a little bitch!!" "if anyones the bitch here its you!!" "no I am not!!" "yes you are,you know what!?! I'm not wasting my breath on pathetic bastard that yells at me for the slightest thing I do!!! Fuck you Ben Bruce! Fuck you!!"I yelled,grabbing my coat and heading out of the AA bus.I pulled out my cigarettes and lit one up.I took a long drag of the cancer stick that lie between my lips. Yet another fight broke out.Ben started screaming at me for just glancing his way! He needs to get his facts straight. I wandered around the venue until I found a tree to sit in. I always do this,walk around,find a tree and think.everytime I get stressed I find a tree. I climbed up branch by branch,not slipping once. Omce I reached at reasonably high,safe branch I sat down. *why does he hate me so much?what did I do?I suppose all I have to do is breath to make him dislike me so much.happens with most people,they take one look at me and they hate me instantly.happened at school. Schools are cruel in England.the student systematically pick at me,hit me,beat me and call me names until,at the age of 11,I broke.I took a razor to my skin.I starved myself,I made myself sick.I tried to kill myself so many time,I've lost track.I have burns all over my body.the scars on my left arm are barley visable under my sleeve of tattoos. I sighed,if he's going to be suck a Dick towards me then so be it. I took one last drag of my cigarette and jumped out of the tree,stumping out the fag on the ground as I landed skillfully.I made my way back to the new salvation bus. It was awesome.it was completley blacked out,with new salvation in bright green dripping letters.and it had out logo,a semi colon,in the same colour and a dripping sorta style next to the writing. I made my way into the amazing bus and walked to my bunk.I climed in and,once againg began to think.that was until Louis,pulled my out of my thoughts. "honey,I'm hoome!!" he screeched "bitch,I'm back on the bus"Kyle yelled "hey" Ryan spoke,he's the quieter one of the band,but he still can be hyper as fuck."where you at meh bitch!?"Kyle yelled,trying to sound like some chav,but failing miserably "I'm in my bunk" I yelled and within seconds 3 fully grown men,were in my bunk with me,which was a VERY VERY tight squeeze."get your fat assses outta my bunk!" I yelled!trying to push the 3 overgrow children out my bunk,not succeeding.just then a loud rumble sounded,followed but the most horrfic stench known to men"errrghh! Louis! You disgusting man! And in my bed too!! This is horrible!get out!!" I yelled,sheilind my nose and pushing Louis out of my bunk,"you 2 aswell,I need to think" I siad pushing the remaining 2 out of my bed.Kyle and Louis stuck their tounges out at me and stropped to the living room area. "ignore,him.it was stupid to star an argument over something as stupid as looking in his direction"Ryan smiled,obviously. Referring to Ben. I smiled and nodded. "oh and by the way,andys taking us out later,you're coming to the club aswell.it'll be us,Kyle and Louis,AA andBVB.don't worry you don't have to socialise with anyone"he chuckled.I grinned"okay,what time?" "be ready by 8" he smiled,I nodded and he left to the front of the bus.back to thinking.something bad is gonna happen tonight,I can feel it.

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