This Is Our Sweet Blasphemy

Katherine's POV:

My first class was English. I slowly walked to my seat as ms. Davis announced that we had a new student. He introduced us Andrew Dennis Biersack, none other than the guy in parking lot. Of course Davis sent him to sit next to me. And of course he told him that I would be more than happy to show him the school and to help him with everything he needs. I really needed to get out of the Welcoming Comitee.

Oh wait! I can't! I'm the freaking president of it!!

Andrew sat next to me and I couldn't stop the smile that spread across my face when I noticed hid notebook.

''Batman lover?'' I asked knowingly.

''More like addict.'' He answered and his deep voice sent shivers down my spine.

''I-I know the feeling.'' I said and I showed him my own Batman notebook.

He smiled at it and my heart skipped a beat at that. He turned his attention back to ms. Davis but I didn't. Instead, I found myself staring at Andrew.

At the way his bangs clouded his face when he was writing. Or at the way the sun shined on his pale features. I didn't realize that I shifted closer to him until I smelled the strong scent of leather and... something else... Something minty...

'What the hell am I doing?' I thought to myself as the bell rang. 'He is just a guy. And on top of it, he is a freak! I shouldn't even talk to him.''

''Hey, sunshine!'' Matt said startling me as I walked towards my locker.

''Matt... Hi.'' I breathed relieved.

''You okay?'' He asked concerned wrapping me in his arms.

''Yeah, I was just thinking. Why are you grinning like that?''

''Well, did you hear that we have three new students?'' He continued grinning.

''Three? I met only one.'' I said confused as I opened my locker.

''We have two sophomores and one in junior year. And guess what?''

''What?''

''All of them are freaks.I think we should welcome them don't you think?'' He said, venom in his voice.

My heart cringed and I slammed my locker shut. What was wrong with me? I knew that he would be excited. He was last year when that Christian guy came. Matt gave him hell until his ex, Sammi stepped in sight. Sammi and Christian were best friends and practically the leaders of the freaks. Matt hated that but he gave up on tormenting Christian. I didn't know why but Sammi always seemed to make Matt reconsider his actions.

But right now that wasn't what I was worried about. I was like him. I liked tormenting the freaks. I liked making them feel bad for who they were. I hated them for thesimple reason that my brother was one of them. Even though, I never hit them, like Matt, Aaron or Juliet. I wasn't that angry. But I was known for my words. I had my way to make them feel even worse that a beating would feel like.

So now, why was I having second thoughts? I didn't want to bully anyone anymore. I didn't exactly care about the others but I didn't want Andrew in this. I didn't want him to be bullied by my friends and boyfriend. I didn't know why and that pissed me off.

''Matt, don't. I'm over this bullying freaks shit.'' I said calmly.

''What's gotten into you?'' Matt asked looking at me oddly.

''Nothing. I just think that it's useless. They're not gonna change anyway.'' I answered shrugging.

''I don't care if they're gonna change or not. I just want them to know that they are not welcome here. And it's been too long since the last time I kicked some weirdo ass. See you at luch, babe. '' He laughed and pecked my lips, heading towards Aaron who called him.

I sighed and headed towards my French class. I didn't want Matt anywhere near Andrew. There was something about this guy and it still pissed me off that I was thinking like this. I sighed again as I heard the devil himself snapping me out of my thoughts.

''Hey. Uhm... Do you know where's the biology class? This map doesn't help me at all.'' Andrew asked and looked helplessly at the map.

''Yeah, follow me.'' I said and he nodded smiling.

Damn, that smile. My mind was racing. What was with this guy? Why couldn't I help but feel that he was different? Why didn't I want to punch his pretty face like I always do when I see someone like him?

''This is it, Andrew.'' I said and stopped abruptly in front of the classroom.

''You can call me Andy. Thanks a lot, Kat.''

He smiled at me again and I couldn't help but smile back. A genuine smile. I watched him as he entered the classroom and then I headed for French. I just smiled at a freak. Something was definitely wrong with me...

My next classes went slowly as I kept thinking about Andrew- I mean, Andy.I didn't see him after that. I didn't see him at lunch either. Juliet noticed that I was kinda off. I just shrugged and I told her I was fine but I knew she didn't buy it.

''Hey, Kat.''

'Why the hell is his voice so deep?' I thought heading to my last period.

''You have history?'' He asked and he seemed upset.

''Yeah, do you have too?''

''Yeah.''

I said nothing as he followed me towards the classroom. Why was he upset? I kept thinking as he walked near me. Did Matt do something? Did Aaron? Juliet?

'Katherine, stop it! Just think about something else!'

I looked back at Andy. He was so goddamn tall! I felt like a bug near an elephant. I noticed Juliet entering the classroom, giving me an odd look. I sighed, knowing that she will probably interrogate me merciless after school.

We got inside and mr. Evans sent Andy to sit next to me. He just smiled while Juliet frowned when she noticed that I kinda smiled too.I quickly changed my expression, biting the inside of my cheek like I always do when I am pissed.

''Mr. Biersack, your grades at history are kind of dissapointing.'' Evans said and I wondered if that was the reason he seemed upset in the hallway.

He just looked down and cracked a half of smile.

''I think you might need a tutor.''

Wait, what? NO! NO NO!' My eyes snapped to Evans practically, throwing daggers in his direction.

''Miss Pitts is my best student. . She was also miss Simms's tutor and now she is among the best too.I think she would love to help you, right Katherine?''

''I...yes, ms. Evans.'' I almost growled.

Juliet gave me a pitiful look but I saw the amusment in her eyes. Andy looked at me apologizingly but I glared at him. His expression quickly changed and he focused on Evans.

Why the hell am I the best at history? And why was he bad at it? The rest of the hour went like shit. I didn't pay any attention to the class. I was mad. I didn't want to be around this guy. I wanted to hate him. Or at least don't give a shit about him. I didn't want to feel so...intrigued abot him.

I quickly took a piece of paper and told him to meet me at the library, today at 18:00. The faster I can get him to learn, the faster I will get rifd of this feeling. He just wrote 'ok' and didn't even glance in my direction. After the class ended, he didn't even say goodbye. He just left to talk to Evans and I found myself dissapointed that I didn't see his smile once again.

''I'm sorry, Kat.'' Juliet said as we headed to her car.

''Cut the crap, Jules. You just want to laugh your ass off.'' I said as Matt wrapped his arms around me.

''Yeah, I do.'' She addmited giggling.

''Why is she laughing?'' Matt asked confused.

''Nerver mind. Where is your backpack?''

''I'm staying for the show. I'll call you tonight.'' He answered grinning after he pecked my lips.

''Matt!'' I yelled stopping in my tracks.

He didn't answer. He just sped off to the school yard. I looked after him, knowing what he meant by show. He was going to kick some weirdo ass. For some reason, I wanted to go after him. I wanted to stop him.

''Wanna watch the show?'' Juliet asked grinning.

''No, I wanna go home.'' I said and turned around on my heels, walking as fast as I could.

I hoped that Evans will keep Andy a little longer. I didn't want him to be hurt. I saw all thepopular kids gathering around someone but I couldn't see who it was. I noticed that Andy's car was still in the parking lot and I swallowed hard, knowing that it might be him in the middle of that crowd.

''Kat, are you okay? You acted weird all day.'' Juliet asked concerned as the engine roared to life.

I nodded and she shrugged. I just wanted to get out of here now. I pushed the thoughts out of my head as I took a deep breath.'Andy is a freak! Therefore, I don't give a shit about him.' I thought to myself, wanting desperately to believe those words.

I couldn't destroy my whole life and reputation just because his smile melted my heart.

Notes

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