BITE

"Why haven't you loved since we met?" Andy asked from my stomach
"how do you know I haven't?" I asked like it was not true
"i can feel it." A moment of silence followed where I was confused "like I can feel what you feel and I've never felt love. So why haven't you?"
"why have you?" I asked generally curious before I burst some bubble he made
"because it's a rush that I don't get anywhere else. Falling at the same time flying. It's almost like a high." He said poetically.
i sighed and took a deep breath "i do not believe in love. If it were real it wouldn't hurt. If it were real it wouldn't feel like a drug infused high reality. It would feel like reality just better. Love does not exist in the real world its fairytale shit." I could almost feel his deflate.
"i think you're wrong.so wrong in fact that it hurts."
"no one's ever proved me wrong and Ashby one who tried died." I said. A treat feel from my eye.
"I'll try then. I'll show you what its y like to live and you'll have to realise it is real." He had a new determination in his voice that made more giggle. He moved up so that we were eye to eye. "Do I have the correct assumption that You've never been kissed?" He whispered.
this moment was getting intense. Telling him the truth could hurt more all over again. "In theory you do." I said back glancing at his lips.
"in theory?" He raised his eyebrow.
"i don't want to talk about it." I said almost inaudible.
"ok." He said leading in closely
"maybe ok will be our always." I giggled. He smiled
"is that book a classic now?" I smiled and nodded. "Then maybe." He leaned down and kissed me. It was soft and light. He tasted sweet like sugar. I was aware of his sent leather and cigarettes. A sent I didn't know I missed.
i kissed back and the the kissed heated up quickly. He bit my lip causing it to bleed. Then he licked it causing it to heal. I suddenly knew what happened at those years ago on the kitchen counter. I needed more bites.more amazing feelings. And he felt that. He bit my neck and sucked I moaned. It felt like heaven. The blackness of lust covered my eyes. He detached his mouth and kicked the bleeding part.
"not bad for your first theoretical kiss." He smiled sitting up with me. I punched his arm.
"maybe." I said
"maybe." He said. After a pause he spoke again. " dam it I never meant to be Augustus." I laugh

Notes

So I sprained my writing hand.....