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Sincerely, Anon.

Chapter 2

Anon P.O.V

I woke up to my alarm clock buzzing in my ear. "Leave me alone...." I mumbled. I turned to hit snooze and when my eyes opened slightly, my clock read 7:23. Shitfuckers! I jumped out of bed and grabbed my glasses. I ran over to my dresser and threw on the first pair of jeans I could find. They happened to be my favorite pair. Then I ran to the living room searching in the boxes of my clothes for a good shirt. "Ugh...come on!" I yelled. I grabbed a dark purple Florida shirt and threw my black sandals on. I ran into the bathroom and combed my hair quickly. I put on a little bit of mascara and then went in search of my backpack and car keys. "Come on...come on where are you?" I yelled out. Then I spotted it over on the floor by the kitchen door. I grabbed it then grabbed my car keys off of the rack. I ran outside and got into my little Ford Fusion and squealed my wheels as I pulled out of the driveway. I was so not going to make it to school.

I pulled into the parking lot and sprinted to the front door. It was locked. Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuckity fuck. I pulled on the door some more trying to get it open as if that was going to work. I pressed my head against the glass door. All of a sudden it opened against my head. I looked up to see a black hair blue eyed guy. "There." He said and walked away. I grabbed the door as it was about to slam closed again. "Umm...thanks!" I yelled as he was already halfway down the hallway. He waved his hand and just kept on walking in his tight..leather...black...jeans that made his butt look hot. Okay Anon, out of bounds there.
I pulled out the paper he principle gave me a few days after I registered. "Okay,let's see locker 234." I said and started looking at locker numbers. I walked down the hall and finally found my locker. "Umm back away from my locker." I heard a girl say. I turned around to see some girl with brown and blonde hair standing with her hand on her hips. "Oh Hi! My name is Anon, I'm new here." I said and smiled at her. "Clearly." She said and shoved me out of the way. "234 is my locker..." I said and looked at her. "Oh really? Prove it." She said and gave me a dirty glare. I gave her my paper. "It says 284 you prick . Now go find your own locker and stays away from me." She said and sashayed bitchily away from me. Your typical high school bitch I suppose.



The halls were basically empty because I'm sure the bell already rung. I ran down to my actual locker and shoved my stuff that I didn't need into it. Then I ran around looking for room 122. Finally, I found it. I opened the door and walked in. An old woman was standing in front of the class with a very high class looking suit on. "Ah, you must be Anon the new girl." She said and gave me a disgusting look. "Uh...yeah." I said and stood there awkwardly. "I applaud you for your high academic skills, but I disapprove of your lateness." She said. "And clearly her fashion choice." I heard someone snicker. I snapped my head over to look at the voice. It was typical bitch. "Take a seat next to Ashley please." She said and pointed to a long haired boy who I found highly attractive. I walked over to him and took the empty seat that was next to him. "Hey new girl." He said and smiled at me. "Um hi." I said and slyly smiled. "Eh, don't worry about Hallie. She's a fucked up little spoiled ass bitch." He said. I smiled. Then I focused on the lecture that the teacher continued speaking.

I sat through 1-5 period and then finally lunch came. I put all my books into my locker and then headed down to the cafeteria. "New girl!" I heard someone scream. I hated that term. I turned my head to see a blonde chick running up to me. "Hi! Oh my gosh I love your glasses! My name is Trixie. Wanna sit by me at lunch? Oh my gosh I totally love your shirt." She said all at once. "Okay, slow it down there a little bit Trixie." I said while looking at her. "Find anyone you like yet?" She asked me looking happily at me. "Uh, no I just moved here." I said laughing at her. "Oh, well you can call me Trixie. Or anything really. Psycho if you really wanted to." She said while we were walking down to the cafeteria. I nodded. "I'll call you Trix." I said and smiled at her. "Oh my gosh! I can't believe i never thought of that!" She said smiling. We walked into the cafeteria and I just followed her over to her table. I looked around at the many different groups seated. I saw the preps, which I inferred from Hallie sitting there. I saw sports players, and other various types of people. But then my eyes fell upon the rebels. The ones who wore black skinny jeans that make your butt look sexy. And there he was. The blue eyed beauty laughing and smiling with Ashley the guy I met in first period. There were also like 3 others but I didn't know them. "Um, Trix? Who are those guys?" I asked her while looking back and noticing I had interrupted her conversation. "Oh them? In the black? Those are like, the hottest guys ever." She said and looked dreamily at them. I laughed. "Yeah but what are their names?" I asked. "Andy is the one with the blue eyes and is wearing that shredded tank top. Ashley is the one with the Texas ranger shirt on, Jake is the one eating pizza, Jeremy, but we call him Jinxx, is the one on his phone, and my favorite of all, CC." She said and kept adoring CC from a distance. "Okay.." I said and turned back to get up and grab my lunch.

After lunch was over, I continued my classes which Trixie was mostly in, until I came to 9th period. My very last class. I grabbed my book and stated on my way to class. I walked to the doorway and there was Andy sitting with his arms crossed. "Why are you just standing there?" I asked him. "I don't know, why are you standing there asking why I'm standing here?" He asked me. "Because I'm curious." I said. "Well, there's your answer." He said and nudged me so he could walk into class. "Hey babe." Hallie said and walked up to Andy. You have got to be fucking kidding me. I have class with bitch bag, and blue eyes who just happen to be dating eachother. She kissed him and I watched as she looked at me. When she pulled away from him, she smirked at me and went and sat in her seat. I sat in the front where there was only one seat next to someone who had his head down.

All through class I heard snickering and giggling. It really pissed me off. I didn't even pay attention to they boy next to me until I dropped my pencil. "Hey, um can you grab that for me?" I asked. He was looking down at his book. Then he looked up at me, "oh my gosh. Evan?" I whispered. His eyes went wide and he quickly got my pencil and through it at me. The bell rang and he basically ran out. I grabbed my stuff and ran after him. "Evan!" I yelled. He stopped and turned toward me. "Look Anon, this isn't the time nor the place." He said while panting. "Well promise we can talk? I haven't seen you since 8th grade!" I said to him. He nodded. "I have to go." He said and fast walked down the hall. I stood there looking like a fool. I walked back and Trix tagged along with me. I didn't say anything because she kept talking away. I don't even know about what. Until I heard a teacher say my name. "Miss Anon Hill?" I looked up to see a chubby looking man in a suit with a mustache coming toward me. "Yes?" I said and stopped. "Your academic skills are magnificent! And I must ask you a question. Would you mind tutoring a certain student for me? You're the only one academically capable." He said and gave me a happy smile. "Um..I...I don't know how to tutor." I said. "It's easy, just answer all his questions and help him with the problems he is struggling with." He said. "Well, yeah I suppos-" I said. "Great!" He said happily. "Tomorrow after school then." He said and walked away. "Wow, magnificent academic ability huh?" Trix said. I shrugged and went to find my car. I pulled away and headed to my house.
I went inside and noticed my mom wasn't home. Not a surprise, works all night at a strip club and sleeps and drinks all day. I did the little bit of homework I had since it was the first day and then I went to grab my laptop.

"Hello my blog readers. It's Monday, August 15th. So I had....an interesting day. But I wanna tell you guys something I should have since I started this. My name really is Anon. But I'm not exactly who I say I am. I'm not a brunette haired girl with magnificent blue eyes. And I don't have a boyfriend names Keith. I lied and I'm so sorry for that. Please do not hate me. I'm just a girl who wanted to be someone I'm not, but I think all that's about to change. I met this guy today and although I don't know him I can't stop thinking about him. Today, I also made a new best friend and a new enemy. And apparently I'm a tutor now. So I had a jumble of a day. My moms off work tomorrow. I didn't lie about her being a drunk. I only lied about a boyfriend and what I looked like. And a little bit about what happened before, but I'm not now. Anyway, I hope you don't hate me and keep reading because I think my life's about to get a bit more exciting. Until next time....
Sincerely, Anon.
Then I put my laptop down and turned on the television.

Notes

Chapter 2! Please tell me if you like it. Stay insane! ~Wixie

Comments

@anathema

I do get allowed an outside break once a week.

@LittleWingedWixie
My support to you. i hope they let you go outside, you need vitamin d to stay healthy and it's good for your mental health too. At least 15 minutes a day. If they don't, ask for a vitamin supplement. message me if you want to talk at any point and are able.

anathema anathema
1/14/16

@TwylaBVB



@anathema

In sheer luck, I am allowed breaks now.

@anathema

Yeah, I'm not exactly sure when I will be able to speak to her. Being as her parents are extremely crude and hateful, it may not be for a while.

TwylaBVB TwylaBVB
12/17/15

@TwylaBVB
As someone who has been institutionalized, when I was a minor, twice, please give her my support. If she wants to talk about it when she gets out, let her know I'm here for her, I am a good listener. I'm 34 now, and I was, I think, 16/17 then, and the place I was has since been closed, so it's been a while, but I have some grasp. A lot of people might think it's like in 'girl interrupted' and not realize the author of that book, which I read, and was good, but she was hospitalized during Vietnam, it was very different, just as I'm sure my experience in the late 90s was different from now.

anyway, sorry for long comment, but this hits very close to home. If you want to discuss this in depth feel free to message me. I'm not shy about it but I don't really want to go into detail here because some people glamorize mental illness, or put it in a positive light, and I don't want to do that, you know? (As in discussing the details of why I was there or how sick I was and develop any comparisons with others, I don't like that, does that make any sense?)

i I just wanted to write something personal to let both of you know you have my most profound support from the heart. Never give in, never back down, never give up.

anathema anathema
12/11/15