Anon P.O.V

I felt the warm drops of tears run down my face. I shouldn't cry over him. I left him. It was my fault. I was the one that couldn't handle the pressure. But for some reason, I just wanted to drop and wilt like a dying flower.

Ashley stormed off sometime during the argument. I was alone. I went inside and wiped the tears from my face. I don't know what I'm doing with my life. Not anymore. I had a plan before. Had a plan to go to college, to do all these great things. But then I met him. Andrew Biersack. The guy that totally fucked up my life. The guy I fell in love with. The guy that took my virginity. The guy ill never, ever forget.

I went into my room, full of haunting memories, and sprawled out on my bed. Then I saw my laptop sitting over in the corner. I haven't updated in a while. I grabbed it and sat back down.

"Saturday, August 28th.
Dear blog readers, I'm sorry I haven't updated in a while. I've had some shit happen. Some shit that you wont believe. Shit I kind of don't want to talk about. But you need the reason right? Isn't that how society is now. Always have to know why. I think so. Andy and I broke up. I know I had dreamed of being with him forever, but that shit doesn't happen. That's why its called a dream. I left him. I left him because I was scared. I was lost. And now I see it was the biggest mistake I've ever made. Until next time....
Sincerely, Anon"

I shut it down and cried myself to sleep because he didn't know what he had caused. And I didn't plan on telling him.

Andy P.O.V

I lay on my bed, lost in my thoughts.

I don't know what I did wrong. I had to have hit some nerve when we slept together. But did she seriously have to dump me and go for Ashley? What a slut. Just like Hallie. I guess I always pick the wrong ones. No.. Anon isn't like that. She cant be. Not with how she was raised. God damn it, I should just stop thinking.


I got up and rubbed my temples. "Andy, honey whats wrong?" My mom said softly as she stepped into my room. "Nothing" I said and sat up to look at her. "I know you're lying. I see how you've cried. And I've got the mothers mind. I know things like when you're lying or upset. It's Anon isn't it? You can tell me what happened sweetheart." she said as she rubbed my back. My tears returned. "I don't know what it is about her, but she makes me crazy.." I said as I laid my head in between my knees. "It's okay baby." She said as she rubbed my back again. "No mom, it isn't. I never thought I could love someone. And I sure as hell never thought I could love someone this much. But Anon has changed me. Makes me think what I've never thought before. She made me smile when no one else could. Mom...

I love Anon.

Notes

Hey! I know I haven't updated in a month. And I apologize because my internet got shut off for a month. But I'll be updating at about a rate of 2-3 times a week! So this chapter makes me sad, but then that ending is heart melting <3 Anyways I love you all thank you for

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