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Sincerely, Anon.

Chapter 14

Anon P.o.V

I fluttered my eyes open and forgot for a bit where exactly I was. Then I felt throbbing and I remembered. I quickly jumped up off of his bed and threw on the same clothes I had on yesterday. I turned around to grab my bag when I ran right into Andy. "Good morning baby." He said and smiled down at me. I looked into his eyes and I felt all the feeling in my body just leave.

"Don't call me baby...please." I said and shoved past him to grab my book bag. "What's up with you?" He asked. I walked to the door way and turned to face him. "Andy. This. All of this is wrong. Guys like you aren't supposed to be with girls like me. Its high school nature. So I cant do this. Not when I know exactly what you're trying to do." I said as tears welled up in my eyes.

I ran down the stairs with him behind me. "Anon! I'm not trying to do anything to you except for be there for you and to try and love you!" He yelled at me in the dining room. I walked to his front door and opened it when I felt his rough hand on my shoulder. "Anon please, you can't leave me. I need you." He said. I felt the sharp sting in my heart. "Well I never needed you." I said and shrugged him off giving me the ability to run.

I kept running. Running thinking about what I said. I had never, not once in my life, been so cruel to a person. Not even my mother. I stopped running and realized that my body took me to Evan's. I ran in through his door and stood there. I saw him in his living room through my tear filled eyes. I ran up to him and grasped him into a hug. He hesitantly hugged me back and awkwardly comforted me.

I stood there in his arms for what felt like forever. I finally let go and looked at his face which seemed to have mixed emotions. He looked over to someone who was sitting on his couch. I followed with my eyes to see where he was looking. Hallie Bitch. She had an evil grin on her face as she drank her smoothie. "Quite a show you put on for me Anon." She said and laughed. "What is she doing here?" I asked and looked back at Evan.

He didnt say anything. "Go on.Tell her Evan." She said and kept smiling as she looked between me and him. He still refused to say anything. "Fine. I guess I'll do it" Hallie said and stood up. She walked over to me in her slutty outfit. "Look, Evan and I are dating. Which means you no longer are allowed to see, talk, or even think about him. So why don't you take your ugly self out of this house and never come back. Because, god knows you just want every guy that I have. Thats why you took Andy. Because he was mine. You just want everything that someone else wants." She said in her fake sweet voice.

My body enraged with anger. "Im gonna do whatever the hell I want and I have all I need. And as for Andy, he just didnt want the cheating bitch that you are! He wanted me!" I yelled at her. She raised her eyebrows and smiled. "Thats why he dumped you. Right?" She said and started laughing. Then she shoved me out of the door way. "Hope i dont see you at school loser." She said and slammed the door.

Why did I even consider that just for once Evan would help me? OH YEAH! Thats right. Because I know what he did. I know something that could ruin everything for Evan.




Notes

Part 2 will be up soonnnnn. Since summer is sort of coming to an end for me I decided to start posting once again xD So hope you enjoy part 1. As I will never say anything else, stay insane! ~Wixie

Comments

@anathema

I do get allowed an outside break once a week.

@LittleWingedWixie
My support to you. i hope they let you go outside, you need vitamin d to stay healthy and it's good for your mental health too. At least 15 minutes a day. If they don't, ask for a vitamin supplement. message me if you want to talk at any point and are able.

anathema anathema
1/14/16

@TwylaBVB



@anathema

In sheer luck, I am allowed breaks now.

@anathema

Yeah, I'm not exactly sure when I will be able to speak to her. Being as her parents are extremely crude and hateful, it may not be for a while.

TwylaBVB TwylaBVB
12/17/15

@TwylaBVB
As someone who has been institutionalized, when I was a minor, twice, please give her my support. If she wants to talk about it when she gets out, let her know I'm here for her, I am a good listener. I'm 34 now, and I was, I think, 16/17 then, and the place I was has since been closed, so it's been a while, but I have some grasp. A lot of people might think it's like in 'girl interrupted' and not realize the author of that book, which I read, and was good, but she was hospitalized during Vietnam, it was very different, just as I'm sure my experience in the late 90s was different from now.

anyway, sorry for long comment, but this hits very close to home. If you want to discuss this in depth feel free to message me. I'm not shy about it but I don't really want to go into detail here because some people glamorize mental illness, or put it in a positive light, and I don't want to do that, you know? (As in discussing the details of why I was there or how sick I was and develop any comparisons with others, I don't like that, does that make any sense?)

i I just wanted to write something personal to let both of you know you have my most profound support from the heart. Never give in, never back down, never give up.

anathema anathema
12/11/15