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Chapter 12


I woke up still heated in Andy's arms. I kissed his chest and his eyes opened up. "Hey there dork." He said. "Hey there hot shot." I said. He smiled. "Want some breakfast before school?" He asked. I sighed. "Yeah. I guess so." I said and sat up. I got out of bed and put on one of the outfits Trix brought me at the hospital. I didn't care if Andy was watching. After I put my pants on I turned to find he was sitting sideways staring at me with a smirk. "Shut up Andy." I said. He got up out of bed and got dressed too. I stared at him the same way he stared at me. When he put his clothes on and walked over to me. He firmly grasped me into a hug and kissed my forehead. "We are going to have a good day today. If anyone at school makes fun of you for what your mother did, you tell me. Okay?" He asked. I nodded. "Okay." He said and stepped back so he could kiss my lips.

We went downstairs and it was just as quiet as last night. I followed him into the kitchen as he made some cereal. He set my bowl onto the table and scooted out my chair. "Your fine cuisine my lady." He said. I smiled and lifted my eyebrow. He laughed. "Why thank you very much sir." I said as I sat down. We ate out cereal and en left onto the hell I call school.

Andy walked me to my class room and kissed me goodbye. I walked in and sat down. Hallie was here and she kept giving me glares. I sat down as Mrs. Waling started talking. "Now class, I have some reports to catch up on so we are going to be heading to the library. This class period will serve as a study hall. But no socializing whatsoever." She said. Everyone got up and left for the library. I walked behind Evan who kept glancing back at me. "Fuck you." I muttered under my breath.

I walked around looking at the dumbass books when I heard someone in the other aisle. "Oh my god, yeah he is like totes using her." I heard someone say. Of course I could tell that voice from anywhere. Hallie Britt. "Yeah. He is totally just using her to stay in his band because if he doesn't keep his grades up, his mom won't let him keep playing." She said. I backed away from the row. I put a book back that I was looking at and asked the teacher to use the restroom. She let me.

I walked quickly down the hallway and into the bathroom. I didn't want to be here. Of course he is using me. Why didn't I think of that? I mean that's all he wants right. Just to keep himself up. I ran into Andy ask was walking to the restroom. "Hey gorgeous." He said. "Don't give me that shit. I know what you're doing." I said and looked up at him with fury in my eyes. "What do you mean you know what I'm doing? I'm not doing anything but trying to take a fucking piss." He said. I looked at him. "You only want me because I'm smart. That's it and I know it. You need me to keep your grades up so you can continue playing in your band!" I said yelling at him . "What's? No! I would never do that! Where the hell did you get that from?!" He asked. I looked away. "Ah you heard it from Hallie didn't you?" He said and laughed. I continued not looking at him. "You actually believed her? Look, she is just a petty bitch who wants attention. For her to take time out of her pathetic life to spread rumors is pretty damn petty to me. She just wants to piss you off and get my attention. That's it." He said. I contemplated what he was saying for a while. We were both standing there waiting for the other to say something. "You promise?" I said and looked up into his crystal blue eyes. He grasped me into a hug. "Of course I promise." He said. "Okay well I got to get back to the library." I said. He nodded. "I love you. I need you to know that I love you. And nothing will ever change that." He said. "Andy, I love you too." I said and then walked back to class.

Notes

Part one of Friday x) They got in a little spat but they're good for now.

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Comments

@anathema

I do get allowed an outside break once a week.

@LittleWingedWixie
My support to you. i hope they let you go outside, you need vitamin d to stay healthy and it's good for your mental health too. At least 15 minutes a day. If they don't, ask for a vitamin supplement. message me if you want to talk at any point and are able.

anathema anathema
1/14/16

@TwylaBVB



@anathema

In sheer luck, I am allowed breaks now.

@anathema

Yeah, I'm not exactly sure when I will be able to speak to her. Being as her parents are extremely crude and hateful, it may not be for a while.

TwylaBVB TwylaBVB
12/17/15

@TwylaBVB
As someone who has been institutionalized, when I was a minor, twice, please give her my support. If she wants to talk about it when she gets out, let her know I'm here for her, I am a good listener. I'm 34 now, and I was, I think, 16/17 then, and the place I was has since been closed, so it's been a while, but I have some grasp. A lot of people might think it's like in 'girl interrupted' and not realize the author of that book, which I read, and was good, but she was hospitalized during Vietnam, it was very different, just as I'm sure my experience in the late 90s was different from now.

anyway, sorry for long comment, but this hits very close to home. If you want to discuss this in depth feel free to message me. I'm not shy about it but I don't really want to go into detail here because some people glamorize mental illness, or put it in a positive light, and I don't want to do that, you know? (As in discussing the details of why I was there or how sick I was and develop any comparisons with others, I don't like that, does that make any sense?)

i I just wanted to write something personal to let both of you know you have my most profound support from the heart. Never give in, never back down, never give up.

anathema anathema
12/11/15