Save Me From Myself

*Mitch's POV*
I was at the cafeteria and talked to Syko as my mentor gave me a letter. It was from Ally. I could smell her sweet perfume on it. "Look. I got a letter from Ally." He looked at me with surprise. "Really? I think she will apologize and tell you that she is proud of you for being here." I sighed. "I don't know. I don't have a good feeling about this." "Well you see.She is your best friend so I don't think it is that bad." "I don't even know if we are that close anymore." He didn't answer so I decided to say my goodbyes and left. I went to my room and sat down onto my bed. I opened the letter.

Dear Mitch,
I'm proud of you for going to therapy. I hope you'll make it. But I also think it's the best if we go separate ways. Our friendship doesn't seem to work anymore. I'm sorry. I wish I could change it. I wish you the best for the future. Don't give up.
Ally


I read the letter again and again. I started crying. I couldn't believe it. Everything I had fought for was gone. Therapy doesn't made sense anymore. I went to my wardrobe where I had hidden some bottles of whiskey and some razor blades. I took three bottles and a blade. I went back to my bed and drank the first bottle,then I did four deep cuts on my right wrist. I drank the second one. I did four cuts on my left wrist. I drank the last one and finally everything went black.

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