Before The Angels Fell

The night of the final show of the 'Rebels' tour: Hollywood, Los Angeles

Rileys POV

I waited at the venue for Black Veil Brides to arrive.
I was honestly quite nervous. Maybe as nervous as the fans that sat out the front.
The past six weeks hard been so hard not having Andy around, but at the same time it was a relief. Unlike other times, I wasn't as anxious or worried. Well, I was, but not in the same way. A part of me didn't care anymore.
As the days went on, the calls became less regular, the texts were to only say goodnight and some days, nothing.
I wondered if it would continue like this. Continue to be distant towards each other. To drift apart until we were nothing.
I checked my phone once again and it finally ticked over to 3 pm. Where the hell were they? They still had to do sound check. I flicked open twitter to check for updates.
'BVB HAS ARRIVED! OMG FANGIRLING SO HARD! #blackveilbridesLA' was the first tweet that showed up on my feed. What the fuck.
The next tweet was a picture of the tour bus parked at the front of the venue.
So, I was waiting in the wrong spot.
I huffed a sigh and made my way to the front of the venue. I passed all the fans and they looked at me funny.
"Oh my God. That's Riley! Andy's girlfriend!" A fan yelled.
I looked towards her to smile and wave. Then everyone was screaming at me. Yelling out my name and holding their hands out for hi-fives; some even came up for a hug.
"Thanks guys! I gotta get inside. Hope you enjoy the show!" I called out as I reached the front.
The guard looked me up and down and frowned.
"Oh come on. They know who I am" I said gesturing to the fans. "I'm Andy Biersack's girlfriend."
The guard rolled his eyes. "Have you got your ID miss Riley James?"
I smirked. "Of course I do" I said pulling my purse out of my bag.
He glanced at it quickly and handed it back. He searched the keys hanging on his lanyard and slid it into the door.
"Thank you" I said as he held the door open for me.
I rushed through the venue and came out to the main area. The crew were setting up all the pyro and the sound tech. They must be back stage still.
I found my way backstage and noticed everyone had their own dressing rooms. All the doors were shut, but their names were on a sheet of party beside it. Andy's was right at the end of the hall.
I knocked lightly on the door and waited.
"Come in" the butter melting on toast voice said.
I pushed the door open and Andy's face looked almost shocked. Like he'd seen a ghost.
"Hey" I said quietly.
"Hey Jamie" he smiled from the couch.
I cracked a smile as well. All my thoughts from earlier fizzled away. I missed him so much.
I laughed and went over to him and kissed him. His hands rested on my hips as I learned over him.
"I missed you so much" I whispered when our lips parted.
"I missed you too."

Andys POV

No I didn't.
I was trying, I really was, but as I looked into her eyes, nothing was happening. It was like our spark was gone.
Spending all this time on tour with Juliet and getting to know her. I believed she was my soulmate.
I wasn't sure how much longer I would have to lie to Riley.

I didn't know how long I would have to pretend that I was still in love with Riley. I mean, I did, but it wasn't the same.
I still had to act like everything was normal.
"God I missed you!" I said as we stumbled into our bedroom, kissing each other aggressively. I knew Riley liked it rough.
I started ripping off her clothes and she happily complied. She would do anything to make me happy.
I kissed roughly as I pushed her onto the bed. I ripped off my own pants and made her sit.
"Suck it!" I demanded.
She looked up at me and smirked. "With pleasure."
Her eagerness almost disgusted me.
I tangled my hand in her hair, forcing her to go deeper; to take my full length.
She didn't complain. Somehow she enjoyed giving me pleasure, even though I was using her. Making her believe that I loved her.
I might not love her, but damn she gives good head. I was almost about to blow.
I pulled her hair to remove her mouth from my dick.
"Take off your pants and roll over" I ordered.
Riley quickly did so.
I ran my hands over her back, down to her ass and over her pussy. Nice and wet.
I slid my dick in her and grabbed a fist full of her hair.
"Oh God!" She moaned.
"I don't know how long I'll last" I said.
I thrusted myself into her over and over, but I imagined it was someone else. Not Juliet though, I wouldn't do this to her.
"Oh fuck!" I moaned as I felt myself cum.
Riley moaned, but I knew she wasn't finished. I didn't care.
They call it 'making love', but there was no love there. Not this time.
I pulled out and went into the bathroom to clean myself off.
I looked up in the mirror at myself and was revolted with myself.
I couldn't do this, treat her like a whore.
How long would I have to keep up this charade?
I had to end this, I had to break up with her.

Notes

AND THAT IS IT! After 7 fucking months this story is done! It is fucking done!
I hope you have all enjoyed it as much as I have loveedddddd writing it. But I am happy it is finally done. You guys knew the ending, but a prequel is always fun.

Just to clear a few things up. Andy was going to break up with Riley since meeting Juliet. From the time he got back from the tour he was going to find an appropriate, but obliviously didn't. He had been pretending to love in the first few chapters of 'Is He For Me?'
Also, Ashley had actually liked Riley from the start. Hence them ending up together, but he never actually got in the way.
If anyone has any questions, don't hesitate to ask :)

I will not be writing at least till the new year.
I do have a story idea, but yeah, I'm not writing about it for a while.
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