Feathers In A Glass Box

-Andy's P.O.V.-

After our first show of The Black Mass - tour, I was laying on my bunk at our tour bus. Ashley and Jake went to party, Jinxx was hanging out with the roadies and CC was somewhere, probably giving autographs for the fans. Speaking of the devil, CC has been acting weird since we started to make our newest album. Almost every night when we went out with the guys, he passed and said he was tired or that he had other things to do. At the studio he was just sitting alone and listening music from his headphones until he had to do something. Almost everytime Ashley asks him to go to party with him, he passes it. I'm pretty worried about him, he's not the same CC like he was about 6 months ago. Normally he would bunk with Ashley, but nowadays he says that he's tired and wants to sleep alone. Besides, he have gotten way more skinnier and he looks so tired all the time. I thought that it would be because we worked so hard for the record, but he didn't really do anything else than played drums and hanged around. He drinks alot of alcohol, everytime I pass his bunk I see empty beer cans and when I come to his hotelroom, it's full of empty bottles and cans. I haven't seen him sober or without a hangover since we started the record, and it makes me even more worried. He has always been the ''class clown'' of the band, but now he's just one of our stage acts. Like he wouldn't be with us. ''Andy, are you here?!'' I heard CC's voice from the door. ''Uh.. Yeah?'' I got up and walked over to him. ''The others went already to the hotel, you're bunking with Ashley'' He replied and took a beer from the fridge. ''Okay.. I'm quite tired, i'll just go to sleep already.. See you tomorrow'' I said and took my backpack. ''Yeah..'' He replied carelessly. I went to my hotel room and sighed loudly. ''CC again?'' Ashley asked as he came from the shower. ''Yep..'' I sighed again and sat on the bed. ''Fuck it.. He's been acting so weird lately'' Ashley said and dressed himself. ''I'm kinda worried.. He have been drinking alot lately'' I replied. ''I've noticed that.. Does he sleep alone in the bus again?'' He asked and sat next to me. ''Yeah..'' I replied and moved my messy hair from my face. ''You should really go and talk to him. You're good with talking, remember when you helped me to come out from the closet?'' Ashley laughed a bit. ''Yeah..'' I laughed a bit, too. ''But hey, go and talk to him. He will appreciate it'' He smiled for me. ''Okay.. I hope he's not mad or drunk'' I laughed and left to our bus. Like I said, I hope he's not mad or drunk.

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