Our Family

I wasn't serious about accepting Ashley's offer of getting hooked up. Why would I be? I love my dad no matter how weird that sounds. And I don't want to jeopardize what has just begun between us. Though I am still gonna flirt with guys at the dinner party. I wanna make my dad jealous so he wants me more. It's as simple as that.

My phone buzzes in my pocket. I read the text from Jack.


Jack: Wow, I just can't believe you. I let you be the lead singer of my band. And this is how you betray me? You know what? Fuck you Lily Biersack! You're out of the band! Don't come near me at school! Just go whore around with your new boyfriend and go make some new friends. Just go to hell!


Wow, I didn't think it would be so mean. I never thought Jack could be so mean. He was my best friend and he just... He just killed me. He killed me off of his life story, never to return on good terms. Fuck him, I don't need him. I can make new friends and I don't need to be the singer of his band. I can reach fame before him and his stupid little band! Watch me.

I put my camera on a tripod and grab my acoustic guitar. I sit on my bed and tune it. I click the record button and begin.


"Hi, I'm Lily Biersack and this is my cover of Black Ink Revenge written by my mom, Juliet Simms." I start to play and sing.


Me:
"I wanted this. I wanted you.
I wanted it to last but you fell through.
Now east coast boys don't you see.
That here on the west we follow our dreams.
I don't want to know you anymore.
The color of your lips red. And I swear I never wear lipstick. No, my god I drank too much. Laughing while I'm crying.
Don't you let them know you're dying. Dying to break out
and dying to get, get out. From the windows of the abyss. Click my heels, but I am stuck here. I'm pledging this vow. This is the last time. This is the last fight. Sunsets to sunrise. Morning to midnight. And this is my goodbye.
So blow out the candle. The bottle is dry.
And these pages learn to think.
You're not even worth my black ink revenge.
I guarantee you'll miss me. I can't stomach this.
I think I'm going to be sick.
My hearts made of wick and you put the fire out of it.
With the kerosene; chalked my feet. She smiled at me
and closed the door, but not to sleep.
This isn't making any sense. I was yours the night before this. And the smell of your sheets is the remnants of it.
This is the last time. This is the last fight. Sunsets to sunrise. Morning to midnight. And this is my goodbye. So blow out the candle. The bottle is dry. And these pages learn to think. You're not even worth my black ink revenge.
I guarantee you'll miss me.
So I'm writing you out of my dreams.
And you'll miss me I swear when I leave.
Yeah, I'm writing you out. I'm crossing my T's.
And I want back the necklace that I said you could keep.
And you miscomprehend and I scorn you to death.
My words are as strong as my last gasp for breath.
Leave nothing behind. Not a trace or a crumb.
And no clues to unlock how painful this was.
And so I'm writing you out of my dreams.
And you'll miss me I swear when I leave. This is the last time. This is the last fight. Sunsets to sunrise. Morning to midnight. And this is my goodbye. So blow out the candle.
The bottle is dry. And these pages learn to think.
You're not even worth my..."


"Thanks for listening, I'll be doing another cover next week. Please follow me on Twitter @LilyMonster. And tweet me about what cover I should do next. Bye guys!" I end the recording and look over it. It's amazing the things I can do when I'm angry.

I hook the camera up to my laptop and start downloading it onto my YouTube channel. Once it's uploaded, I put my YouTube channel on my Twitter bio, and tweet the first video.


Ten minutes later my dad comes upstairs and walks in. He embraces me in a big hug and gives me a very long kiss.

"I liked your video." He whispers.

"Thank you." I say softly.

"We're going in an hour, remember it's black tie." He walks out and to his room across the hall.

I change and keep my hair relatively the same. I redo my makeup and smile at my appearance in the mirror. I walk into my dad's room in see him in a teal suit. I slowly shake my head back and forth, and walk into his closet. I grab his slim three piece black suit, his red dress shirt, and black tie. I take the teal blazer off of him and throw it out the window.

"Hey!" He says.

"What is this? A bolo tie? You're not going to a fucking hoedown!" I say taking the tie off and throw it out the window.

"Your uncle Danny helped pick out this outfit for me." He states.

"Next time don't go shopping with uncle Danny. Now put on the suit I laid out for you. I'll be back in ten minutes and if you aren't ready I will take a picture of you in your batman boxers and post it on Twitter. Do you understand?"

"Yes sweetheart."

"Good Daddy."

I walk downstairs to see Ashley handsomely suited up seated on my couch playing with Crow. I walk into the kitchen and grab two glasses, and a bottle of red wine. I pour some in each glass and hand Ash one.

"You shouldn't be drinking Little Biersack." He says sitting up. I take a sip before responding.

"And what are you gonna do about it?" I ask making him chuckle.

"You cheeky, cheeky girl." I take a seat next to him. He puts his arm around me and I lean into him. "You're going to bloom into a confident, beautiful, young woman." He whispers.

"Thanks Ash." I kiss his cheek and drink more wine.

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