Immortal Spell

The past few days Ashley has been staying at my place; I said I would watch his dogs so he wouldn’t have to get a sitter. The whole time he has been here we’ve none stop been doing something together; we even went out on my bike together.
Tonight is our last night together since he leaves tomorrow. “Do you want to go out or stay into night?” I asked.
“I really want to stay in with you tonight since we have gone out the last few days.”
“How about instead of binge watching movies we get to know each other better.” I say as I turn the TV off.
“I suppose we could do that, since I don’t know a lot about you.” He said turning to sit so he was facing me.
“Okay, let start with and easy question. What is your favorite color?”
“Chrome and yours?”
“Black or red; you can ask the next question.”
“Okay, do you have any siblings?” he asked looking me in the eyes.
“Um” I did really want to talk about my brother right now so I said “Yes I have a brother but I only will talk about that part of my past if I’m really drunk.”
“Okay well since we both have painful shit in our pasts I will go get something for use to drink.” He then got up and walked to the kitchen; he came back with two bottles of alcohol, coconut rum for me and Jack Daniel’s for him, and two glasses.
“Okay I think it’s your turn to ask a question.” He said pouring us each a glass of our favorite alcohol.
“Did you go to college?” I asked taking a sip from my glass.
“No I didn’t and of course you did.”
“Yeah I went to FIT in New York.” I say as I take another sip.
“I think it’s my turn so how many people have you dated?”
“Yes I have dated one other person but before I talk about him I have to drink more of this.” I say picking up my glass and finishing it before saying “I know you have dated other people before, so have you ever cheated on someone?” I asked pouring myself another glass.
“No I have not.” He said as he too poured another glass.
We continued to talk and drink, avoiding touchy subject till my bottle was just about gone and I could feel I was drunk.
“Okay since I can see your drunk do you want to start talking about your pat?” Ashley asks as he finishes another glass.
“Sure just let me finish the last of the bottle.” I say picking up the bottle and downing the last two inches at the bottom. “Okay where do you want me to start?”
“I guess the beginning if that’s okay.”
“Yeah that fine but I need two things first; a second bottle and a box of tissues because I tend to cry.”
“Okay.” He said and then got up and got me another bottle and a box of Kleenex.
“Alright, so I have a brother and father that’s it my mom died giving birth to my brother. We were content this way till I hit puberty at age twelve, I was bullied throughout school and then my dad started to yell at me more and get violent. I could take it I was used to being put down; till one night he came home drunk my brother was asleep up in his room and I was downstairs sleeping on the coach. He woke me up and he ah… he ah…… well he raped me. He continued to rape me every time he was drunk or even had a little alcohol; he eventually got my brother involved. At first my brother hated it but he eventually accepted it and began treating me just as bad as my dad did. When I turned eighteen my dad married me off to someone who would make my dad richer. At first it was nice to be married to Derik, we moved to New York, I went to school and AJ had fallowed me and was going to school there too. Then Derik started to act like my father; at the same time I started talking to my brother again at this point it had been four years since I’d seen or talked to him. He realized what he had done was terrible and was asking me to forgive him which I did but not before he killed himself. I graduated collage and was hired by Hot Topic; they wanted me to move to California. So one night when Derik was out drinking AJ and I grabbed all my stuff and left. We moved into this apartment I bought my bike and my father ended up dying from alcohol poisoning right after I turned twenty-three, so AJ and I went back to my childhood home since I now own it and we got out the instruments I wanted to take with me. The reason why I know how to play so many instruments and speak so many languages is because my dad would get me new lessons for something else to say he was somewhat sorry.” It took me a long time to say this and another whole bottle of rum. By the time I was done I had another empty bottle and was in tears. Ashley then reached for me and pulled me into his arms; I then cried until I fell asleep.

Ashley’s POV
I felt so sorry for Kassy no one should have to go through any of that shit. When she was done talking she was in tears, she can apparently talk really well while crying, I pulled her into my arms and let her cry. I eventually felt her fall asleep, so I picked her up bridal style and carried her upstairs to her room. I took off her bra and pants leaving her in her t-shirt; I then put on my pj’s and climbed into bed pulling her close to my side. I kissed her fore head realizing I loved this girl and never wanted to see her hurt.

Kassy’s POV
I woke up to the sound of my alarm realizing I was in my bed next to Ashley, who was still asleep. I untangled from him and got up to let the three dogs out and feed them and Erebus. Today Ashley leaves today for two months on tour; I won’t get to see him till two weeks before he’s on break when Black Veil Brides plays LA. I made Ashley and I French toast for breakfast and brought it upstairs for breakfast in bed. When I got upstairs I found Ash still sleeping so I put the two plates on my bedside table and walked backwards away from the bed to get a running start. I then ran for the bed and jumped landing right next to Ashley startling him and causing him to fall out and hit the floor. I then burst into laughter.
“Good morning to you to; you crazy women. Why can’t you wake me up with a sweet kiss or something somewhat normal not trying to give me a heart attack?” he asked getting off the floor and getting back into bed so we could eat.
“First of all what’s the point in being normal and second of all I do wake you up with sweet kisses. Today I wanted to have fun since I won’t see you for almost two months.” I say before giving him a kiss.
“I suppose you do have a point. Oh by the way when we are back here for a show just call me when you get to the venue and I will come out and get you and AJ.”
“Or you can call me when you get into town and I can ride over to the venue.” I say finishing my breakfast.
“Or that; hey I have a question to ask you.”
“What is it?”
“Would you like to join me on the second leg of the tour when we go to Europe?” He asked setting our plates on the table on his side of the bed.
“I would love two.” I say as I tackle him onto the bed and kissing him.
“Wait who would watch your dogs? I know AJ will watch Nyx; I suppose I could ask her to watch Tokyo and Killer as well…” he them flipped us so he was on top of me.
“You talk a lot and we both still need to shower and I have to beat Andy’s by eleven and it’s already 9:30.” He said kissing me before he got up.
“Okay I am going to go shower. Do you want to join me?” He nodded voguishly “okay but you have to behave.”
“No promises.” I shook my head and went into the bathroom with him close behind. I then took off my shirt facing him forgetting he had never seen my scars on my side from self-harming.
“You self-harmed?” Ashley asked looking concerned.
“I used to when life was bad, but I don’t anymore hence the tattoo over it that says Fight for all you know when your back's against the wall stand against the liars stronger than before when your life becomes a war set the world on fire. Proud in all you are showing every scar as your badge of honor when you can't take it anymore of what they're living set the world on fire. “
“Well I’m glad you stopped and you have nice boobs.”
“I’m so glad they distract you away from my scars.” I then turned around to finish getting undressed and show him my back piece.
“Nice back piece.” He said going over to the tub to start the shower.
“Thanks it was one of the first things I did after starting my sleeves.”
“You have a lot of tattoos; I think you may have more than me.”
“Probably since whenever I want a new one I will just go get one; which is quite often.”
We took our shower, Ash was good he would only kiss me occasionally, we got dressed me in a cute dress and Ash in jeans and a ripped band T. we then grabbed his stuff and head down to AJ’s car where she was waiting to drive us to Andy’s. AJ drove as we sat in the back talking quietly to each other.
“Okay so I will pick you up at Jinxx’s place right?” AJ said as Ash finished pulling his stuff out of her trunk.
“Yeah I’m going to ride with Ash on the bus and will say my final goodbye there.”
“Okay see you there.” She said as she drove off.
“Let’s get on the bus.” Ashley said grabbing my hand and dragging me onto the bus.
“Hey Kassy.” Andy said coming back out from the bunk area.
“Hey.” Say kind of sad as it finally sunk in that Ashley is leaving.
“You know if you come with me for the second leg you won’t have to say goodbye to me.” Ashley said whispering in my ear.
“Okay then I will.” I said out loud.
“Will what?” Andy asked confused.
“I asked her to come on tour with me for the second leg and she said yes.” Ashley said really happily.
“Sweet.” Andy said sitting down on the coach across from us. We then pulled up to CC’s place.
“HELLO EVERYONE AND HI KASY ARE YOOU COMING WITH US?” CC yelled.
“No I’m getting off at Jinxx’s.” I say settling into Ashley for the time being.
CC and Andy talked while Ash and I talked and kissed occasionally. “You two should get a room.” CC said from the other coach.
“Hey leave us alone she’s leaving the bus in a little bit and I won’t get to see her till we play back here.” Ashley said a little annoyed at CC. for the rest of the drive to Jinxx’s house they left us alone.
We then pulled up to Jinxx’s house seeing Jake and AJ’s cars in his drive way. Ash and I got off to say goodbye.
When we first got off he kissed me before saying “I will call you every night before the show ad maybe after if I have enough energy.”
“Okay, I will answer whenever you call.” I kissed him again before saying “God I’m going to miss you.”
“Me too, at least this is the shortest part of the tour. I’ll be back before you know it.”
“Okay.” Was all I said and then we kissed one last time before he had to go. I stood at the end of the drive way as he got on the bus; he then opened one of the front windows and stuck his head out and yelled “Goodbye I’ll miss you. I’ll call you when we get to the venue.” And with that he was gone.
“Come on let’s get in the car before you start crying.” AJ said pulling to the car and putting me in on the passenger’s side.
“We are going to go home and eat ice cream and I will make you right you feelings out to distract you tonight.”
“Okay, tell me you got me something with chocolate and peanut butter.” I asked as we drove home.
“Of course I did.” Shae said.
That’s what we did all night; we sat up in the studio and ate ice cream and wrote songs till I fell asleep on the coach against one of the walls. With the sweater Ashley left at my place rapped around me.

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