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The Rock Star Dream

The air is filled with Sadness and Excitement... by Fallout Boy

I've been so busy with my new band lately and working with May that I've barely gotten to talk to Andy about Juliet and May and everything else. I need to text him after I get out of my shoot before band practice. I'm really excited about going on tour with BVB but they gave me no notice so it's been really stressful trying to pull it off but I know it'll be worth it. I didn't have May today she was home "sick" avoiding her problems and meditating while I dealt with my own problems. Sometimes I really hated how she could just shut the world out and not care while the rest of us went on dealing.

I got home a lot later than I planned but I texted Andy anyway.
Hey, bro. Are you free tomorrow?
Hey, little B. Miss you. See you then.
I'll be around <3
<3

Tomorrow was supposed to be a band day but Andy needed some love too. The band could wait a day.



The morning came all too soon. I got up and made my bed, cleaned my room, basically my morning routine. I even made breakfast : pancakes, scrambled eggs, sausage, and home-fries. May came down once she smelled food. "Mmmm...." she hummed as she walked in the kitchen. "Yummy, How is everything? I fell like I haven't seen you in a week." May asked. I sat beside her and we talked about everything we were going through. I told her about the stresses of putting a band together and teaching them my music, recording, finding a tour manager, etc. May told me about Ash and how he was mad at her but wanted to work it out because he thinks he might be in love which freaks her out a lot, and then Andy who wont stop calling and texting saying they need to talk in his brooding voice. "You know, I'm gonna see him later. I can pass along a message if you want." I said encouragingly. "Um, I don't even know what to say. It was a mistake. I'm in love with Ash. I kind of was in a bad place with Ash when Andy and I... you know and well, I thought he felt the same way about it. Now it's getting annoying." she told me. We finished breakfast in silence both caught up in our thoughts. May got up, got dressed and left without saying goodbye.

I cleaned, put away the dishes and packed up the leftovers. I decided to text the guys then so they knew not to come over. Matt was the only one that answered me. Aw, Baaaae... :'(




Andy showed up a little after noon. He just walked right in and sat next to me on my couch. I turned off the TV and gave him a big hug. "Hey, big brother. I miss you." Andy just squeezed harder. He was shaking a little. I assumed he was crying. He wiped his eyes and pulled back. I gave him a sad look and he poked my nose making me smile. "So... " I prodded "Tell me, what happened with you and Juliet?"

Andy sighed and rolled his shoulders back. "Well, you remember how she kept fighting with me about you?" I nodded, "Ok well in one of our fights I accused her of cheating and I guess she had felt guilty because a month later she told me she had been cheating on me in our apartment with the contractor. So I told her to take her things and go back to the apartment with Femme." he explained sadly. Andy looked at his hands then and I lifted his chin to meet my eyes. "That sucks, man. I'm sorry. What about May?" I asked, "May I don't know. We were talking because she was having problems with Ash and Juliet and I were over. It got really emotional for both of us and you know we have a history. It kind of went to far and I want to talk to her about what happened to make sure that we can still be friends but she won't answer me and I feel so lonely but that's just because I miss my dragonfly." he rambled. I attack hugged him and we ended up laying on the couch holding each other for what seemed like forever.

Notes

BTW if you didn't notice the title is not in fact a FoB song. I was just trying to be funny.

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Comments

Mhmmm im not to sure but if you eant to make it into a smut chapter then go ahead! Lol

Abby BVBLover Abby BVBLover
5/16/16

@SabzzzFlan
hahaha, you're welcome!!

@Music_is_the_religion
I wouldn't say genius... maybe clever not to toot my own horn but, I do have my moments. haha and thanks.

SabzzzFlan SabzzzFlan
3/19/15

@SabzzzFlan
Truly genius!

@Music_is_the_religion
haha I thought Andy might say something like that if someone were to catch him crying...

SabzzzFlan SabzzzFlan
3/19/15