Almost Easy (Janxx)
Creep
*Jinxx's POV*
After settling in for the night, I found myself thinking about Jake frequently. I liked him a bit too much, I told myself. This isn't the right time for a relationship. You know that. Why did you even tell him? What the fuck, dude?
I ran my hand through my hair and shook my head in dismay. Damn. What did he even see in me? After not seeing me for three months, his first glimpse of me was when a little girl smeared makeup across my face. And he still kissed me and acted as though I were the most beautiufl person in the world.
I buried my face in my pillows and groaned. "Dammit, Jake, why do you do this to me?" I whispered.
I heard footsteps at the door of my bedroom and turned to see Jake leaning against the doorframe.
I sat up and looked at him, wondering what he needed.
As if sensing my thoughts, he blushed and said, "I just wanted to say goodnight."
I smiled a bit and said, "Goodnight. You chose one of the guest rooms, I trust?"
"Actually, no. I'm sleeping on the couch because the rooms are being used," he replied. He averted his eyes from mine.
"Oh. You could..." Don't do it, Jeremy, I warned myself. "Sleep in here." Dammit, what the fuck is wrong with you? I yelled at myself. You're such a creep. Fucking weirdo.
"Okay then. Thanks. I'll be back then, I guess." He dissapeared from my room, leaving me to battle with myself.
Dammit. What did I just agree to? Why was I so weird around him? He made me feel so tonguetied and odd. Why did he do this to me?
Jake returned, shirtless and only in his boxers. Pajamas, I'd guess.He flipped off the lights and shut the door. I could still see the outline of his body as he slipped into bed with me. I scooted over a bit and listened to the bed shift as Jake moved. I laid my head against the pillow and gathered some of the blanket at my waist. I felt Jake's leg brush against mine, which made me shoot up in alarm.
"Um, sorry," he apologized. I could tell that he was blushing again. "My legs are just a bit longer."
"It's fine," I assured. We laid still for a few minutes. I listened to his soft breathing, slowly counting eaxh breath. At around 235, I felt his hands around my waist. I turned my head to see what Jake was doing and he softly attatched his lips to mine. I let him kiss me, relaxing into his soft touch.
I pulled away and whispered, "Is this all that you wanted?"
"It's part of it," he replied. He peppered soft kisses across my neck before biting down hard enough to leave a nice-sized bruise. "But we're gonna take this slow, okay? " He trailed his tongue up the column of my throat, leaving me shaking from anticipation. "I know we're going to die so I want to savor every inch of you, bit by bit. Understand?"
I nodded, cursing him for being so damn taunting with me. I felt extremely turned on by his teasing.
"Good." He kissed my forhead. "Goodnight, Jinxxie." Then he wrapped his arms around me and fell asleep.
I was slightly pissed by what he'd done but in a loving way. When I got the chance, I was going to do the exact same thing.
