Beauty and the Beast
Leave Me
Andy POV
I was more hurt to see the pain I caused her by letting her know what I actually, who murdered her mother all those years ago. I refused to speak to her, I couldn’t bear both the anger and the sadness that welled up inside of me. I stayed in my room, putting dents in the wall. I couldn’t take it. Not only had she disobeyed my rules she had found out the truth, well most of it. She had been gone for a full day, I was going crazy, I wanted to strangle her and kiss her all at the same time. I missed her…
Ashley would try to bring me food and water, but I didn’t want to eat. CC and Jinxx would try to tell me that she could be back, but I didn’t believe it.
“You are seriously going to tell me that she’ll come back? After what she saw she rather kill me herself than come back here.”
CC patted my shoulder and sighed. “Anything is possible, I mean she loved you before she left, maybe she can do it again?”
I shook him off of me and stood in front of the only window in my room. “Her world has changed too much, she’ll hate it.” Jinxx said, still standing in my doorway.
I glared at him, “how do you know about her world? We haven’t been to that village in years.”
Jinxx sighed and shrugged his shoulders. “Everyone’s life changes when they leave it for so long.”
“What if she likes it?” I muttered. There was silence for a long time. “She was the one, but I lost her. And now…there’s nothing I can do.” I leaned against the window and let my eyes water. “Leave me.” When I heard no footsteps I turned to them and yelled, “get out!”
I snarled and watched them leave and close the door behind them. I hit the wall hard. I leaned back against the wall and slid down, resting on the floor. I pulled my knees to my chest and rested my forehead on my arm. A few tears fell before I drifted into the past.
There were so many moments to kiss her lips, to show her I loved her. But she would have rejected me, I needed to prove to her first that I was worth it. I fucked it all up.
When night fell I needed to get some air. I walked to the second floor, the present I had given her called my name. I stared down the hall, I clenched my jaw and walked to the closed door. I swung the door open and looked into the dark room. Her flowers were as bright as ever. She loved this room. And it still never meant anything. I screamed and began destroying everything. Knocking down every pot, tearing out every flower. I even threw a few things at the window, I had successfully put a small hole in the window with a pink rose pot.
When the floors were covered in dirt and there was nothing else to take my anger out on I fell to my knees. I cried harder than I ever had before. I hit the floor hard then rested my hands on the dirt covered ground. A small breeze chilled my bare arms. I rocked gently back and forth. I had already regretted what I did, but she was gone, she wouldn’t care anyway. She was dead to me.
I was more hurt to see the pain I caused her by letting her know what I actually, who murdered her mother all those years ago. I refused to speak to her, I couldn’t bear both the anger and the sadness that welled up inside of me. I stayed in my room, putting dents in the wall. I couldn’t take it. Not only had she disobeyed my rules she had found out the truth, well most of it. She had been gone for a full day, I was going crazy, I wanted to strangle her and kiss her all at the same time. I missed her…
Ashley would try to bring me food and water, but I didn’t want to eat. CC and Jinxx would try to tell me that she could be back, but I didn’t believe it.
“You are seriously going to tell me that she’ll come back? After what she saw she rather kill me herself than come back here.”
CC patted my shoulder and sighed. “Anything is possible, I mean she loved you before she left, maybe she can do it again?”
I shook him off of me and stood in front of the only window in my room. “Her world has changed too much, she’ll hate it.” Jinxx said, still standing in my doorway.
I glared at him, “how do you know about her world? We haven’t been to that village in years.”
Jinxx sighed and shrugged his shoulders. “Everyone’s life changes when they leave it for so long.”
“What if she likes it?” I muttered. There was silence for a long time. “She was the one, but I lost her. And now…there’s nothing I can do.” I leaned against the window and let my eyes water. “Leave me.” When I heard no footsteps I turned to them and yelled, “get out!”
I snarled and watched them leave and close the door behind them. I hit the wall hard. I leaned back against the wall and slid down, resting on the floor. I pulled my knees to my chest and rested my forehead on my arm. A few tears fell before I drifted into the past.
There were so many moments to kiss her lips, to show her I loved her. But she would have rejected me, I needed to prove to her first that I was worth it. I fucked it all up.
When night fell I needed to get some air. I walked to the second floor, the present I had given her called my name. I stared down the hall, I clenched my jaw and walked to the closed door. I swung the door open and looked into the dark room. Her flowers were as bright as ever. She loved this room. And it still never meant anything. I screamed and began destroying everything. Knocking down every pot, tearing out every flower. I even threw a few things at the window, I had successfully put a small hole in the window with a pink rose pot.
When the floors were covered in dirt and there was nothing else to take my anger out on I fell to my knees. I cried harder than I ever had before. I hit the floor hard then rested my hands on the dirt covered ground. A small breeze chilled my bare arms. I rocked gently back and forth. I had already regretted what I did, but she was gone, she wouldn’t care anyway. She was dead to me.
Omg, I died!
5/12/15